"After a long time, I realized that it was actually the inside of the seeds of the vicissitudes of life. It was the same darkness, but it was warm. It's like being in your gentle arms, which makes me feel at ease.

However, it was very quiet, and the silence reminded me of that empty space. The feeling of loneliness and loneliness that I had not felt for a long time filled my whole body at once, and I couldn't help but feel a little irritable. It seems to have finally escaped from a deep pit and fallen into another endless hell. So, one day, I cleared my throat. Naturally, I knew that no one would answer me, so I started talking to myself. Because I know that as soon as you plant this seed, I will come back to you.

All the waiting is worth it now, and it is full of hope. Therefore, my waiting process is actually not boring, I will sing to myself, tell myself stories, and even, rely on the memories of our past as spiritual food to support my progress.

Until one day, when I woke up and said hello to myself as usual, another voice sounded beside me. We were both surprised at the same time, but only after a brief moment of surprise we both recognized each other.

Yes, he is the right right, that is, the suffering.

The two of us were surprised as to why this was happening, we should have gone through a soul swap, and then I was resurrected with the help of the power of the vicissitudes of the sea between the two of us. But he didn't die, which was really a surprise and joy for both of us.

We talked a lot that day. From the time when we were still one of the seeds in the vicissitudes of life, we talked until the moment when each of our lives ended. Of course, it's you who we talk about the most.

At this moment, I realized that we were so close, like two hearts of one person.

But before we had a long time to say, his voice suddenly disappeared!

I was terrified, afraid that he would leave my side completely. He's a good man, and he shouldn't have ended up like this. So, I started trying all I could to get him back, but I'm not in a complete form right now, and there's no way I'm going to do anything feasible.

It was like suddenly losing my most important thing, and I was so lost. If it weren't for the memories you gave, I might not be able to make it up!

I don't know how many days have passed, and suddenly on this day, the right and the right are talking again. We were both so happy, and if there was wine in there, we would have been drinking all night!

Later, he often had things that suddenly disappeared and appeared suddenly. However, we slowly discovered that there is a pattern in this, and it seems that the cycle is relatively long when he is awake. But the time when you are awake is relatively short.

After knowing this, in fact, both of us are very relieved. At least we know that what we have experienced is not a simple soul exchange, but a soul union that we have reached because of a common goal.

Exchange is also symbiosis.

It was the best way for the two of us, and when we knew that, the two of us were holding each other tightly. It was the first time I felt his essence. It was also the first time he felt his own essence in this space.

But then, it seems, we have a new crisis. That's drying up.

I felt like it was starting to get hard to breathe. The warmth around it also became as if a cold wind was blowing in through the slight cracks. He said that it was because the seed had not been planted for a long time and had dried up a little.

The two of us were a little flustered, and we didn't know why you would give up the seeds of the vicissitudes of life and not plant them. So, we're all worried about if something happened to you. If you're okay, you won't give up any way to resurrect me, unless you don't have a choice right now.

However, the two of us are just two helpless souls imprisoned in this seed, and we know basically nothing about your current situation. Therefore, all the two of us can do is pray to God.

He used to be the closest person to the Buddha, so he said that he could try to exhaust the last bit of his true essence to seek the Buddha. I said I can too, I'll be with you.

It's just that the jokes of fate are basically very big. Just when we had already made up our minds to try the method that had little chance of winning, the two of us saw a beam of light shine in at the same time.

Moreover, we all saw the eyes of a big child at the same time. That eye was very aura, but I only noticed her starry pupils.

It cannot be planted here, it must be planted in the human world. I heard her childish voice say this.

For a moment, I seemed to be relieved that this vicissitudes of life had not been forgotten by you, and I even heard my child's voice. What could be more exciting than this at this time of the year?"

After that, he and I felt the reassuring warmth again. It was as if something had wrapped us tighter together, and then it was that feeling of wetness that hit us. We can start breathing smoothly again.

This feeling is actually no different from the rest of your life. The two of us hugged each other as if we were in the pool of vicissitudes of life.

Finally, I saw the sun that I had not seen for a long time, and felt the caress of the wind that I had not seen for a long time. I could even see you and the children and my father and even a lot of people walking around in front of me.

I often see you sitting on a stone bench under that tree for a long time, and I see you falling asleep slowly on it. I see your unhappiness and longing, and many times, I want to break through the restrictions that trap me now and hug you!

He would have been there a lot of times and stared at you, and if it had been before, I might have been jealous. But having been through so much with him, I understand his feelings for you, for your love. That deep, watchful love.

Later, we gradually discovered the pattern, he only appears briefly when the moon is full in the human world, and even appears as an entity for a short time.

I was embarrassed to tell him that I was taking his life, but he smiled and said, 'I think the state of us at this moment is what I want the most.' ’

From the seed forced out of the soil to grow into a big tree, to the flowering and fruiting, the process is long. However, everything has seen hope, and all the waiting is worth it.

Finally, I'm back to life!" Chongming said this, very excitedly drank the red wine in the cup, and you could see his joy and excitement. Naturally, so did I.

"So, you and Shengku often meet here on full moon nights?" I asked anxiously.

Shigeaki nodded and said, "That's true. Originally, this matter could have been concealed like this forever, but I didn't expect it to be discovered by you. And not only was it discovered by you, but it almost ruined the relationship between us. He smiled self-deprecatingly and poured himself another glass of wine.

"But why did you hide it from me at the time? Don't you think I'd be more receptive to telling me directly?"

When Chongming heard me say this, his eyebrows twitched, and he looked at me like a little fool, "I think that if you knew that I was a two-in-one with life and suffering, you wouldn't let me do something shameful with you." ”

I was stunned, a crimson on my cheeks, "You! you!" I didn't know how to argue with him for a moment.

He stood up, gently sat me down in his arms, and said, "Are you right?" I imagined it for a moment, and it was really a picture that I couldn't savor.

Chongming continued, "Actually, we didn't expect that Shengkugu would be reborn so soon. We once went to the Yellow Robe Venerable to seek a new life in the three-petal vicissitudes of life, and the Yellow Robe Venerable knew that we were once the three-petal seed, so he secretly told me some things and gave me the sick seed.

Because our protobodies are vicissitudes, in fact, our offspring have the ability to inherit the resurrection of the vicissitudes of life. But when Venerable Yellow Robe looked at your face, he was already sure that this child of yours would not be able to give birth. In the battle with the Nine Infants, you lost too much spiritual power. Although this spiritual power can be repaired, it has already caused some damage to your veins. My dragon whisker only temporarily delayed the child's departure, but it could not save his life.

And this vicissitudes of life seed is really one of the three petals, two of which have been taken away by the Xianhe family and the upper court respectively, leaving only this one. Although he is sick and weak, he just needs a mother, a body that has the ability to be reborn, and he will wake up again.

I really didn't tell you all of this at the time, because I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to stand the fact that your child was gone.

Eventually, though, the child was gone. Although I am very reluctant to this child who did not come to the world, I also know that the opportunity to come back from life has come!"

I nodded, I already knew what was going on. Chongming used his spiritual power to put that seed into the heart of the child in my womb, and the child suddenly had vitality again.

Until the birth of the child, until I called him "Fu." ”

Born to suffer, born to suffer, born to suffer. This life is too bitter, and I don't want him to continue to suffer.

"Dad, Mommy, Fu'er is awake and crying!" suddenly came the sound of Zi'er and Susu trotting and shouting all the way upstairs. I glanced at Chongming, and Chongming put me on the ground and stood up, "Let's go, the boy, let's go and nurse Xiaofu'er!"

I smiled and slapped him lightly, then said, "Raising children is a sacred job, and don't be lazy!"

The two of them grinned one after the other and walked upstairs, and I couldn't help but glance back at the dining room setting.

The rectangular wooden dining table, the curtains of the landscape outlined by gray gold thread, and the neat and clean furnishings, just as I saw in the foreshadowing of the prophet Lee Mai. I smiled and turned my head away.

Perhaps, this is called consummation.