Today is the third day of 2019 and my 26th lunar birthday.

Perhaps, because of the long trough period in 2018, my sensitivity to birthdays has dropped to almost nothing. It's not about being happy or not, it's normal anyway.

In the past, my sisters would send messages early in the morning to bless me on my birthday. But, today, as usual. I think my sisters are too busy...... I understand.

Still, there will be people who remember my birthday.

This morning, my aunt called me to bless me. Although it was only a few words, I felt warm. Because my aunt is in her sixties, she hasn't forgotten that today is my birthday......

At 0:00 a.m. today, Xiaoshi sent me a blessing and three red envelopes in a row, which were 131.4 yuan, 66.66 yuan, and 168 yuan. Each red envelope represents a blessing, a love.

Thanks to these two women who haven't forgotten my birthday, I love!

In the past, in addition to my relatives, there was another person who would remember my birthday. Well, that person is my first love - Gan.

As I said, my fate with her is very close, and it is also very far away.

Back on the evening of April 16, 2018, she took the initiative to add my buckle again.

Seriously, I was surprised.

I won't be embarrassed, though.

After all, she is a married woman and has become a mother, and I am also a married woman and am about to become a father. So, there won't be too much to think about too complicated.

We made small talk for a while, and then somehow we talked about my work......

Her: "Don't you have to go to work?"

Me: "I'm temporarily unemployed and recuperating at home. ”

Her: "What's wrong with you?"

Me: "I have chronic nephritis." ”

She: "Aren't you going to the doctor?"

Me: "Don't look at it, watch Baidu yourself to regulate." ”

Her: "Huh, what is chronic nephritis?"

Me: "Well, it's too complicated, you can know it at once." ”

After that there was no reply for a while, I thought she was asleep. Also, it was close to twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, so I was ready to go to bed.

But just as I was about to go to bed, she replied......

She: "Why do I think you're a bit of a joke like this? The body is not yours alone, you have a mother, a wife, and children in the future, you have to be responsible for them, and you have to be responsible for yourself, how much can Baidu help you, listen to the doctor." ”

When I read this reply, a familiar feeling seemed to take me back to those old days......

She cared about me, even though we weren't together, even though we were separated so many times, even though we had very little communication, she still cared about me.

Is this considered lucky?

She was so good to me, why weren't we together?

We're not together anymore, so why should she care about me?

Fate is so tricky, I can only hehehe......

Me: "My story is as long as a piece of cloth, and I can't tell it all at once, and my current conditioning is carried out under the supervision of my family." I mean, you haven't heard of nephritis, you can Baidu, it's not that I rely entirely on Baidu to regulate. Okay, sleep, I can't do it......"

Her: "I looked. ”

I didn't reply anymore because it was late at night and I didn't know what to say......

I knew she cared about me, but I could only shy away from her concern.

Some people are only suitable for the good in the memories, but the reality is too cruel for me to bear to hurt.

Today, she didn't bless me either......

Perhaps, she forgot.

Perhaps, she forgot it.

There is no joy or unhappiness, my heart is as flat as water.

The breeze passed, and its appearance was long gone, but the temperature was still there.

Take the usual route and give yourself a phrase of "Happy birthday, dear self!"