Chapter 277: Glowing (19)
Intermittent and on-and-a-off......
Actually, I don't have high requirements for myself to write, even if it's just to write an essay like 800 words every day. But why is it so hard?
Is the dream not as dreamy as I imagined, or is the reality more realistic than I imagined?
I asked my soul, but he was quiet......
Silently, occasionally according to the feeling in my heart, I fished out the words I wanted in my mind and pieced together the sentences I liked to express what I needed to express......
On the afternoon of April 2, 2017, Xiaoqi and I cooperated to start the film.
It feels like Xiao Qi was not like Xiao Qi I knew for a while before that day. He became very quiet, without any smile, and his whole mental state was very haggard, and there was no lively and lovely shadow at all.
No one asked him what was wrong, like, he wasn't the only one who had something on his mind.
Okay, the day I cooperated with him to start the camera, he seemed to be full of blood and resurrected again! It's still the same Xiaoqi with an innocent smile on his face, full of liveliness, and he seems to be mentally ill if he doesn't speak at work.
Well, this time he took the initiative to talk to me about his love history.
Well, this time, if it's a single dog listening to him talk about his love history, it may be very cool at first, a little schadenfreude. However, when you hear the second half, you will still be hit more than 10,000 times by the strong crit of the show of affection! The heart of a single dog will be like a roller coaster, with ups and downs, asking for the psychological shadow area of a single dog.
Fortunately, I said that I have a female ticket, and I am an incorruptible King Kong, no matter how their love is shown. This is the difference between single and double.
Xiao Qi chattered a lot of heartfelt words, well, a little confused, a little vague, after more than ten minutes of analysis and understanding, it should be like this:
Xiao Qi used to have a girlfriend he loved very much, she was not only beautiful, but also sang very well, and matched Xiao Qi's singing voice, well, a natural pair.
Xiao Qi loves her very single-mindedly, never moved by the beauty of other female friends, as always, spoils her, works hard, and paints a blueprint for their future. Even when to change jobs to improve himself, when to take her back to her hometown to get married, and other things about the future, he has already planned.
In his heart, she is the other half of his life. He felt that he would not marry another woman. He identified her as her.
However, fate often likes to joke around.
Suddenly, one day, she cheated.
She called Xiao Qi and said, "Let's break up." ”
Xiao Qi was puzzled: "Why did you break up?"
She replied coldly: "I like someone else, so be it." ”
Xiao Qi was about to ask who it was, when there was a "beep" on the other side of the phone...... Honk...... beep" sound......
This phone call was like a bolt from the blue. Xiao Qi was stunned, his heart hurt so much, why?!
Did you do something wrong that made her angry? If so, you can change it. Or, is that person really better than I am to her? But, she didn't even make it clear......
Xiaoqi kept dialing the phone, but he always heard "I'm sorry, the user you dialed ......", why do you want to do this?
was broken up like this inexplicably, Xiaoqi's mental state suddenly seemed to have lost his soul. No wonder he didn't look like him before during that time, it turned out that he was out of love.
Xiao Qi still can't believe the result of the breakup, so he asks him and her mutual friend to check which man she really likes.
Later, it turned out that what she liked was her buddy's good friend!
Xiao Qi was very angry, since the phone couldn't be dialed, then go to her in person to ask for an understanding!
When I got downstairs to her, I waited for her to go out, and then I hurriedly stepped forward to stop her, and asked angrily, "Why did you choose him?"
She still replied coldly: "Because he is more handsome than you, taller than you, and richer than you!"
As soon as she finished speaking, she turned around and left, Xiao Qi didn't catch up, she stood quietly in place, only feeling as if her heart had been stabbed several times in a row, it hurt, it hurts......
In this way, he finally admitted to this breakup.
He took care of all the good memories that carried them together, threw them away, deleted them, and didn't want to know everything about her.
If it is a single dog in the workshop, when he hears him say this, his heart is simply gloating! I often hear him say how beautiful and beautiful his girlfriend is, and he plans to come to our company's workshop to work together to show affection! Look, show affection! You show off! You show off again! You can't show it, can you? Hahahahahaha......
However, the story is not over yet.
During the time he fell out of love, he had forgotten what happiness was, and lived like the walking dead. It seems that there is only boundless and painful darkness in his world, and he can no longer find a reason to be happy.
However, Heaven favored him, closed one door and opened another.
He met a female netizen on the Internet, and the relationship was very good, but he had never met. Xiao Qi met the female netizen before he broke up with his girlfriend. Here, I call Xiaoqi's female netizen "Xiao Zhen".
They usually chat and joke on the buttons, but Xiaoqi doesn't want to chat after falling out of love, and the whole person is very depressed.
Xiao Zhen felt that something was wrong, so he asked Xiao Qi: "Why haven't you talked to me for several days?"
Xiao Qi replied simply: "I'm in a bad mood." ”
Xiao Zhen seemed to want to know what was on his mind: "Why are you in a bad mood?"
Perhaps, at that time, Xiao Qi really needed to find someone to confide in the pain in his heart, so Xiao Zhen became the only person for Xiao Qi to confide in his heart.
However, Xiaoqi also felt incredible. After confiding in Xiao Zhen, he felt less pain in his heart, and light began to appear in the darkness.
Perhaps, Xiaozhen is really different. Xiao Qi began to get to know her again......
Slowly, day by day, Xiao Qi especially likes to chat with Xiao Zhen in the buckle, and even Xiao Qi doesn't realize that he has come out of the shadow of broken love.
Xiao Zhen has never known what Xiao Qi looks like, because Xiao Qi's avatar is a portrait picture downloaded from the Internet, which looks a bit old-fashioned.
Xiao Zhen asked Xiao Qi: "What do you look like?"
Xiao Qi replied a little funny: "Just like that, do you think it looks good?"
Xiao Zhen actually replied: "It's okay." ”
At that moment, Xiao Qi felt that Xiao Zhen was a very real person, and she chatted with him, not because of his appearance, but because of his heart.
So, it was logical that they became boyfriend and girlfriend online.
At that time, I was curious: "Xiao Zhen, did she like you in the first place?"
He was still so narcissistic: "That's, it's just that I was with my ex-girlfriend at the time." ”
I continued to wonder: "She knew you already had a girlfriend?"
He replied naturally, "Yes, but she also chats with me from time to time on the buckle." ”
I nodded thoughtfully, and then still wondered, "How old is she?"
He grinned, "Two years younger than me." ”
I quickly used my powerful mental arithmetic skills, and Xiaoqi was 19 years old at the time, two years younger than him. Well, 19 minus 2, okay! It's still a 17-year-old little sister!
If it's not a little sister, is it a big sister?
Well, later, Xiao Zhen actually took a car directly from hu.bei province to guang.dong province to find Xiaoqi by himself!
Oh my God! I heard that this was her first time out of the province, and that she had just finished her third year of junior high school and stopped studying. What's even more incredible is that she is not afraid that Xiaoqi is the one who deceives her. If Xiao Qi is a bad person and tricks her to come, then she is not very dangerous? She is not familiar with life! However, she is not afraid, and God really did not embarrass her, because Xiao Qi is really a good boy!
When Xiao Zhen saw Xiao Qi for the first time, he was taken aback!
Xiao Qi happily asked her, "How is it?
Xiao Zhen happily replied: "Well, handsome! more handsome than I imagined!"
After that, the two went from online dating in a long-distance relationship to a real cohabitation relationship.
On a night when a single dog doesn't want to fantasize, Xiao Qi and Xiao Zhen breathe so close, so close, slowly, slowly, the two souls are infinitely close to zero distance, and even deep to negative distance......
Well, it was supposed to be a very romantic night because it was the first time for both children.
If the single dog in the workshop heard this, his heart was really more than 10,000 crits, and even if he was critted to the point of blood, he would not be able to stop the seemingly endless crit......
Xiao Qi finally seized the opportunity and didn't want to let it be missed in vain, just like the moment when he and his ex-girlfriend could kiss the lips, he chose to retreat. This time, not to mention kissing, even the lingering soul was also taken.
Since Xiao Qi and Xiao Zhen experienced the first soul lingering, Xiao Qi's mother has been sharing the good news with other aunts in the workshop. It felt as if she was starting to celebrate that her son had found his wife......
One pass ten, ten pass in the ears of the cold-faced boss. Well, and then what?
The cold-faced boss found me and joked with me with a smile: "Liu Jinlong, look, Xiaoqi is so much younger than you and has already gotten in the car, and you haven't gotten in the car yet!
I laughed and shook my head speechlessly.
What are you kidding?!What am I going to tell you when I get in the car?I got in the car a long time ago, and I'm the one who is driving!
Back to the topic of Xiaoqi and Xiaozhen......
Xiaoqi's future plan has not changed, only the heroine has changed. After this broken love, the little wizard understands that sincerity is far more important than appearance!
I asked Xiaoqi, "Is Xiao really beautiful, or is your ex-girlfriend beautiful?"
Xiao Qi replied honestly: "My ex-girlfriend may be more beautiful in the eyes of others, but in my heart, Xiao Zhen is more beautiful." ”
I smiled: "It's the kind of spiritual beauty, the more you look at it, the better it looks." ”
He smiled and nodded, "Yes." ”
Well, that's good!
Then, the plot of the story is a bit bloody, because Xiaoqi's ex-girlfriend regrets it! The man she likes is very attentive and has a fierce attitude towards her. At this time, she began to miss Xiaoqi's goodness, and felt that she was in the blessing and did not know the blessing, and regretted it very much!
Therefore, she began to send messages to Xiao Qi to admit her mistakes, hoping that Xiao Qi would forgive her and give her another chance. At the same time, she also asked him and her mutual friends to persuade Xiaoqi.
Xiao Qi's response was only three words: impossible!
After that, Xiao Qi's ex-girlfriend didn't give up and waited for him to go out downstairs in Xiao Qi's rented house. However, she didn't expect that she saw Xiao Qi and a girl walking out holding hands!
She immediately walked up angrily and pointed at Xiao Zhen, pulled Xiao Qi and asked, "Who is she?"
Xiao Qi didn't react for a while, but after reacting, he immediately shook off her hand and held Xiao Zhen's hand tightly: "She's my girlfriend, what's the matter with you?"
She seemed to be very afraid of losing Xiao Qi, originally she thought that as long as she was willing to admit her mistakes, Xiao Qi would definitely forgive her, after all, Xiao Qi loved her so much in the first place. However, when she saw that Xiao Qi had a girlfriend, she felt that her status in Xiao Qi's heart had changed, so she was afraid.
She said to Xiaoqi in a pleading tone, "I know it's wrong! Forgive me, okay? You break up with her, will we get back together?" ”
Xiao Qi replied lightly: "Impossible, I already live with her." ”
She wanted to explode a little emotionally, but she was still holding back, and continued: "I can live with you too!"
Xiao Qi didn't want to look at her and replied: "No need." ”
She finally couldn't help it! She exploded in emotion and asked loudly, "Why did you choose her? What is she better than me? And she is not as good-looking as me!"
Xiao Qi also endured it for a long time, turned the pain of the broken love into anger, and replied loudly: "She is just better than you! Yes, although she is not as good-looking as you, but she is real! The most important thing is that she will not change her mind, and you will!"
After Xiao Qi said this, he turned around and left with Xiao Zhen.
Perhaps, at that moment, she really understood how important what she had lost......
Xiao Qi asked Xiao Zhen: "Are you afraid that I will get back together with my ex-girlfriend?"
Xiao Zhen replied with a smile: "Don't be afraid, because I believe in your choice." ”
Well, that's trust.
It's nothing more than a topic about the past and the present, and about my past and the present, I will always write about it later......
"Predecessor 3", which was very popular some time ago, I heard that many couples were very emotional after watching it, and then broke up and went back to find their ex. It feels like they haven't understood the meaning yet......
Of course, my point of view is not necessarily correct. It's just a matter of discretion.
Meng Yun and Lin Jia in the movie were originally a couple, obviously they both loved each other deeply, but they just didn't say anything about it, and finally separated.
In the process of separation, Meng Yun and Lin Jia both have suitors, Meng Yun's suitor is a Wang Zi who is very similar to Lin Jia when he was young, and Lin Jia's suitor is an ordinary-looking old classmate.
Lin Jia very much hopes that Meng Yun can be so caring and caring to her like her old classmates, that she can be more mature, that she can give her a home and give her peace of mind. In general, women in the same period will mature faster than men in the same period, and they will think more about the future. Meng Yun is still in that mature stage, he has not yet stepped to that step, and it takes time to take that step. And it just so happens that what Lin Jia is most afraid of is that her youth can't wait......
Therefore, Lin Jia chose to be with her old classmate, at least he loved her very much, and he was very secure. Although, he is not necessarily the one she loves the most.
Because Meng Yun was not mature enough, he used immature ways to attract Lin Jia's attention. Although the way is immature, the love for Lin Jia in my heart is very true.
Wang Zi was like Lin Jia when he was young, and what the immature Meng Yun needed most at that time was that kind of Lin Jia, because he felt that everything was like the beginning, wasn't it good? It's just that he ignored the fear and anxiety of women about the passage of youth, and didn't feel the sense of security that Lin Jia lacked in his heart.
Seeing Wang Zi, it stands to reason that being with her just satisfies his heart? However, Meng Yun did not choose to be with her, although she is very similar to Lin Jia when she was young, but she is not Lin Jia after all. Meng Yun began to realize that he should be mature......
In the end, Wang Zi also became a mature woman like Lin Jia, faded away from the childishness of youth, and came to Meng Yun.
Meng Yun smiled and said, "You're back." ”
Wang Zi replied with a smile: "I'm back." ”
This seems to be a good and simple dialogue, but this is the most magical stroke in the whole movie, which can be said to be the finishing touch.
The "you" Meng Yun said not only represents Wang Zi's you, but also has a deep meaning of Lin Jia's you.
Similarly, the "I" that Wang Zi said not only represents Wang Zi's own me, but also has a deep meaning that represents Lin Jia's me.
is back, which means that Wang Zi, who has become mature, is back, just like Lin Jia, who was mature at the beginning, is also back.
Meng Yun put his body and mind into his career to temper his heart and make himself mature, but what he was waiting for was the relationship that he didn't have time to love well.
Meng Yun became mature because of Lin Jia.
Therefore, the real meaning is to cherish the present, otherwise the current will become the predecessor again, and you will only find pain for yourself.
There seems to be a saying on the Internet that the current one you enjoy now is all trained by his predecessor. It's like the predecessors planted trees, and the descendants enjoyed the shade.
Of course, you can't attribute all the good of your lover to your lover's ex, you have to know that you can also make your lover better!
Therefore, cherish the people in front of you.