When I used to be in the lower grades of elementary school, when I saw the students in the upper grades of elementary school, I would think that I was like a child, and they were like adults. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

After that, I was promoted to an upper elementary school student, thinking that I didn't look like a child anymore. But when I see junior high school students, I feel like children, and they are like adults.

After that, I was promoted to a junior high school student, thinking that I didn't look like a child anymore. But when I see high school students, I feel like children, and they are like adults.

After continuing, I upgraded to a high school student, thinking that I didn't look like a kid anymore. But when I see college students, I feel like children, and they look like adults.

Still after that, I upgraded to a college student, thinking that I didn't look like a kid anymore. But when I see people working outside, I feel like children, and they look like adults.

It's finally time to work in society on your own. I guess I should be an adult. As a result, many of my colleagues called me a child.

Maybe there is really a kind of person who will never grow up, just like me, who is often a child. There's nothing good or bad about this, just feel comfortable. Seriously, it's comfortable.

For a while, I was actually in a bit complicated, my mind was very confused, and I couldn't sort out my head, so I didn't feel like I was writing.

During that time, all kinds of torture.

There is no way to concentrate during work hours, and I am completely in a state of half-dreaming and half-wake. It was a kind of boiling, painful boiling, a life-consuming boiling.

I'm tired at work, but I'm just as tired emotionally.

During that time, it happened to coincide with the birthday of my first love. I thought I could resist not paying attention to that day. However, they all just thought. It's the same as farting......

Two months earlier, I had expressed great pain in the imminent separation between me and her. I want to be together but can't be together, and when I try not to think about it, I suddenly face a collapse because of a sense of familiarity. Therefore, I said that I would not have any contact with her. I deleted her WeChat and added it to black. Space access also restricts her access to my space.

I'm so ruthless! I've always been so ruthless to her for so many years......

Every time I finish like this, I get very lost. It feels like the world has lost its sunshine. So, I'm a paradoxical fool!

After that ruthless time, I felt that it was the most ruthless I had! I thought that I would no longer have any more inseparable ties with her.

Indeed, in the short days I really didn't think much about her. However, it was only when mutual friends of both she and I posted some photos of her in the space that I realized what pain in pain was. My heart was full of her shadow, and I couldn't help myself. I sank in an instant......

I thought I had forgotten it a long time ago, but I always woke up at a special moment when I met the familiarity of the past, and I just remembered her more and more......

Because I can't forget it, on her birthday, I published some pictures of her that I drew and simply expressed my blessings. Then, space access also allows her to enter my space.

In the days I forbade her to visit my space, she visited me once and couldn't. I don't think she'll ever visit me again. That's why I changed the access permissions. Actually, I didn't need to change it, but I still couldn't control it.

To my surprise, a few minutes after midnight on her birthday, she came to visit me. It just so happened that I had only been modifying the access rights for a few minutes. Is this God's arrangement? Everything is so just right.

Why did she come to visit me when she knew she couldn't get it? Is she trying to do it?

Then, when she saw my blessing, she thanked her. In this way, we continue to return to the most familiar stranger relationship that is incomprehensible.

And I, my mind is getting more messy! I really want to know what kind of mood she has to express in the space.

So, I asked Ying to help me take a look and take a screenshot for me. Because I couldn't get into her space, I had no idea what she was thinking. And she shouldn't have been able to get into my space, but I really can't keep her out. It's as if the soul in the space is always looking forward to her arrival......

Actually, I'm a little embarrassed to ask Ying to help me watch her dynamics.

So, I drew a certain picture of Ying. It was quite difficult, and it took me a lot of effort to draw it well. Although the painting is not too similar, I really have an intention. It's just that Ying doesn't seem to like it, because it's not. I'm also quite disappointed about this.

Life must go on. Whether it's happy or unhappy. Because I want my life to be happy, I've always tried to make myself happy.

When you can't think about it, it's also good to cut the ultra-short hairstyle of the genius Sakuragi Hanamichi......

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