Chapter 14: Metamorphosis XIV
Fly, why fly?
Dreams, why dreams?
I, why me?
Because, the world allows you to be unique!
I like to travel a little bit, not only because I like it, but also, most importantly, because I grow up. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info it is also a very important part of my spiritual world.
Every time I go on a small trip, I have a good harvest and new growth.
In fact, if you travel a lot, you will feel bored. Because, the scenery of the attractions is slightly the same. If you see too much, your vision will be numb and boring.
However, I still like the scenery of the little trip. Not the scenery of the sights, but the scenery of the road. As the saying goes, the most beautiful scenery in life is on the road.
Every little trip is a little adventure. When a person goes to an unfamiliar place, he risks the danger that he may get lost, that something may happen to the "flash", and that an accident may occur on the way. The price must always be paid.
There were three small trips that were more profound.
For my first trip in those silent days, I chose a weekend trip with good weather. Generally do not take the bus unless it is too far away and the time is short. Because, it's fun to ride your own bike on the way. How interesting is that? Just give it a try.
That morning, I set off happily with "Flash"! The journey was more than 50 kilometers each way! I was not afraid of getting lost, because I had a tiger map. Wowhaha!
However, there were times when the tiger map was not powerful, and I still got lost with "Shining"! On the big highway where I was unfamiliar with my life, under the blue sky when the sun was shining, I was lost!
This feels like in life, thinking that you can avoid confusion in the future by setting a direction and goal, but the result is ......
It's all good, I don't mind much. After all, what fascinates me the most about small trips is that I can overcome all the difficulties that arise during the trip.
If you get lost, you rely on your own experience and analytical skills to find the right way. It was definitely much more memorable than going to see the sights, and it was 100% devoting my heart. That's rare.
In the past, I was afraid of taking the wrong path, and I was afraid of wasting precious time by taking a lot of wrong paths. But in fact, from another point of view, taking the wrong path is also knowing a new path! Because taking the wrong path now may not get me to the attraction I want to go, but I remember these wrong paths. On a later trip, I would pass the paths I had taken wrong, but I no longer had to try to remember them, because I had already remembered them when I took the wrong path. I'm better able to move forward, so I'm not afraid to go the wrong way. Of course, you can't go too far wrong.
When I got lost, I went around with "Flash" to find the right route. Although it took a lot of time, but the experience will be there, so it will be worth it.
During the journey, there are more encounters, which are traffic lights.
Don't underestimate the traffic light, in front of it, you can simply know what kind of person you are.
When I first arrived at the intersection with "Flash", the red light came on. Then, a line of cars drove in front of me.
Half a minute later, no cars were passing by, but the light was still red. Some of the e-bikers next to me were crossing the street on their bikes. And I, I thought, is it necessary to be in such a hurry? Can't I wait half a minute?
Then, a particularly rare picture was born. On the other side of the zebra crossing, where no cars passed, there was me riding a "shiny" and a row of small cars quietly waiting for the red light to turn green.
Waiting, waiting, I have this voice in my heart: will others think that I am insane? I can't be on the road without a car, and I am not a driver.
Then, I was a little shaken. Instead, just cross the street, regardless of the red light. But when I think about it, if I do, then I care too much about what others think of me. Obviously I am obeying the traffic rules, and I have done nothing wrong, why should I be afraid that people will laugh at me?
This kind of psychological change is often seen in life, and I always care too much about what others think of me, so that I feel that I am making a fool of myself even when I am myself. How sad it is!
However, people say that rules are dead, but people are alive, so why should they live so rigidly? It is such a well-packaged excuse that makes many people who have always been themselves slowly become like others and follow the crowd.
Later, when I got to the intersection again, it was also a red light, and there was no car passing in front of me. I didn't wait for the red light to turn green, and rushed straight to the "Flash".
Perhaps, this is also like a crossroads in life. Many people originally planned to live their own way, but because of the influence of following the crowd, they gradually forgot their original intention and became living according to other people's lifestyles. Is society too demagoguery, or is it that I don't pay attention to myself at all?
All kinds of life questions, all kinds of thinking, all kinds of answers.
And then, the second little trip in those silent days.
At that time, it was already a night shift, and I didn't have a break after work at dawn. After taking a shower, tidying up, changing into a state of mind full of anticipation, and "shining" started a new journey. Is that crazy......? For me when I was in college, this was crazy! I didn't rest after the night shift, and I rode dozens of kilometers to go chic......
With headphones, listening to my favorite songs, and riding "shining" to look at the scenery on the road, that feeling is the natural youth I like. I'm very young like that!...... It's as if I'm not young anymore......
There is happiness on the road. There will be troubles on the road.
Before I was halfway through the journey, I found that the sky behind me was already cloudy! That was the prelude to heavy rain! What should I do? If the heavy rain comes, I have to take shelter from the rain, then it will affect my progress, and even affect the night shift that I have to work at night.
Whew, what can I do? Of course, I rode hard! When the heavy rain has not yet caught up, I can ride as far as I can, and riding a few tens of meters more can save me a little more time! It is simply a race against time!
Indeed, it really felt like a race against the heavy rain!
Heavy rain is coming from the west, and my destination is in the east, so I'm riding desperately east!
There were times when I was caught up by heavy rain, but fortunately, I didn't quite catch up with me. After a little rain, I rode under the rainless sky again.
During the "race", I didn't realize that I was tired at all, I just felt a passion burning in my heart!
In the end, I managed to make it to my travel destination, where the sun was shining and the rain was not chasing.
In life, many times you need to run to catch up with your dreams.
Then, I went to enjoy the scenery with great pride, all kinds of technical shots, all kinds of selfies, all of which were alternative narcissism.
When you're done, well, content and ready to go back. Who knows, "Flash" has a flat tire!
Life is so funny, every now and then you will be joking.
No way, there are no bicycle repair shops nearby. I could only push the "Flash" step by step, hoping that when I pushed it to the living area, I would find a bicycle repair shop.
However, the sun was getting more and more "charming" and the weather was becoming more and more "intimate", so I pushed for two hours and walked almost ten kilometers without finding a bicycle repair shop. I was feeling a little lost, but I knew it wouldn't work, it would only make me more tired. I try to keep a natural mindset and trust that soon I'll find a shop that repairs bicycles. So, still persistently, hopefully, walking......
On the road of life, various situations often occur. The situation is already like this, and no matter how much you complain, it will not change. The only thing that can be changed is your own mentality. On the bad side, it's bad. On the bright side, it's good.
Actually, I could have asked the people who live there on the side of the road where there is a bicycle repair shop. However, I didn't. For this situation, I can only say that I am stubborn. Because I stubbornly believe that there must be bicycle repair shops on both sides of the main road.
Life can be a multiple-choice question, you can choose however you want, but the result of the choice must be borne by yourself. For better or for worse......
I was so tired from walking, I had run out of water, and the hottest part of the day was almost here. I don't think it's a way to go on like this. What if I walk for another two hours and don't find it? Then I won't have a hard time going back to the night shift? Let's make a time, walk for another 20 minutes, and if you haven't found a bicycle repair shop, then ask someone. And if it's hard to find a bicycle repair shop even if you ask someone, you'll have to call the beast squad leader to ask for leave......
Life is also a risk-taking, sometimes you find that you may be wrong, so you have to find a way to change, and even prepare for the worst!
As I walked, I suddenly thought of this sentence: "From your eyes, I can see that you need me!" The "you" in this sentence refers to me, and "I" refers to the master who repairs the bicycle.
It's strange after saying that, not long after this sentence flashed through my mind, I saw a bicycle repair shop in front of me!
If I found an oasis in the desert, I ran there with a longing push!
Okay! The tire was repaired in a few minutes! Okay! Only three dollars. Okay! Great!!I'm finally able to ride again!!I've been walking for more than two hours! I'm back on the road, and the wind is blowing in the direction of home!
There are many troubles on the road of life, and of course there will be many surprises! As long as you are willing to believe and persevere!
When I got on the bike, I felt a lot of power! I kept going at a mid-to-upper speed! I didn't have lunch at the time, but I didn't feel hungry. In my mind, there is only homecoming!
As a result, to my surprise, I was back in no time! It only took me an hour and a half, and the place where I started was about 30 kilometers from my home!
So, I broke through myself unconsciously in this way.
In life, if you take one thing from you, you will also get the same thing back. The point is, have you noted.
I like to talk about small trips and life together, because, for me, every small trip is a small life.
Every small trip is a little life.
Finally, the third little trip in those silent days.
I prefer to go on a small trip in good weather, because the blue sky and white clouds give people a comfortable feeling. However, the good weather is not very ......
That day, I was going crazy again. After the night shift, I didn't sleep, I took a shower, and I was ready to go on a small trip.
However, I hesitated. Because the weather outside looks bad, as if it's about to rain. If you set off in this weather, it will be troublesome. I started to retreat......
At this time, I said to me, "Do you remember the trip to Dinghu Mountain when you were in college? Didn't the weather forecast say that there was a heavy rain? But you still chose to set off for a trip, and in the end, not only did you finish the trip, but you were not caught in the heavy rain." Why don't you have the courage to take risks now?"
I was stunned for a moment, yes, how could I have forgotten that I had ever ventured bravely?
Well, as soon as you got your rain gear ready, you set off on the "Shiny"!
On the road, a gray and heavy feeling surrounded me, and I didn't seem to have any motivation at all. I always feel that the weather is not good, and the mood is not much better. Also, I'm still worried about whether it's going to rain soon.
Riding and riding, I feel more and more tired. The negative energy in my heart began to erode me little by little, and it made me want to ride back.
Finally, I couldn't bear it anymore and said to me solemnly: "Since you have chosen to set off, then move forward bravely! Don't be uncertain here! If you are still hesitant to go on a small trip with such a negative attitude, then you can simply ride back!"
Listening to what I said in my heart, I felt very ashamed! Indeed, since I have chosen to set off, I will have to go through thick and thin.
I immediately adjusted my mentality, changed to a new good attitude, and rushed to the travel destination with "Flash".
There were also dark clouds behind me, and the only light I could see in the sky was in the direction of my travel destination. I'm beginning to believe that the sky is clear with bright light over there!
This small trip is also like the process of chasing dreams, and the hesitation of encountering difficulties at the beginning can easily make many people give up on their dreams, or wait for the difficulties to pass before chasing their dreams. However, dreams will be devalued because people give up, after all, dreams that are not valued by oneself are just dreams. But if you are willing to believe in yourself, believe in hope, and persevere bravely, perhaps, the light of your dreams will eventually shine on you!
I believe, I believe that the direction of the light is sunny! It must be! The second trip in those silent days is a "race" against the weather, and the third trip in that silent day is to catch up with the sun.
Look at the light, ride towards the light, and ride hard! Closer! Closer!
Sure enough, it was sunshine! I liked the sunshine! There was also a blue sky and white clouds! The dark clouds behind me were still far away, and what I wanted in front of me was the good weather I wanted! That feeling, a rare sense of joy and satisfaction!
Feel the good weather and continue to run to your destination.
That little trip, I was also adventurous. Because I don't know if the tunnel can be passed by bicycles. In the past, I encountered tunnels that were not allowed to pass through pedestrians and bicycles. I looked up information about the tunnel online, but there was nothing I wanted to know. Therefore, you can only take the risk of giving up halfway to go on a small trip.
It's like chasing a dream, sometimes you don't even know if you can achieve your dream in a certain way. It may be forced to interrupt, but some people will be willing to try, and some people will give up......
When I rode the "Flash" up the highway, I began to think that the tunnel might not be able to be crossed. Because the tunnels on the highway are generally guarded by the traffic police, it is not good for me. But inwardly I still let me ride to the tunnel and then draw conclusions, maybe just scaring myself?
I continued to ride with anticipation. When I finally rode to the front of the tunnel, I found that the tunnel was very short, so there was no traffic police guarding it. It also shows that I can ride "Shining" past! At that moment, thank yourself for not giving up!
In the process of chasing dreams, there are always many obstacles, but most of the obstacles are scaring yourself. A lot of doors are hidden, and the key is whether you try to push them open.
Whew, after some twists and turns, we finally arrived at the destination of the trip - Maluan Mountain Country Park.
Inside, the scenery and environment are good, quite distinctive. It's just that before I reached the top of the mountain, I saw a wooden sign that said, "The above section of the road is not developed, please stop." ”
I was depressed, I had traveled all the way to the top, but I couldn't reach the top? It shows that that section of the road can also be walked.
Phew, okay, keep walking, okay, I'm going to keep going. Because, the really good scenery is on it, and there are indeed many people walking on that part of the road.
I also soaked my feet on it, just like when I was in college, I went to the stream at the foot of Dinghu Mountain. Feeling, so similar. It's all about foot soaking through adventure. Perhaps, this is what God wants me to remember more deeply about these experiences!
There will always be many confusing moments when chasing dreams, and those moments can easily make people deviate from their dreams and leave deep regrets. Therefore, if you have a dream, you must have the persistence of your dream, so that you can firm your direction and have the courage to take risks.
Well, after the trip, it's time to go back. Who knows, riding to some uphill shifts too fast, causing the chain to drop.
I wasn't very good at fixing bikes, so I couldn't get a chain right for a long time.
But I suddenly remembered the experience of Bobo, a colleague of TR liters, riding a bicycle with me to climb a mountain. During that experience, my "Flash" chain fell off, and Bobo helped me get it back. I remember he turned my "Shiny" upside down, then got the chain, and then it was all at once.
Relying on the memories of that experience, I also tried to turn the "Shiny" upside down and then make the chain, and it was quickly done. I was so grateful and thankful!
The problems encountered in chasing dreams are not necessarily big problems, and some solutions to solve problems may have been seen by yourself.
In the end, that little trip was another breakthrough.
This again validates my motto: "Nothing is in vain." ”
To live, to live with a living soul, that is beautiful!
A small trip, a trip, is your own heart. I want to be myself. Even though it's hard, I have to try to be myself.
Fly, why fly?
Dreams, why dreams?
I, why me?
Because, the world allows you to be unique!
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