In the midst of all living beings, you have come across a grain of sand. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info And that grain of sand, in the eyes of ordinary people, is just an ordinary grain of sand. And in the eyes of those who like it, it is a perfect grain of sand. However, in your eyes, it is more precious than gold and diamonds.

That grain of sand, what happiness!

However, that grain of sand is a fool, and he is in the midst of blessings but does not know blessings.

I'm a grain of sand where feelings come first, and feelings matter most. So I said to Xiaohong, let's chat as friends first and give a little time.

She replied with this meaning: Chat with you, don't forget your original intention, even if you encounter rejection, still don't give up, until your true daughter appears, hoping to have a chance to fight.

At that time, I wondered, was I really that good in her heart, and was it worth her waiting so uncertainly?

I feel like I'm being too cruel to her......

If she had been the first girl to confess to me like this, I think my brain would have liked her with a fever.

However, my first hotheadedness had been conquered by my first love. In the same way, she especially admired me for being able to draw. However, this feeling of being adored has been engraved by Arou, who was in my second love......

Strictly speaking, she can be said to be a girl who combines my first love and second love, and her heart is so similar to them.

I feel her love for me, and I feel like I'm constantly being reminded of the past. It's like, she can't get the sense of presence I like in my heart......

She's so nice, but why can't I feel good about her? Why is it that she's so nice to me, I don't even know how good I used to be with what they used to be like to me?

I couldn't see through myself, so I felt cruel to her. After all, she likes me, but she wants to be so humble......

One day, I secretly rode "Little Perfect" to Guanlan to find her, wanting to give her a small surprise.

The sky that day looked like a stomach full of rain and wanted to spit it out. I knew that it was likely to be purified by the "divine water", but I still went to see her with a heart that I thought I was extremely lucky.

Although I think I am very lucky, in fact, I am very lucky. After all, under the gloomy sky, not even a little drizzle fell along the way......

When I arrived at the door of her store, it was exactly 12 o'clock in the afternoon, and many workers in the neighborhood had finished work to eat.

I was thinking that she hadn't eaten yet, so I asked her out to eat together. But look around, the atmosphere is not very suitable for a couple of men and women who are a little shy to eat......

Well, I thought about it for five minutes. Okay, I'll go into her shop and buy some bread to eat, and ask her to come by the way.

It was the shop where she worked, and she was still in the dormitory at the time, so I inquired before I left.

I entered the store and glanced around. Oh, there's just a little girl who looks a little short at the cashier sorting out the ledger or something. Well, that little girl didn't even look at me......

Well, it's kind of offsetting the rudeness of not smiling at the girl paper when you first entered the store.

I just picked up a few loaves of bread that seemed to have a bit of an appetite, picked another milk, and paid for it.

Well, that girl is really a good actor.

Because, in the whole process of my payment, her face is the best interpretation of expressionlessness. Well, even if I didn't pay attention to her smile when I first entered the store, I wouldn't have treated a customer who knew his mistakes and could fix them. You know, I'm "God"! I'm "God"! Ha~Leluia!

However, the expressionless little sister paper is still the expressionless little sister paper.

Well, I also asked the little girl lightly, "Can I sit down and eat in the window seat in the store?"

"Yes. "Expressionless coldness.

Forget it, "God" is never stingy.

Well, walk over to the window seat in the store and sit down, take a deep breath. Whew, it's so hard to be "God......

Well, while eating bread, I talked to her on the buckle, and planned to give her an unexpected little surprise, who knows......

She guessed and asked me if I was in her shop.

How did she know? I haven't exposed any information?!

I asked her how she knew about it.

Secret, she said.

The more I was curious about the question, the more I wanted to know the answer.

Well...... Don't?

Is there a CCTV in the store, which can also be seen in the dormitory? My eyes began to sweep to the 360-degree blind spot centered on the top of my head!

Whew, there's no camera!

Well...... Don't?

I replied to her on the buckle: "I feel like the girl in the store told you." ”

She replied with a look of surprise.

Well, sure enough! So, that little sister paper is really an actress.

In this way, I silently rode more than 20 kilometers to create a little surprise, but I was "stillborn" by the little sister who secretly clocked a message with a blank face to the extreme!

Well, it's safe to say that the little girl paper is inherently anti-"God"......

Later, she came to the store from the dormitory.

At first glance, I saw her through the glass, and I felt that there was no change from the way she went to work.

In fact, while waiting for her to get from the dorm to the store, my mind began to imagine wildly, what the hell would she be dressed up to see me......

So, I always told her on the buckle, take your time, don't rush.

Because I always remember that sentence: if a girl is willing to dress up and go to see you, it means that she cares about you very much. If she doesn't have feelings for you, just get a chance and see you.

So, when I saw her still wearing a work outfit, I was a little disappointed. However, I also know that it is because of work. So, it's normal.

When she entered the store, she was still smiling. She remembers to ask me for milk with bread, phew, but I said I was full. Still, she brought me a small box of ice cream......

Feeling, there is not much contrast.

That is, she was in front of me, and I did not feel shy or afraid, as if my heart and hers were at the same frequency.

As I said, I'm not a particularly good chatter. Therefore, it is usually she who keeps looking for topics to talk about, and it seems that I am particularly passive.

Still, there will be snippets where you don't know what to talk about. Then, the two of them laughed. What are you laughing at, well, just laughing. Although there was a little embarrassment, I didn't reject it in my heart......

During the chat, I asked her a question: "Didn't your relatives give you buttons for other boys to continue chatting?"

She said that one was enough, and she didn't want to separate her heart, after all, it was not good.

I think that's good, it's the same as I originally thought.

Why do you say initially?

Because in the days when I was chatting with her, my family gave me the neighbor's daughter who was growing vegetables in a nearby vegetable patch, and wanted me to add her to talk.

There is a saying in the family that whoever you can talk to, you will be with whomever you can talk to.

I feel like it's kind of like shopping around. It's awkward!

But at that time, I really didn't have any feelings for Xiao Hong. And the family, considering all kinds of complicated factors in the family, insisted that if I couldn't find a girl with feelings, they would continue to talk to me about blind dates.

So, I still lost to the pressure from my family, and tried to add the button of the neighbor's daughter.

Well, let's talk a little bit. Feeling, nothing to feel. Moreover, there are some who are disliked......

So, I told my family what I really felt and told them not to let me talk to the neighbor's daughter all the time, it felt bad.

My family didn't say anything, but I always felt very uncomfortable. Because, there is a girl who likes me so hard, and I go to talk to other girls because I don't feel it, and I feel that it is not fair to her at all.

She was actually very good in many ways, even better than them in my past memories, but she lacked one factor that I cared about the most - feelings.

Perhaps, it was the first feeling that cooled down. Because since I rode to Guanlan for the first time to see her, she still felt cold about me. Although I later learned that she thought I was ninety-three years old and didn't talk to me much, the first impression was the first impression because it was the first impression......

Well, although the first feeling is a little cold, it can be slowly made up for by the second and third senses.

My first feeling is the overall feeling, the second feeling is the outer feeling, and the third feeling is the inner feeling.

The first feeling can make me quickly have a crush on someone, the second feeling can make me like someone, and the third feeling can take my soul away.

Well, I'm a very weird person, and once the first feeling is cold, then I'm very picky about the second feeling. Height, figure, face shape, skin color, etc., I will take it into account. She, for the time being, doesn't meet the requirements of my second sense......

So, what about the third sense?

Internality refers to a person's spiritual beauty, and can also refer to a person's cultivation, hobbies, and habits.

My priority is whether you have a common hobby with me, because common hobbies tend to have common topics and are more likely to enhance the relationship between the two parties. The reason why Arou made me like it before, in addition to the influence of the first feeling, is that she said that she likes to run. Girls who love sports, for me, there will be a sense of sports beauty.

Xiaohong, she doesn't seem to have any ...... in her common hobbies with me

That's why I said I was so cruel to her. Why do you demand more from her than I remember from them?

That's why I said that I would chat as a friend first and give me a little time. Because, if I had agreed to be with her so easily, I thought, I would have hurt her easily.

I talked to her for hours that day, and when I was ready to go back, she was preparing some bread for me to take away.

At the time, I thought she was giving me bread to fulfill her promise to give me milk and bread, but when she handed me the big bag of bread, she smiled and said, "Take back the bread here and give it to your family." ”

At that moment, my heart shook.

Unexpectedly, she thought of my family.

This is a kind of spiritual beauty that knows how to be a human being, and this spiritual beauty is what I lack. And this kind of spiritual beauty happens to be what I care about very much in my third sense. It turned out that she had.

Then, she started to feel it in me. It's not much, but it's weighty.

After a while, chatting with her, it always felt a little weird. However, I couldn't see what was wrong with it all of a sudden......

It wasn't until I saw the "Hello" she sent me that I woke up.

Yes, although I chatted with her for a few days. She didn't call me why, though. It's just "Hello" every time......

So, I said to her on the buckle, "Actually, you can give me a title." ”

Later, she chose the title "Brother Long". Although I didn't really like the title "Brother Long" in my heart, she chose it, so I tried hard to make myself like it. I feel that there is a meaning behind "Brother Long".

And I call her "Hong Hong" and I feel like an older brother and sister. It feels a little weird. However, I thought that Huang Rong in "The Legend of the Condor Heroes" called Guo Jing Brother Jing, so it didn't feel like anything.

Later, she liked to send me a button message every morning when she went to work: "Brother Long, good morning." ”

I asked her why she greeted me every morning, and she said she just wanted to say good morning to me every morning.

I can't say anything, but in my heart, I will still be a little moved.

I really can't figure it out, is this me really worthy of her liking so much?

I'm just a fool of the sand.

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