Just prayed that fear would come soon, and then the fear appeared.

It's not uncomfortable, it's not inexplicable sadness, it's fear, and it's not a momentary fear.

Do you really just sit here for the rest of your life?

If he is released by a mental hospital, will he just wait to sit and eat?

Yes, even if you have a deposit, how long can you keep it?

Two years, or five years?

What happens after the deposit is spent?

I don't have any income, and I feel scared when I think about it.

(Fear is good, at least it proves that there is salvation!) I wondered, why are you still sitting here when you know this future fear? why don't you get up and keep moving? Is there money to sit here?)

[No, if I follow my fear like this, what's the difference between that and the past? It's still a demonic deception to make me identify with monetary income. 】

(Young man, throw away your so-called surrender or truth!) In this world, the weak eat the strong, and who stands at the top is not through a bloody fight.) Surrender?you can make a lot of money by sitting there and surrendering?)

(Isn't this kind of thinking ridiculous?) Surrender, just surrender.) Could this be more real than the Western Elysium, more real than any heavenly reincarnation? Even the sect would not dare to say that. Boy, this is ruining your life!)

Am I really wrong? I figured everything out, I had grasped the only truth, but nothing happened. And I always have to eat, and I have to spend money, or do I have to earn money?]

(Of course, if you figure it out, we didn't waste much time, at least to figure out that the truth doesn't make sense.) At least we understand that if we want to live well in this world, money comes first. ）

(Although this is a bit of money worship, a bit of putting moral feelings and so on on at the back.) But we can make money first, and then come back to be good to our families, or do some charity, and this one is also to contribute to society!)

[What's the difference between that and before? Isn't it a lifetime spent for money?]

(Not the same, my dear boy.) In the past, we hated money and the injustice of the world. But now we have seen through that this world is meaningless, and only money can bring us strength. ）

(We will stop complaining about money, we love her, work hard to earn money, and make our lives better.) Be good to your family, be good to society, and become a successful person that everyone admires and envies. Come on, boy, it's never too late to try!)

(We have woken up to the fact that after so many chapters of thinking and pain, we have now become butterflies and run towards new life.) We will work hard to earn money, and we will not complain about working hard to earn money, because we know that money is everything. ）

[Wrong......

(There's nothing wrong with that!) Look at the results of our inferences, the flesh falls into the realm of "indefinite truth." In fact, whether we are sure or not, we all have to eat to ensure the survival of the flesh. ）

(That being the case, that already shows the importance of the flesh in our hearts.) We can think that the self-woven definitions are all false, then we don't want moral feelings and so on. However, we must ensure the survival of the flesh. ）

(If we lose the bonds of emotion and let go of the constraints of morality, we can actually make better money.) Just like we came to the conclusion that life is meaningless, then it is impossible to harm the interests of others. ）

(All the meanings are added by ourselves, we can be a good person or a bad person.) But there is one thing that we cannot avoid, and that is that we must ensure the survival of the flesh. So, work hard to make money!)

[Really?]

(Was it fear just now? Think about it again, if we work hard to make money, after we have a lot of money, will there be no fear?)

[Indeed. 】

(Also, even if we didn't make a lot of money in the end, we kept trying, right?) We won't regret it, we won't say anything like surrender if we knew we didn't believe it in the first place. We don't regret it, in this life, we live well worth it!)

(Boy, get up!) We're ready to get out of the hospital, and then we're going to work hard.) It's been a little delayed, but who knows if it's a blessing or a curse? At least we have a place to think about it. Now that we've figured it out, let's do it!)

(Fear of running out of money, then try to earn money!) What a simple truth! Where does the world need to exist, self-defined killing, etc.) Nothing is needed, working hard to earn money is everything!)

Didi!

The door lock has been lifted from the central control room, and the door can now be accessed freely.

(Look, what a good time!, we just decided to leave, and the lock was lifted, isn't that a sign from heaven?)

Yuan Changwen was a little distracted, stretched out his hand to open the door, and it was a new day.

The smell of the morning wafts in, bringing a burst of freshness. The psychiatric hospital is located in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by plants and filled with the verdant greenery of the sun.

Yuan Changwen came to the corridor, looked into the distance, and felt the touch of nature.

It seems that I was really wrong.

There is no truth at all, and the so-called search for truth is a stupid decision.

You should cheer up, not be beaten by failure, get back up and continue to work hard.

Sweat and struggle, this is life!

"Hey, wake up so early?"

Dr. Keiko walked over, her hair in the breeze, and stood by to greet her.

"Hmm. ”

Yuan Changwen dealt with it casually, still thinking about his future in his mind.

Could it be that the killing of so many chapters is a waste of time? There is no awakening at all, and after all, you still have to work hard to make money?

Because no matter what, I have to keep my body alive.

"The ......"

Doctor Keiko was obviously a little hesitant, but her hesitation was destined to be ignored, Yuan Changwen was already too busy to take care of himself, where was there time to observe the words.

After a while, Dr. Keiko said again, "That, that Xiuzhen is true or false?"

"Huh?" Yuan Changwen didn't hear clearly, and the murmur in his head seemed to have drowned out the sound of speech from the outside world.

Doctor Keiko: "Is that Lao Zhang's cultivation true, is it true or false?" Although I saw it with my own eyes, I still couldn't believe it. Can you talk to Lao Zhang, explain that you must know the truth, and tell me, is Xiuzhen true or false?"

Xiuzhen?

Fix it to the truth!

"Hahahaha!"

Yuan Changwen suddenly burst out laughing, and his voice was so loud that it seemed that the entire building began to tremble.

yes, what are you doing?

Is it to kill oneself and define oneself in order to live well?

Is it to live a fairytale-like happy life in the future?

Is it to become a better person and make everyone worship?

Authentic!

I have to cultivate to the truth!

In order to get rid of the pull of emotions, I took this step. If you follow your fear and go back and work hard to earn money, isn't it another recognition of self-definition.

In the future, because of anything like money, the devil can pull wantonly, and all kinds of emotions will come as he wants.

Is there a difference?