It was 0:09 a.m. Beijing time, and I had just taken a shower, blowing a fan, and writing while drying my hair, so enjoyable......

Enjoy, I accidentally used these two words. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info or, writing Dongdong is already like a toy I played with when I was a child, which can bring me quiet happiness. Well, quiet pleasure.

I've always been thinking about whether to try something new and break new ground instead of serving me all the time. I think it should also have its own world. However, there is always a spell in the world that affects the germination of a new world in everyone's heart. The spell is, though.

There are usually only two ways to unravel this spell. The first is that the person who has the spell unravels it from his own heart. The second is for others to help the spell unravel.

Well, it's not easy to do both.

The Spell Bearer can be said to be a fan of the authorities, and he has to unravel it from the heart, unless the Spell Bearer is very, very calm and has to overcome the fear of the unknown in his heart. Such a request may not seem difficult, but when you are actually in the middle of it, you can't say that. Therefore, the first one is difficult.

For a bystander to help a person who has been under a spell to undo the spell, the minimum requirement is that the person who is a bystander has not been spelled or has already broken the spell in his own world. Otherwise, is it unscientific to let a person who cannot solve the curse on his own body undo another person who has the curse? Some people may think that it is fighting poison with poison. But, a spell is a spell, it is not poison. After the minimum requirements are met, you must also have a very good understanding of the inner world of the spell in order to get twice the result with half the effort. Well, there is an exception, that is, the person who is in the middle of the spell suddenly meets a person who has a great influence on him, it can be said that it is a senior, an idol or something, or it can be a person who he likes very much in his heart. The influence of these people is enough to sober up the spell-bearers, but these people don't say that they can meet them immediately. Therefore, the second one is also difficult.

Actually, I just wanted to express my hesitation, how could I write about understanding magic and so on?

Forehead...... I do not know...... Suddenly, it was written like this......

Sometimes I write about the feelings I have just experienced for a few days, but before I even get into the theme I want to express, I am replaced by another unrelated theme.

It turned out that the thoughts in my brain were all deceitful to each other.

It was 0:37 a.m. Beijing time, and I was blowing a fan, drying my hair, and writing as if I was enjoying myself......

Time goes on.

It was 0:40 a.m. Beijing time, and I was still blowing the fan, drying my hair, and still writing Dongdong, as if I was enjoying myself......

Is there still a desire in your heart to win?

At 23 o'clock the other night, I changed into sportswear and rode "Little Perfect" to run in the "March Wind". Well, it's been a long time since I've run.

At that time, the lights on the 400-meter sports field had already "slept", and only the moon sprinkled a piece of silver tenderness for the eyes to find a feeling.

The lights are all "sleeping", but what about the people? Naturally, almost all of them go home to take a shower and sleep. There are very few people who are still left in the "March Wind". Yes, either some sworn friends are discussing life and the future, or some lovers are staging a beautiful love drama in their hearts. Of course, there are one or two special people running......

I didn't need to warm up, after all, I rode the "Little Perfect" to the "March Wind", and the distance of a few kilometers had already warmed me up.

When running on the sports field, I usually choose the second run, because I like two.

In the days when I was running in college, I always wanted to run at least three laps before I could stop. So, of course, I had to ask for it at the time.

Running and cycling are really different, and seriously, I'd rather ride 50 kilometers than run 5 kilometers. Because, so tired!

I hadn't run for a long time, but after the first lap of jogging, my stomach was already hurting. That feeling doesn't make me love much. However, I want to love so masochistically. Think about it, is this a crime? Or, after being abused, you can become stronger!

Well, after three laps, I was finally able to stop and walk. Well, even if you stop, you can't really stop completely, you still have to keep walking. Walking is also a kind of rest.

It's the same as our life or work, sometimes we keep running around them, we get tired, we want to rest, so we slow down. However, you can't stop completely, because you need to live and work, so you just move forward. After walking for a while, my strength recovered slightly, and I continued to run. When I got tired of running, I switched to walking again. And so on and so forth......

I walked in a circle, and it stands to reason that I should have to keep running. When I was in college, I just walked a lap and then continued to run, but I didn't have the strength to run. Perhaps, it's not that there is no physical strength, but there is no mental strength. In other words, there is no motivation......

Walking and walking, I watched an uncle run together at the outermost part of the runway, and he ran quite fast. As I walked, he had already run past me several times, and I felt that I was getting old in an instant.

I walked and walked and walked for three laps before I finally wanted to keep running.

As I was running, a few boys suddenly ran past me, and at that moment, I had a strong feeling in my heart that I wanted to run ahead of them! Was that a desire? Is it a desire to win?

But this is not a competition, so how can it be won?

Suddenly, I was stuck in a thought.

Perhaps, people can be divided into three types.

The first type is born with a desire to win, a desire to be ahead of the curve. The second type is born to be more calm, doesn't like to show his head, and just wants to live his life quietly, even if it is running in the middle of the night that no one knows. The third type is the most contradictory, because their hearts are in the middle of the first and the second, they want to walk in front of others, but they don't want to be broken by others, so they are always entangled in whether to move forward or retreat.

Unfortunately, I'm the third person. I wanted to win first, but I didn't like to be pushed to the forefront of the complex pressure. As a result, high is not successful, and low is not enough.

My heart is so tired as I run......

It's just a simple run, but my brain can't help but think too much.

Is it that I've become more and more fond of quiet, so I don't want to win? Or do I not dare?

If I don't want to be run by, I have an uncomfortable feeling in my heart, as if the way to make myself comfortable is to overtake the person who is running in front of me. It's not a game, it's not comparable, but the heart just wants to treat it as a game. Does this mean that the desire to win in my heart has actually been there all along, but it has been suppressed by the feeling that the other party wants to pursue calmness. Contradictory, really terrible......

Perhaps, if you want to save yourself as a third person, you must let yourself see clearly when you should move forward and when you should retreat.

Think about it, I've been quiet for a long time. Then let your self-righteous victorious heart go crazy!

I chased after the boys who had passed me, and when I decided to run the last lap, I accelerated to them in the final 100 meters, and the point was to really give it my all......!

I felt very comfortable when I got to the finish line I had set for myself! There was nothing to be proud of. It's not a race, people are just running with exercise, and they don't know I'm competing with them, it's all a race that I directed and acted on my own. Of course, although there is nothing to be proud of, but it is worth it to be happy! How good it is to be able to smile...... Although it is for self-amusement......

In the same way, something similar happened.

The night before yesterday, I rode the "Little Perfect" to the "March Wind" again. Just strolling, no running.

On the way back, a boy who was also riding a mountain bike suddenly passed me at a fast speed. At that time, I didn't want to win, I just wanted to quietly enjoy the cool hug from the breeze. So, just ignore him.

After that, after a bit of riding, I actually rode behind him. I wasn't riding fast, but how could I catch up with him riding so fast?

When he looked back and saw me, suddenly it accelerated again!

This time he gave me the feeling that it was a bit provocative. Although my desire to win was not yet aroused, I was still chasing after him.

After chasing for a while, he began to let go of his hands and ride. As a result, his speed slowed down.

I didn't want to overtake him, I just chased him. But the speed at which he let go of his hand was too slow. So, I rode past him slowly. I rode at a very gentle pace, not fast at all.

When he saw me overtaking him, he immediately put his hands in place, changed gears sensitively, and sped up in front of me all at once!

At that moment, the desire to win in my heart couldn't help but be stimulated by him!

He was a long way away from me before I started to accelerate! There was an electric car next to me, but as I kept accelerating, the shadow of the electric car became a passerby.

I stepped on every foot very hard! So, Little Perfect ran very hard!

When I was only about five meters away from the man, I didn't step on it, after all, the gliding force brought by the inertia was fast enough. So, I wanted to ride an electric car and pass him without moving my feet. I don't know what his expression was because we were at a crossroads. I turned right, and he, I don't know which way he's going. But in order to avoid that he might overtake me in the same direction as me, I continued to accelerate non-stop!

In the end, I never saw him again.

When the desire to win is aroused, sanity is lost, even if it is not a game, it will be a game.

So, the third type of person's desire to win is unstable and terrible, and the terrible thing is that the desire to win does not happen in the real game.

Is there still a desire to win?

I think, yes.

I remember playing a friendly basketball game between classes in college. On the court, I actually like to be the kind of guy who can dribble into the opponent's position and score points.

So, when I got the ball in that game, I really wanted my team-mates to lead me. However, the reality is that I have very little experience in basketball, and when I receive the ball, the main players on the team almost want me to pass the ball. But really, if you don't have the strength, let's pass the ball. However, from there, it shows that I have the desire to be the main force and win, but I am too weak.

Perhaps, it really doesn't matter if you win. The important thing is whether you have grown or not. Winning is just one of the criteria for verifying how much you have improved.

Also, winning over others is nothing. Winning yourself is a real breakthrough. Even if you could only run three kilometers last time, this time you can run three kilometers or five kilometers, that is a win, it is a breakthrough!

Is there still a desire to win?

You tell me?

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