In the dead of night, go out for a cup of bubble tea. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

I once heard such a sentence: Couples can't be friends anymore after breaking up, and if they can still be friends, it means that they haven't really loved.

The explanation is that if the couple breaks up and then become friends, then in the future they will have to watch the person they once loved marry someone else or marry someone else, and the person who really loved can't do it.

This explanation cannot be said to be right or wrong, but it does represent the voice of some people. That is, they can't be friends with the person they loved in the first place, and bless them at their wedding.

However, there is another way of saying it. That is, if it is a couple who really loves each other, they should sincerely hope that each other will be happy, and naturally they can also be friends after the breakup and send blessings to each other's wedding. Perhaps, this is called great love.

Again, it can't be said that this is right or wrong, after all, it is only the voice of some of them.

I don't know what's wrong, when I think of such a topic, I will have an inexplicable loss with me.

When I saw that the name of the once familiar button had changed and became the title of a song. Plus, I liked that song too. Then, the single loop began.

I liked to listen to it because I had a feeling. At that time, I listened to it, and I felt that the song was becoming more and more sung to my heart, and the more I listened to it, the more sad it became.

Sometimes I wonder if I've always ended up ending so desperately that there is no more follow-up......

But if that's not the case, how can I restrain myself from thinking too much? I always seem to think that letting go is good for that person, but is that what that person wants? Why am I always so selfish?

The lyrics became more and more intriguing, and the memories began to flood again, and I wondered how that person was doing. I'm so afraid that person is having a good time, but I don't want that person to be so sad, and even missing someone is so contradictory. Just ask, how can I deserve love like this?

Drinking bubble tea and looking at the night sky, two long-haired girls suddenly came to sit at a table with me. I feel like I can only let the memories flood with once in a while.

Life, you still have to move on.

I miss that person, but I can't let that person know. I can only live in a selfish world for this.

I can only be an actor......

Time goes on.

June 22, summer solstice. Polar day at the North Pole, polar night at the South Pole. The northern hemisphere has the longest days and shortest nights, while the southern hemisphere has the shortest days and longest nights. I especially enjoyed that day......

Ever since I liked studying geography in my sophomore year of high school, I have been more fond of the spring equinox, summer solstice, autumn equinox and winter solstice, especially the summer solstice. Maybe it's because I like summer......

If it's such a favorite day, how can you not go out and drink it? Well, it's still bubble tea.

Suddenly, I felt that I could have a nightlife. And the main attraction of nightlife is to drink bubble tea......

Halfway through writing that day, I was out of inspiration, and it was really not easy to create. I think that the person who writes novels is really amazing! How much brains do you need to imagine and write a novel as thick as a brick......

It's a long way to go, so I'd better calm down my impetuous heart......

When I came home that night, I saw my uncle repairing the door of the bathroom. Well, the bathroom door at home is like the bathroom door in my university dormitory 225, and it is all falling apart!

If you take a closer look, it seems that they are all the same type of doors, all plastic, and it seems that they are glued with some kind of glue and are not durable.

Seeing Uncle Earnestly repairing the door, I think Uncle is very happy! Because, in Uncle's heart, he likes to use his hands to make things change from bad to good. Although there may be a lot of complaints in the mouth when you are cultivating, judging from the series of movements of your hands, the body is pleasant. Why do I feel that way? Because that's the way I am.

I also repaired the bathroom door in my college dormitory 225 after it fell apart. I didn't really fix it, but at least it lasted a little while. It wasn't really repaired because of a lack of props, such as nails and pliers, just a few strips of rotten cloth. You can imagine how "strong" the door I repaired......

I am most similar to my uncle, perhaps in this regard, I like to make things bad and good through my own hands.

That night, my uncle and I worked together to get the door right, and it was the first real hands-on cooperation between father and son since I was a child!

The next day, if there is no accident, I still have to go to the hospital......

Well, there are always some things that are unavoidable, and we still have to face them......

If you drink too much bubble tea, you will get tired.

If you are lonely for a long time, you will get tired.

Still, I drank, and I was still alone......

At least, I can still drink and get used to being alone. I'm afraid, I can't drink, I can't adapt to being lonely anymore.

Not every night in the night sky, you can see the moon and stars. However, you can see your own shadow......

Time goes on.

It's late at night, and I'm a little sleepy, but I don't write early or late, but I like to write at this point in time.

Maybe it's because what you can write today shouldn't be left for tomorrow. Although time tells me that it is already yesterday and today is tomorrow......

At two o'clock in the morning, I was in a state of insomnia. The cause of insomnia, unknown. In the middle of nowhere, I couldn't find something that could catch my attention, so I was wandering with my eyes open......

Later, I remembered my old sleeping habits. So, I put on some of my favorite songs and wandered softly, trying to use them to conquer my daze eyes.

However, the effect is not obvious. Obviously, the song must be expired, the quality is not good, and it is time to replace it with a new one!

Helpless, I can only rely on my seemingly omnipotent imagination to save myself, I imagined myself, standing on a big stage that attracted the attention of thousands of people, a very handsome side face, and then ......

Asleep...... Sure enough, it's still your own imagination that is reliable!

After being woken up by the alarm clock, I felt good because I had a good dream! This is the first good dream I have had since moving into the "Heart World". Others, almost all nightmares......

After that, everything that needs to be done is done, go out, go to the hospital.

As soon as you get out of the gate, you can take the bus, and the terminal is the hospital. It feels a bit like life, from the moment you enter this world, you are already moving towards the gates of heaven.

The most comfortable thing for me to take the bus is to sit in the corner and quietly put on headphones and listen to songs, and by the way, look at the scenery outside the car window, and brew a melancholy mood. I'm sorry, I'm an actor.

When I arrived at the hospital, the smell of potion came to my nose. What should come, will come......

The atmosphere is not right! Isn't it just a physical examination? How can you say it as if there is something big going on?

Sorry, word tissue disease.

The hospital, a place of hope and despair. The contrast between happiness and sorrow, the distance between heaven and earth, the fate of the untouchable mystery.

Thinking of the physical examination the year before last, there was a B-ultrasound photo, especially remembering that there must be a feeling of urine in the B-ultrasound. So, I thought, take a B-ultrasound first, and then take a urine test. Otherwise, if you take a B ultrasound after the urine test, there will be no urine. Then it was sad to sit down and drink water and drink water and drink water without stopping...... Just to have the feeling of urine......

With experience, I'll be able to do it this time!

However, this physical examination is very simple! Just take a blood test, do a chest X-ray, and then listen to the doctor twice with a stethoscope, and it's over. There are no urine tests, ultrasound, abdominal pressure for the doctor, etc.......

Could it be that my 2014 physical examination was more rigorous? Maybe I chose the wrong medical examination package in 2014......

In 2014, I just wanted to have a simple physical examination, but I came to a comprehensive and strict physical examination. At the time, I thought it was a comprehensive and rigorous medical check-up, and I was looking forward to it, but it turned out to be a simple and perfunctory medical check-up.

After the medical examination, I didn't know if it was over. So, I asked a female head nurse to look at the medical examination form in my hand and ask if there were any items that had not been examined.

I don't know if I don't ask, but I'm shocked when I ask!

She said to me, "You've got a medical check-up, you can give it to the nurse." Oh, height and weight, you can take it yourself and tell the nurses to write it for you. Or, you can write it yourself. ”

I understand......

Okay, I'll take my own weight and weight. There is an automatic instrument that automatically measures the height and weight of a person as soon as they take off their shoes and stand up.

In 2014, I measured my height at 1.76 meters, and that time I measured my height was 1.78 meters! Could it be that I had really grown taller? Moreover, I was looking at the physical examination form with my head down. So, I still don't know if I'm 1.78 meters tall or a little more than 1.78 meters.

No wonder after returning to China, many people thought I was a little taller. In fact, I was so puzzled at the time, I was in my twenties, my bones were almost all fixed, how could I grow taller?

Later, I heard that boys will not have a fully formed skeleton until they are about twenty-five years old. So that means I have more than a year to continue to grow taller?!

"Why do you want to be so tall?"

"I don't know, my requirements are not high, one meter eight is fine. ”

"You're already close to 1.8 meters in ordinary shoes, why do you care about that little bit of height?"

"Because I didn't want to grow up fast when I was a child, I didn't grow up fast before my first year of high school. Later, my height was often ridiculed, and coupled with accidents, I began to grow taller. When I grow taller, the world feels very different! At least there is a big pit in front of me that I can easily step over. I used to be too tall to jump in, but now I can touch it on my tiptoes......"

"But if your future partner is a little short, and you're so tall, it will look a lot like a father with a daughter. ”

"I don't mind, as long as it's the right person, I don't care about a lot of factors. ”

"However, the reality is skinny. There are some factors that you have to deal with. ”

"I know, reality is skinny. However, the ideal is to be plump. When the two conflict, then it will be neutralized, and there will be a cute future. ”

"Where do you get your 2b optimism?"

"I'm sorry, you know too much. It's time to get back to business. ”

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After that, I walked out of the hospital gate and waited for the bus.

From the beginning to the end of the hospital, and from the end of the hospital back to the beginning.

Perhaps, life is such a cycle.

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