It's a painful feeling, knowing that the character is fake, but you can't get rid of the character at all.

Of course, this thinking belongs to the role, so how do you get rid of yourself?

How can Yuan Changwen get rid of Yuan Changwen himself?

It can't be done at all, right? It sounds like a bit of a mystery, but it's actually that the characters are not real, and they will never be real. So, no matter what I do, it's always a modification at the level of the character, and it's never real.

The point is that awareness, which is "I exist."

I wanted to grasp that awareness, but no matter how hard I tried, I just got a subtle touch. Saying something by oneself, and then imagining that oneself is being aware that one is saying a certain word, and then imagining oneself being aware of oneself saying a certain word, and so on, one cannot grasp that awareness at all.

In my previous opinion on cool fantasies, I still ignored something important. Although for the character, how to behave will have a certain character attribute, but I don't care about this character attribute.

However, for the cool point fantasy, it is constantly strengthening the existence of the character. And every time I win in a fantasy scenario, I reinforce a certain character's attribute.

The point is that fantasy coolness lowers my hatred for the character.

It's a very important point that I can move on is almost entirely supported by this hatred, this falsehood, and once I lose my anger, then I naturally accept the character. You may be able to convince yourself, "I've come this far, it's good", "The scenery here is good, there's no need to go up to the top" or something like that.

The character is so fake that it's unbelievable, and I don't understand why I'm slowly losing my anger, why I think it's all good, why I want to stop.

I don't understand at all.

Further!

Yuan Changwen felt a flame burning in his heart, and even the cold lake water could not cover the scorching heat of the flames. Chopping, not for a better life, not for a better tomorrow, but desperate to commit suicide in anger.

It's like jumping off a building.

The funny thing is that, according to normal thinking, the jumper should regret the fall from the building. There is not such a story, about a woman who jumped from the thirties floor, and then saw every family arguing in the process of falling, so she found that her life was not bad, and regretted jumping off the building, but unfortunately it was too late.

This is all speculation, speculation based on the author's own fear of death and fear of death. And to take these speculations as facts to educate others that jumping off a building or committing suicide is wrong and will be regretted.

Once upon a time, I was so stupid to accept that this was simply the best brainwashing program. I don't need others, I don't need MLM organizations, I have already set up an automatic brainwashing program, as long as the other party has a certain identity, as long as the things told have a certain degree of dissemination, then I will accept it unconditionally.

Of course, there may be some arguments to be refuted in order to show that you are different, or to think independently. So, where does the argument I use to retort come from? It's just that there is a conflict within the brainwashing program and some data has to be deleted.

How did the spirit of skepticism, the spirit of extreme skepticism, the spirit of asking "why and why" all the time in school, suddenly disappear?

When I was a child, I went out with my sister, and I often didn't listen to adults, asking, "Why?"

Sister: "Just because he's your grandfather." ”

Me: "Why should I listen to my grandfather? Who says I have to listen to my grandfather?"

I can't remember what my sister said at the time, but I can't answer this question now, but I agree with it.

Yuan Changwen smiled, maybe he has another child now, and it is estimated that he will be cultivated into the type of Great Demon King of the Mixed World. As for whether the child will be unable to achieve anything in society in the future, he has no urge to worry.

It's my business.

Who says you have to be responsible for your children, or who says you have to be responsible in some way?

It's hilarious, I just plunged headlong into the role I had prepared for a long time, and I didn't even think about why. Because everybody is like that, because that's what the character defines itself, but obviously, it's just a twist in the head.

What kind of bullshit is a character, and what qualifications do you have to dominate my life? Why do I still think that those ideas in my head are distorting the world?

wanted to hit someone and kill someone, the anger in Yuan Changwen's heart began to burn, and the whole person was in a very uncomfortable and comfortable state. Because only in this way can you kill the character, and only in this way can you move on.

Those happy states, those states of light and breeze, I can't find a reason to move forward, let alone a direction to move forward. What are the characters' self-righteous cognitions that are not self-righteous? All of them are distorted, and I fully believe in this distortion, how mentally retarded am I!

Yes, life is ruined, according to the cognition in the mind, all this has been ruined. Yuan Changwen, who has no spiritual power, is like an ordinary person, and he is far away from the territory of the empire, and he can't even contact the starships in space, what else can he do in this life?

Perhaps, it's just a waste of a lifetime.

Oh no, I'm going to die soon, not to mention a lifetime, just a nest death as the first person in the Empire. Even, no one will know about my death, maybe it's just "the cause of death unknown", or it won't be mentioned in history at all.

What kind of life is this kind of life enslaved by characters? What kind of life is this life of being in fear at all times? The key is that this situation can be changed, and it should not be a normal state, or even an inevitability.

Life is suffering, no one has ever thought that this sentence is?

Because I'm enslaved by characters, because I'm manipulated by fear, then of course life is like a battle, and the whole universe is hostile to me. But these fears, and even the characters themselves, are completely false, and it's my belief in certain self-definitions that makes the whole situation the way it is.

It's like everyone lives in the shadows, so they conclude that "life is the shadows", but when you step out of the shadows, you can see the sun. It's a pity that the shadows are the only life I know well, and it takes not only courage to abandon the shadows and go out into the sun, but also to hate the shadows.

There's nothing to grasp, no teachers, no classic books, no groups, it's all just me. It's good, I don't need to project a character and maintain that character to live in harmony with people for this lonely trip.

Of course, it is very safe and reassuring, after all, the road you have traveled has its own flavor. It's just that in that case, you will never be able to move forward, and you will even use all kinds of excuses to cover up that you are not moving forward.

Honest, further.

These are the two magic weapons, oh no, and a Grim Reaper cutie who accompanies me.