I will make plans, I will plan for the future, I will evaluate the market, what I expect to go in five or ten years, and the setbacks I will face.

But, never thought about what if I died next month?

Who knows? I've always pretended I'm going to live forever, at least until the age when "I'm starting to realize I'm getting old." But why are you so sure?

The character will eventually die, and he is getting closer to death every minute. If the Grim Reaper is as cute as the little girl next door, then this proximity is the power of love, even if it is separated in the two worlds of yin and yang, it will eventually come together.

I was like a negative man, fascinated by the world of flowers outside, attracted by words like the pinnacle of success, and forgot the little cutie of death who had been silently waiting by his side.

Do you ever remember that there was a woman waiting for me, even if the yin and yang were separated, even if time flies, she silently watched me. Whether I thought of her or not, whether I was elated or depressed when I was outside, she was silently there for me.

Why not admit it? Why push death away? Recognize death as a bad thing, who did it, or can you find better company than the Grim Reaper?

Yuan Changwen grinned, remembering that under the trembling black hood, there was a cute little girl next door, which really made people look forward to the arrival of death!

Is there a meaning to exist in a character or something, what can't be discarded, what can't be died?

I guess as for what happens when a character dies, it's not something I'm thinking about. Because no matter how you speculate, it's just speculation, and you know what will happen when you get to that point.

Another point is that there is a misunderstanding in this kind of speculation, as if what a person without a role should be like, then by imitating this state, I can reach a state without a role. This is obviously ridiculous, so you shouldn't think about these things now, just move forward.

If you think about it, in fact, many of the characters' existence is related to time and is based on the future. For example, saving money is to have money in the future, and starting a business is to succeed in the future. What if you die tomorrow?

There is a mistake in treating every day as if it were the last day of your life. It's as if he's going to fulfill his heart's desire. But in fact, this has nothing to do with reality, and what is done is just the delusion of the character.

Also, it restricts the way the character behaves, "I'm a person who treats every day as if it were the last", and the character feels overwhelmed when the terraform needs to do something that violates this self-definition. I will even blame myself, why would I want to do something else when I clearly said that I want to meet this self-definition.

I'm happy to die at any time, partly because of the Grim Reaper's cutie, but also because I don't want to continue to maintain the character's self-definition. Nothing has to be done, nothing has to be done, and if you die, you die.

Because of death, the self-definition of the character will be stared at, and the falsehood that the character thinks is real becomes very ridiculous. Through the eyes of death, the character can be recognized. Naturally, the self-definition of "not being afraid of life" will slowly expand, so the template role will be broken and become a custom role.

It's good, the fear came, it wasn't very strong but I could still feel it.

I was terrified of the future and always thought that I had to achieve something, if not amazing, but at least I had to complete a task. I thought it was my job, I thought I had to do it, and when I thought about the next few years, I still hadn't done it, and fear haunted me.

There is nothing bad to admit, to be an honest person is to be qualified to walk on the road of killing. Otherwise, it's just a dream with a sign.

Afraid that he would not be able to complete it, his life gradually fell to ruin as time passed. Yes, I once had a good life, a blessed life, the first person in the empire, the family that established Nuoda from scratch, there were laughter and struggles. What is the force that makes me leave all this behind and walk in this dark path where no one is around?

In addition to the company of fear, there is only death.

It seems that I am afraid of losing my honor, and I think that Yuan Changwen's role must achieve something. Of course, it can also be said that you are afraid of money, or afraid that you don't have enough things, so that the whole character doesn't seem full.

It seems to have forgotten that he is dying.

Yuan Changwen gently moved his fingers and felt the coldness of the lake.

The character falls into fear at the thought that he will not achieve anything in the future. The "life must be successful" is so ingrained in my mind, as if this is the only way to prove the existence of the character and to prove that it is worthy of the whole life.

I'm still in the shadow of money, which, of course, is just a fantasy concentration of things. Because I don't know what I need, but with money I can buy everything I think I have. Therefore, in order to facilitate the character's understanding and simplify the fear core, it directly reflects the fear of not having enough money.

With so many chapters of killing, I always thought that my mother was the final boss, but I didn't expect it to be money. Well, in fact, the two are intertwined, and having money can make my mother stop worrying and so on.

But the funny thing is that whether there is money or not, my mother will be worried, because this is a kind of behavior embodiment of "showing that my mother is my mother". If my mother is not worried, she will not even be interested in contacting her. So how do you show that mom is mom?

What if I really can't do it, or if killing the path is a hoax at all?

Likely, it won't be how it will be. Why, then, are you afraid that you won't be able to do it in a few years, and why are you afraid that you won't be able to accomplish anything?

This is my character attribute, fear is nothing, and I can let the character take the initiative to accomplish something, so as to make the character more fleshed out and three-dimensional. Moreover, when I recognize this fear, when I want to get rid of this fear, I have already acknowledged the real existence of the character.

If it's not true, why am I afraid?

Therefore, "what to fear" constitutes a character attribute. Just like the description of the game character, "jealousy is like hatred", it can be said that hatred of evil is so he tries to eliminate evil. But in fact, it is the fear that the character will lose the attribute of "jealousy and hatred", so he strives to "be jealous and hateful". ”

Of course, there may be justification for saying that it is for love, that it is inherently to hate evil, and that it is for the sake of the good of the world to hate evil. However, if the character is told that the world is set and evil must exist, then the character's lifelong beliefs will collapse.

So, if it is a preference for "jealousy and hatred", then you should be happy to hear the news, because there is a place to satisfy your preferences. But in fact, it is the fear of "selflessness" that leads to the collapse of faith.

In other words, I am a more motivated person, so I am afraid of achieving nothing.

It's a comfortable answer, but unfortunately, it's just a trick to fear that bewitching woman.

In this case, the character is the fear itself.