After struggling for more than a week, I kept asking myself, is it really okay to end like this?

I couldn't give myself an answer, so I used a seemingly inappropriate way to find the answer - a coin toss. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Toss three times, and if the tossed coin hits the ground and there are two or more words, then I'll let it finish. On the other hand, if there are two or more flowers, then I will continue to update until the moment when it really belongs to the end.

As a result, the first two times the coin landed on the upward side of the coin, then there is no need to toss the third time. It seems that the heavens don't want me to update. Thinking about it, I still feel a little lost in my heart. It seems that my heart wants to continue to update.

After two days, I felt a little unconvinced. So, it was decided to flip the coin three more times. The content remains the same.

As a result, the upward side of the coin after landing for the first time was a flower, and my heart seemed to bloom. However, the next two times the coin landed on the upward side of the coin. I feel like I don't love it anymore......

Could it be that God really doesn't want me to keep updating?

I mentioned it in my elementary school days in "The Girls I Like", and for some special reasons, I was a little superstitious. So, in my mind, there is such a reverence as "God".

After a few more days, I felt that I was still not convinced. So, I still want to toss the coin three times. Again, the content remains the same.

Heaven really doesn't want me to update, because the first two coins landed and then the words went up. I really feel the urge to buy a lottery ticket......

Time continued to slip away in my tangle until the early hours of this morning.

I thought about it for a long time, and then I thought about it again and again.

Why should I use a coin toss to decide which path I want to take? Am I being too irresponsible for my own life?

If you really want to do it, do it!

According to the rumors I have heard for many years, the biggest advantage of coin toss is that the moment you toss the coin, you already have the answer in your heart.

After many verifications, I deeply realized that this rumor is true. Well, I really want to update.

Okay, then update!

Still, I want to flip a coin. Still like that. Whatever the outcome, it doesn't change the fact that I'm going to update. I'm just trying to figure something out......

Throw the first time, the word. I sighed, but took another deep breath.

Throw it a second time, and the deep breath suddenly has a continuation.

Throw it for the third time, and the flower exhales happily in one breath.

Perhaps, this is a test given to me by God.

Heaven may want me to understand that the world will make way for you only when your heart is determined to do it, and you work hard to do it.

Then, I went back to the starting point and changed the finished status of "The Girls I Like" to being serialized again. The preamble has also been slightly modified. Because there will be new times.

That's it, "The Girls I Like" is back with me again!

After that, I walked quietly, quietly to the balcony and climbed up.

Look at the sky, and then look at the balcony down to the people and cars coming and going.

Then he gently closed his eyes, opened his hands, and said emotionally, "YouJump, Ijump!"

Ahh......h

I'm going to sleep......

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