I actually started writing about "The Girls I Like" in 2014, but I didn't publish it in the novel. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

I am a person with six points for low self-esteem, three points for arrogance, and only one point for self-confidence.

When I suddenly had the idea of trying to write a novel, I was actually very excited, but my inferiority complex told me, "Don't think about it, you can't write a novel." With your level of writing, what you write is just something like a running account, who would read it?"

So, I struggled with it for a while.

Later, the desire in my heart was always pulling me to write, even though it was a mess. At that time, I really hoped to write a book that could carry my growth for more than 20 years. So, there was the beginning of the experiment.

A person with low self-esteem does not have the courage to publish a novel. What's more, I barely read the novel at the time. Therefore, my brain is a fiction drought.

I can't write, but I really want to write. So what to do?

Well, practice.

So, "The Girls I Like" was born in my space log!

When I first published it, my friends and family were very supportive, and for me at that time, that support was what kept me writing!

The chapters on "Tranquility" were the first few chapters I wrote with more feeling. Even though I knew that these were not novels, I continued to write them in a way similar to that of a diary. At that time, I thought that if I wrote too much, maybe I would gradually know how to write novels in the future. But I didn't expect that the way I write has always been like this, and it doesn't feel like writing a novel at all.

I've thought about it, I've been confused......

At that time, there were quite a lot of relatives and friends who read my log, after all, I didn't have many buckle friends. So, with that bit of self-confidence, I finally said to me, "Write it, don't care too much about what others think of you." Because this book is your book. Your growth, your joys and sorrows, people or things that have a profound impact on your life are all hidden inside. As long as you express your true thoughts with your heart, then this book is your meaning. It cannot be replaced by someone else's words. You must know how to maintain your original intention! Write down bravely! Write your own world!"

In this way, I continued to write in the same way that I wrote my own journal......

Later, after writing the chapter on feelings, I found that my relatives and friends gave me a lot of praise! So, my three-point arrogance began to tell me: "Look, your writing is quite good! In the future, I can write like this, and add a little more alternative nature! Haha!"

Gradually, the chapters I wrote became a little more and more deviant from the original line of wanting to write a novel. There are many chapters that add some unnecessary words, in fact, they are influenced by the original arrogance psychology.

However, no matter whether I had low self-esteem, self-confidence, or arrogance, I still insisted on finishing my college years.

It stands to reason that it's not over yet. After all, the girls I like don't stop before college, and I will meet them when I go out into society. But at that time, I let "The Girls I Like" end after my college years ended.

Now, I'm almost at the end of my college years.

I was also torn between whether I should continue to update it or let it end as I did in college......

If it continues to be updated, then the plot after it will mention less of the girls I like, after all, work is also part of my growth.

At the same time, if it continues to be updated, then when it ends, it should be when I get married. In this case, it is possible that my life diary will become the content of the chapters......

Always.

People, why do they like to be entangled so much?

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