Chapter 12: After the Broken Love VII
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Why do many people no longer believe in promises and the phrase "I love you"? Because, too much! Slowly, promises and the phrase "I love you" become a sweet lie that can be found everywhere.
Sweet, a taste that I like very much. And what about lies? Is it my favorite language?
In the past, I liked to make a promise to myself that I would try to do something. However, it is all just words. Isn't it, I lied to myself?
As for the phrase "I love you", I only said it in my first relationship. Yes, I don't know what love is. But I think in my heart, when I say the phrase "I love you", I am very serious and cherished. It's just that in the end, I don't know how to love and protect love.
Since then, I have made fewer and fewer promises to myself, and it has gradually evolved into a kind of unconfident pathology!
Promising too much is the abuse of lies. But if you don't dare to promise, that's true cowardice.
I was so cowardly that I didn't even have the courage to start a relationship again.
The fear of being hurt and the fear of hurting others has become an excuse for being single.
Ever since I had my first relationship, I haven't been able to go back to the same person I used to be when I enjoyed talking alone. The sweetness of love has soaked my heart. When the sweetness is gone, loneliness will strike!
I knew very well that I could only be born again if I had the courage to start over.
However, as soon as I remembered a song I used to like, "Don't Say You Love Me When I'm Lonely", I understood another sentence: Don't be lonely to say love.
Yes, I'm just lonely. So, don't just love ......
I can only wait, I can only feel, feel the right heart, feel the right person, feel the right feeling.
When I was talking to the little kids, I was only half right. What about the other half? I guess in the heart of someone who can feel that I'm right......
So, it feels like sometimes it's not just one person.
As my college career draws to a close, my uncle and aunt are looking forward to me getting married and having children as soon as possible.
What's more, if I don't find a girlfriend yet, the two of them always like to suggest that I marry one of the Shen family's thousands of gold in the future, especially three thousand gold. What can be a housekeeper, understand the merits of affairs and so on. It seems that she is the standard of their future daughter-in-law!
I can only laugh it off......
Back to school, the last semester of college was particularly free and tedious.
There are fewer classes when you are free, and the cumbersome things to get for graduation are too messy!
Group speaking assignments are still emerging.
There's always something interesting, though.
Because sometimes you have to hand in your homework online, and the person who receives the homework is usually the class representative.
One of the class representatives, I don't seem to have spoken to her before, but she gives people the impression that she is so natural and cute. Her name is Xiaoqi.
I was very happy! When I hadn't spoken to her yet, she would naturally smile and call me "Golden Dragon".
Although we didn't talk a lot afterwards, at least it felt natural.
Brother Hong once joked with me: "Do you want me to introduce Xiaoqi to you?"
I'm timid and shy......
The rhythm in the dormitory has changed a bit.
Xiaolong has finally found his princess. So, I often cook porridge on the phone and often show sweetness. That's normal!
But for me, it was too much suffering!
At that time, I realized how much it hurt Xiaolong, who was single, when I was talking to Gan Chow on the phone and showing sweetness......
Brother Hong may have seen through this scene, so he decided to save me!
Uh-huh! Drinking tea with him in the middle of the night while watching horror movies! Oh! It's so exciting! My little heart can't stand it!
Whew, in the end, I chose a more comfortable salvation - looking for Feifei.
Listen to Sister Jingru's song quietly with Feifei and soothe the wounds of your soul.
After that, it's almost always the same rhythm. Now I feel that life that is too monotonous only has memories that are too monotonous.
Forgive time for not staying for me......
In a flash, the class graduation swam in! The location is Yangshuo, the "Guilin Landscape" where I learned Chinese in elementary school.
Guilin's landscape is the best in the world, and Yangshuo's landscape is the best in Guilin. Quite attractive!
On the way to Yangshuo, we sang our class song "Sharing": The happiness of sharing with you is better than having it alone, and I am still deeply moved to this day......
I still remember a singing voice vividly. Jia Xin, one of the top ten singers on campus, is a girl with singing ability.
When she sings English songs, wow, it really looks like a star sings. It's so intoxicating to listen to!
After arriving in Yangshuo, a tour guide took us to find a stay.
There is always something special about a special place.
It was night, and the tour guide took us to get acquainted with the surroundings.
The most attractive thing at night is West Street.
West Street is bustling and there are many foreign tourists. Bars, artworks, boutiques and more are all very attractive!
However, I didn't go shopping on the first night because I wanted to save a good copy for tomorrow.
The next morning, after eating the legendary "Guilin rice noodles", I went on a bicycle tour. There are single and tandem bikes, and I like the single. However, there are still girls who can't ride bicycles......
So, I was inexplicably a tandem bike winner. The girl who can't ride a bicycle, that girl, is called Ying. It's not my high school Ying's Ying. Hey, that's a bit awkward......
Actually, it's my first time riding a tandem bike. At first, I didn't know how to ride. Also, there are a lot of vehicles coming and going on the main road.
It's okay, it can hold it!
Slowly, you will get to grips with it......
On the way, Ying and I didn't talk much. Because I don't have any communication with her, phew, why do you feel as if I don't have any communication with anyone?
The main thing is the scenery, it's really beautiful. The landscape was presented in front of me like a painting, and I couldn't believe that I was already in the painting. Feast one's eyes!
Then, take a boat ride to see the mountains.
I felt dizzy during the whole boat ride. I think that's the first time I experienced seasickness.
I didn't take many photos, but they were enough.
In the evening, Brother Hong took me to clubbing!
Yes, for the first time in my life, I went to a bar. A few girls in our class, as well as Ah Ji and Fei Fei, Jian also walked together.
Wow, I saw pole dancing for the first time! I just didn't feel any excitement. I don't know if it's because I'm too high, or if the two women who are pole dancing are a little old.
Regardless, it's the drink that's the point. Everyone drank and played games to reveal their secrets. Especially Truth or Dare!
When I was recruited, I was asked, "Jin Long, which girl in our class do you like?"
Forehead...... It's hard to answer, so I have to kill a cup!
Uh-huh, yes, which girl in the class do I like? Or maybe it's a secret. Oh oh!
Brother Hong said that when you come out to play, you have to be high! cherish it, it will be difficult to have such an opportunity to play together in the future!
Indeed, it is important to cherish!
The next day, we went to see the cave. Odd-shaped stalactites are also a good highlight.
Soon, graduation trips were a thing of the past. Short and happy!
A group photo of the two Gu helped us precipitate our memories. Well, that's good!
Before going back, everyone went to lunch, and I was squatting next to the car. Because, it's a little uncomfortable.
Xiaoqi and Jiaxin, who came back early after eating, saw me squatting in a daze. Jiaxin, a girl with a lot of humor. However, our communication is also relatively small. Well, actually, my network is very narrow, and I don't have much communication with people.
They both asked me what I was doing. I said, I didn't do anything. What a boring dialogue! However, it is often played out in life.
The lovely thing is that they both felt like I was thinking about life. So, they took pictures with me. Learn from me to crouch down and look at the ground intently.
First of all, Xiaoqi helped me shoot with Jiaxin. Then Xiaoqi smiled and gave the phone to Jiaxin and said, "I also want to shoot with Jinlong." ”
At that time, I felt a little sweet!
So, click!
A few cute, funny, and more meaningful photos were born!
Not bad!
Reluctantly left Yangshuo, and on the way back to school, I had a fever......
Back at school, it also burned for a few days.
Perhaps, that memory was so good! that my mind had to imprint it with a fever......
Memory, in the spread, in the profound.
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