Chapter 11: After the Broken Love VI
"Three-Minute Heat" has always liked me, I don't know if it's because I like interaction, that's why I like "Three-Minute Heat" so much. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
For some things, my "three-minute heat" is like this. When the heat is still there, I like it very much. It's just that the heat doesn't last long. When the heat drops down and gets cold, it's not that I don't like it, but it becomes an occasional aftertaste.
It's like, when I first find a good song, I often cycle the song to enjoy the beauty that the song brings me. However, if you listen to it too much, you will get tired of it after a long time. As the saying goes, "the extremes of things must be opposed". I'm not going to delete it, though. Just let this song settle in the song library, and when you suddenly feel it one day, you can click it to listen to it and reminisce about the beauty of the beginning. After all, I still love listening to this song.
That's my "three-minute heat".
That's the case for things, but what about the girls you like......? I haven't figured this out yet.
I don't know myself well enough, and I don't even know what I think about myself sometimes. A lot of why, not because of that. I'm just guessing what I think......
Sagittarius is evaluated in astrology as a flowery sign, and it is easy to see different ideas, see one, and like one.
I wonder if I'm a Sagittarius? a little bit like it, but a little bit like it.
What about the girls I used to like? Do I really dislike them?
In the beginning, it was quiet. Later, it's rhyme. And then ...... Indeed, it seems that when there is a new girl I like, the feeling I felt about the girl I liked before will slowly fade.
If Jing and Gan suddenly appeared in front of me, who would I feel more deeply? I don't know the answer, because it's almost impossible for this image to appear. I can't guess either......
Feeling, intoxicating, but also disorienting. As a sensory body, I don't know whether it is happiness or unhappiness.
On campus......
A new class cadre was born! Shoes became the main squad leader, and Brother Hong became the deputy squad leader. It's a new class start!
Soon, we had a tour. Hmmm, go to Qingyuan to soak in the hot springs.
The first time I soaked in the hot spring, it felt so fresh, but I had to be naked. It was one of the very few days I was exposed in an outdoor space, even though I was a man......
Of course, I'm not the only one who has a lot of nudity. Male, female...... Whew, you know......
However, I wasn't very attracted to the bodies of the girls in my class. Because I'm attracted to some other, sexy and attractive women. Rattle......
On the day of the hot springs, I was more impressed that I sat on the swing bench with Feifei and swayed, and sang the song of Sister Jingru. It feels very romantic! Even though Feifei is not a woman...... Ha ha!
Feifei and Brother Hong's good figures were also secretly photographed by the girls in our class! This can only show that the standard is a good figure, and the two are solid!
That trip was really good!
Back at school, I continued to share my feelings with the little kids. At that time, I just wanted to share it with her. Because, it's so comfortable to chat with her......
In class, there are a lot of assignments to give presentations. This teacher assigned it, that teacher assigned it again, and in short, most of them were group cooperative speeches.
I'm often pulled into a group to give a speech, not because I'm a good speaker, but because they don't want to give a speech and ask me to play a role. The masters of our class are all very low-key and high-profile.
Every time I see the PPT made by Feifei, I think it's amazing! Innovation and funny to drive the classroom atmosphere, that's what I want! So, I admire him so much!
After the speech, I would talk to the little boy about my feelings. Like, it's a little used to it......
In the dormitory......
I like to take selfies in the mirror, I understand it, a portrayal of narcissism.
Sometimes I was just quiet, but Brother Hong and Xiaolong would suddenly shout a name to me with very rich expressions: "Ah Gan!"
I was stunned......! Too...... It's hard for me to accept! I've never called it such a shocking name! But I'll be very cooperative. All of a sudden, I touched my heart with my hand with a rich expression, "Ahh......h
Time, just walking so normally, came to the legendary "end of the world......
On that day, it happened to be my birthday on the solar calendar. And so I was born again!
If that day is really the end of the world, what would I most like to do before the end of the world? Well, I haven't thought about it, because I believe that my world has always been there.
Soon, 2012 was a thing of the past. 2013, which many lovers are looking forward to, is coming!
However, my expectations did not come......
Actually, it's good to have a favorite idol. Because, it is possible to carry memories.
Since watching "Shanghai Sweetheart" in the second year of high school and liking the little pig Luo Zhixiang, life has become more meaningful.
In 2011, he released an album called "Unique", and I fell in love with the melody and dance of the song "Unique".
In 2012, he released an album of "With Me", I fell in love with the song "With Me", and used this sentence countonme to write a song "Solo for Myself" for himself.
In 2013, he released an album of "Dance Limit", and I fell in love with the melody and dance of the song "Dance Limit".
At the end of 2013, he released an album of "Lion's Roar", and I fell in love with the melody of the song "Love Casting Net" and the lion courtship dance.
I was very happy to see him reach the top of the record sales in Taiwan for four consecutive years, because every time I liked one of his songs, I also liked the happy things that happened to me at that time. It's like, seeing your own memories allows you to relive the good things of the past!
The feeling of liking idols is quite close to the feeling of liking girls.
I spent the New Year in 2013 in my hometown.
On Chinese New Year's Eve, I was quiet. Originally, I thought I was going to sleep like this.
Who knows, the little kid will talk to me on WeChat. Yes, she was the only girl who accompanied me on New Year's Eve at that time.
She also said that I was with her on New Year's Eve at that time.
It feels like a bit of fate. Just a little.
Celebrating the New Year in my hometown is definitely indispensable. Huhu, it's Ya, I haven't seen my former classmates for a long time, it's time to get together.
There were two parties at that time, one for the first year of high school and the other for the third year of high school.
The two gatherings are so close together, one a day.
The first party, I went. Before I went, I was so scared to see a guy -- Gan. However, after I went, I realized that my fear was unnecessary. How could she possibly go to a party in her freshman year of high school?
The meeting place is on the roof of Mr. Zhu's house, and there are barbecues and the like. Not bad.
The fat guy still hasn't changed much, Mr. Zhu is a little mature, Zhou Feng has a new style, and there are ......
However, there were not many people at the party. Even Ying and Lijun didn't go......
Soon, the meeting dispersed.
The second night, back-to-back, senior party party.
There were fewer people in the party, and with me, it seemed like there were only five people. Sister Shiyun, Brother Kai (geography master), Gan Zai (a good man who can pay), Jie Mei (not a cousin Jie Ya), ......
The content of the party was to sing K, whew, and after that night, I really understood that my voice was still beautiful.
After that, end early to eat the snacks you liked in your junior year of high school. I feel very satisfied!
Two small gatherings, hurried by. All night, alone.
A few days after the Chinese New Year, I asked Juan to go shopping again.
She cut her hair, a little more uncomfortable. Somehow, when she walked with me, she was so unnatural. It seems that she really wants to finish shopping quickly and then go home.
Gave me the feeling that she didn't want to approach me, and I was embarrassed......
Soon wandered around, bought some things for her, and gave her a ride. The whole process, I felt so redundant......
The color of life is becoming more and more monotonous.
My feelings for Juan have slowly faded out of the state I like. Isn't it supposed to fade out when Gan and I were in a hurry......? I don't know, maybe, I like it for a while.
During that long winter vacation, in addition to watching TV series, I used WeChat to sing songs to the little kids.
It's rare that she'll sing a few songs back to me very seriously, even if she doesn't think she's singing well. I just like her like this, it's so cute!
However, this liking is often just an illusion.
People who think they have feelings are like.
But God will always prove to me with facts: what you like is not necessarily what you think you feel.
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