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It's gentle, because it's soft.

Whew, I was perfecting my spiritual world on the top floor of Suriya.

It had just been a few days, a few days of mixed feelings. It can't be said to be good or bad. It's a complicated experience......

At work, because of Sister Lina's return to China, I want to meet more people. Communication, it is already inevitable that you must be ready to play at all times. No matter how unreasonable the person you want to communicate is, you must endure to complete your task. In the beginning, I was terrified. But after facing it head-on, it seems that fear is not as terrible as imagined.

As a result, the mental work has been accounted for by two-thirds, and often when I leave work at night, it is close to ten o'clock. And I need mental time to perfect my spiritual world, and when I don't have enough time and I am very tired physically and mentally, I can only give up the output of the spiritual world. In this way, after a week, my mental output was very small...... This is what I lost.

There is a loss, there is a gain. Because the scope of communication is larger than before, and the class is also different. Before Sister Lina returned to China, my main communication partners were local workers. At that time, my main communication partners included not only local workers, but also the factory manager and production manager in the management, as well as receiving guests. The most rare thing is that I can have a lot of communication with the boss.

I only had a few words with my boss in my first job. In my second job, I didn't even know who my boss was. In my third job, I only met my boss up close, but I never talked to him. This fourth job has finally made a breakthrough, at least I can directly report the problem to the boss and discuss it with the boss. This proves that the pattern has changed a little.

After interacting with people from different walks of life in the company, I feel that I have changed a little bit compared to before, because I really didn't expect to move between different classes of people in the company so quickly. However, it will take some time to face complex problems calmly and calmly. Overall, there is progress.

When work takes up a lot of space in my heart, I don't know if I'm happy or unhappy. What I want, not a job. But work, but it can bring what I want. It's still that, growing.

The salary of this job did not meet my basic satisfaction at that time, and the time to return to China was getting closer and closer. It is very likely that when I return to China, the salary will not be as satisfactory as I want. In other words, I work in Cambodia and don't save much money at all. If I had done this job because of the money, I probably wouldn't have been able to bear it anymore and would have returned home. So, in my mind at the time, growth was more important than money.

What did I lose and what did I gain for the sake of my work?

I lost my innocent smile and got a smile that grew.

A smiling face, imprinted with a person's changes.

Time goes on.

That morning, I was woken up in the cold. I fell asleep in the early hours of the morning before I could cover the quilt, and the coldest part of the day was around sunrise, so when I woke up, the alarm clock hadn't even started working.

It may be that you are used to the heat of that country, so as long as the temperature of that country drops below 20 degrees Celsius, you will feel cold. Actually, it's just cold......

The moment I was woken up coldly, my ears clearly heard the message of my mobile phone ringing. And I unusually picked up my phone all of a sudden, it stands to reason that I should be very sleepy when I was woken up cold, and my hands and feet will not be so flexible when I first wake up, as if I am afraid of missing something. When I saw that gentle name on the screen of my phone, my mood was excited! Looking at the content of the message, my mood was warm......

So that morning was cold, but the sun was gentle, and gentle, because it was soft.

It's so punctual, God woke me up so well!

The day before that day was the day I wanted to be the most Arou. Because......

Gan, married. Finally, married.

When I saw her friend posting her wedding photo in the space, I thought I would be very disappointed. But, no. I looked at her wedding photos quietly, her husband looked quite handsome, and her eyes were full of emotion. She had finally waited for this day. So, I silently nodded a thumbs up. That's enough, a like represents my blessing to her.

First love, for me, can only be a good memory in my youth.

In those months, I looked at the photos I took a few months ago, and I used to think that when I laughed, I was quite similar to Gan's smile, but when I looked at my selfie, I found that I was so strange, no one else.

And when I look in the mirror every day and see myself in the mirror, I always feel that my eyes are more and more like her. She, not Gan, is Arou. Perhaps, in the eyes of others, I am still me, and nothing has changed. However, what you see is what you see.

So, this should be the reason why I saw Gan's wedding photos and didn't lose them. On the contrary, when I opened the chat history with Arou and found her photos, I was a little sad.

I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to handle my emotions and would alienate her from me by saying something nonsense. At that time, she and I had been silent for more than a month, and I still didn't take the initiative to break the silence. Because silence can give each other a space for spiritual reflection. However, it is also easy to be alienated......

I can't find that degree because I don't want to see that picture:

One day

"Dumb, what are you doing?"

"Dumb is working overtime, very busy......"

Two days

"Dumb, what are you doing?"

"Dumb is working overtime, there are so many things to do......"

Three days

"Dumb, what are you doing?"

"Dumb is working overtime, dealing with urgent matters......"

Four days...... Five-day ...... Six-day ......

It's rare to wait for a break to come......

"Dumb, what are you doing?"

"I'm so tired, I want to rest early......"

Is work really that important? No, but growth always comes at a cost......

But what exactly is this "growth"? Is it just an excuse?

I was in such an awkward position, not knowing what it was, but what it was.

Thinking about myself who can't even figure it out, looking at Arou's photos, I always feel that I am walking very slowly, and I have always been so slow......

Thinking about it, I thought about it for a day.

I was happy to see her message that day, but I was also hesitant......

How does time and distance make us? Whose uneasiness does an indefinite return date tell?

What did I lose and what did I gain for the sake of my work?

Lost the sweet smile and got a disguised smile.

Is it worth the price?

My heart......

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