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The human heart generally wants the fulfillment of one's heart's desires, and this is viewed as a whole. If you look at it in detail, there are definitely a lot of contradictions, how to say?

For example, my family wanted me to go back to China sooner, while I wanted to go back later. In this case, which side will the Divine as a third party favor? Will it be biased towards my family's wishes, or will it favor mine?

When I have the idea of returning to China, it shows that God is biased towards my family's wishes, and when I keep going to explore, it means that God is biased towards my wishes.

It feels like two wishes are in a race, which one runs fast, and which one is likely to cross the line first.

The factors that determine how fast it can run are how much the mind wants and how much the body can persevere.

My family really wanted me to go back to China, so almost every phone chat asked me when I would return to China and if I could go back earlier. And I really want to stay in that country for a while, so I can't be sure when I'll return home every time.

Sometimes, the wishes of the family come true and run fast. Sometimes, it's my heart that comes true and runs fast.

When my family insists that I return to China sooner, and I don't see a breakthrough in my work, my heart will be shaken. And when I see a breakthrough in my work, even if my family urges me, I still want to explore for a while.

The two aspirations are alternately leading in this way, and I still don't know which one crosses the line first.

As the time gets longer, my wishes will be more successful and my family will gradually lose the motivation to cross the line as the time goes on.

Whew, but at the time, it seemed that my family's wishes came true faster than mine, after all, I had not been in that country for half a year......

One day, Sister Lina introduced a new colleague to join me in to replace Sister Lina's work in February. Because Sister Lina is going back to China for the Chinese New Year, she has to divide the work between me and my new colleagues. Originally, I thought I was going to break through a lot and do a lot of things. However, I found out that the technical part was all in charge of the new colleagues, and I was still in charge of the part that I had been responsible for. Sister Lina said that her new colleague Jim used to specialize in those technical parts and was more adept. I, on the other hand, am more good at boating, and I know better about interpersonal relationships than my new colleagues.

When I first heard about this assignment, I was actually very disappointed. It happened that not long after talking to my aunt on the phone, my aunt persuaded me to return to China in another month. When I was lost, I really wanted to go back to China.

But suddenly, I remembered the movie "Breaking the Wind" again. I'm in a team, I can't just because I can't get the opportunity to break through, I should play to my strengths and let the team get the strength to move forward. Like, when crossing the line at the end, the windbreaker still has to get out of the way for the line-breaker behind him to cross the line and get to the podium. So, I smiled and dispelled the idea of returning to China in a month......

After all, I can still break through, and in terms of interpersonal communication, it is still mainly up to me to deal with it. I can still find something......

The best balance between these two desires is that in a few months, hopefully, I can find what I am looking for.

Also, the future will not play according to the planned rules, and it is also a card that cannot be seen clearly......

Time goes on.

At 23 o'clock in Phnom Penh time one night, there is still an hour until February 4, 2016.

What can you do in an hour? Mood A, you can answer.

In an hour, I can write an article about the Middle East.

Well, what about the mood b you?

In an hour, I can paint two ordinary paintings.

Uh-huh, what about you?

In an hour, I can read dozens of pages of a book.

Uh-huh, how about you?

In an hour, I can play ten games.

Oh, the mood e you?

For an hour, I can reminisce about a movie that I used to like.

Oh oh, how about you?

For an hour, I can take a rebirth bath.

Oh, how are you feeling?

In an hour, I can find a lot of songs that I like.

Oh, then, what about myself?

An hour, I can forget an hour......

The New Year is getting closer, more and more people are coming home, and my heart is getting more and more tired......

Sister Lina returned to China for the New Year, and Brother Ken also returned to China for the New Year, and Brother Ken also resigned. Also, Sister Bing is also likely to resign in the next few days.

Of the three bosses I met when I first arrived at the office, two were leaving, and one was temporarily absent. The heart is stressful, and I want to be broken......

Phew, after all, we've been working together for five months, and we still have some feelings.

Brother Ken was the first boss I met when I first came to this country, and he was lazy to go out for breakfast during work hours. His first impression on me was bad, and then his attitude towards me was also very annoying.

But after a long time, I found that he began to smile at me and began to joke with me. There is a feeling of an iceberg melting......

In the last two months since then, he told us jokes during dinner, but his eyes were more focused on me. It shows that he wants to see me laugh. As soon as I laughed, I proved that his joke was a success. Why? Because when you see someone you care about laughing at a joke you tell, even if the other person doesn't laugh, you think your joke is successful. Well, I've seen a psychological suggestion before, when you're laughing with a group of people, your eyes will generally stay on the person you care about in your heart, even if you don't know who you care about in your heart, but your subconscious knows. So, it's pretty practical......

Whew, it seems to be far away. Come back......

When Brother Ken resigned, he gave me advice very seriously and seriously. And said that it was the mantra he had accumulated over the years.

You know, when I first arrived at the office, many people said that Brother Ken was experienced, but he just didn't want to teach people, and he didn't have a good temper. However, Brother Ken, who resigned that day, would teach me some work secrets, and also gave me some of his useful stationery and several delicious cans of local milk.

At that time, I was really moved in my heart......

A person who used to be so cold to me, but was so warm to me at that time, it's not simple. Does this reflect my character from the side and have been recognized by him? Otherwise, how can he ignore me? If he is a person he doesn't care about, he doesn't care what he does.

During the months of working in Cambodia, the deepest and most realistic feeling is that no matter what you do, it is closely related to how you are a person.

To do a good job, first of all, you must really learn to be a person.

Although it was difficult for me to learn, my confusion saved me......

Perhaps, fools are blessed with fools......

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