Chapter 1219: The First Step 619
It's not enough, I'm not done yet, and it proves that all this is still a false advantage.
No matter how much you say and how well you can improve your theory, how you can't become a reality is just nonsense.
So, please keep dying, please keep the character rotting.
It's all just a picture element, so what's the need to care?
The result of being brainwashed is very beautiful, such as others being real people, such as the linear passage of time, such as protecting the bonds and working hard, such as watering the flowers of the future with sweat.
But none of this is honest.
It's like an immersive gaming experience where all you need is dishonesty, what you need is to pass off the false as the real.
And slashing, destroying everything.
Honest people live honest lives, honest to the point of cruelty.
What I was dealing with was not intellectual, but emotional.
As the distortion in my mind dissipated, I gradually felt a comfortable attitude towards life.
The problems have not been solved, what to do with the children's study, what to do with the mortgage, what to eat in the future of my job, these problems have not been solved.
However, the problem is destroyed, and the problem itself is no longer a problem.
Without the blessing of emotions, these problems would not have bothered me in any way.
Even though I didn't know how to answer these questions or how to plan to convince others, I didn't feel bothered.
These questions gradually became ridiculous, and without the distortion in the mind, it was naturally much quieter.
Nothing has changed, but it seems that I am a lot lighter and my brain is a lot quieter.
The idea of "thinking that the future will be slapped in the face by reality" will not exist.
There is nothing to worry about, there is no long-term concern and no immediate worry, just like a fool in life.
I'm happy with where I'm now, even if I'm on a strange planet, falling deep in the lake.
There is no dissatisfaction, and everything seems to be fine.
Fear is still around, waiting for an invasion at any time.
Right, those important things, those so-called lives, as long as I still hold on to the role, then I will always be afraid to find the point of intrusion.
Peace of mind "waste of time", peace of mind "idleness", and peace of mind "I don't know".
It's not like I used to be, while trying to play, but at the same time worrying that I would waste my time and lead to failure.
I don't feel scared obviously, but I don't feel scared, saying that some life is to balance entertainment and work.
Of course, they will not be driven by fear, to seize the effort, to fight desperately to cover their fears with a strong effort emotion.
There will be no cheering, no courage, and no discouragement.
Live like a puppet, just going with the flow.
I will not go out of my way to buy jujubes because eating them is good for my health, nor will I turn off the small flame because I believe that the oil temperature is too high and will cause cancer.
All actions are just a stream and are not weighed by distortions in the mind.
I wanted to do it, so I did.
There is no regret because I can only do this, and that's how the elements are presented.
The distortion in the mind is not worth believing at all, even the simplest "fire burns the hand", it is not worth believing.
So why don't I touch the flames?
I don't know, the elements of the picture are not presented this way, and the downstream is not driven by this presentation.
So how do I know what drives me downstream?
How can I tell which trend is going with the flow?
I don't know, but I'll know when it happens.
These problems arise only if there is a distortion in the mind.
It seems to be a problem, but in fact it is worry, it is fear.
Moreover, only when there is a distortion in the mind, will it be necessary to choose, and will it be necessary to find a standard to grasp.
I don't judge wrong, just like no one can judge whether or not they want to.
Besides, even if it is brought to a bad place and a miserable realm, it is only a picture element.
Without me, this is the biggest confidence.
No matter how tragic the life of Yuan Changwen's character is, it has nothing to do with me.
The point is that without the distortion in the mind, there will be no judgment of the future at all, and there will be no determination that the present moment is a miserable life.
There seems to be no compatibility between the distortion in the mind and the flow of the stream.
It's like I can't guarantee that I'm awake while sleeping.
I don't know if this lifestyle is good or bad, but the twist in my head has to die, that's my personal preference.
And the so-called luck before is that I have been in this state of life for a long time.
The distortion in my brain wants to go down the stream, just like learning physics.
But in a way, "doing nothing" is going with the flow, and you can't learn with it the same way you learn physics.
There are no known conditions, no causality, no theorems or anything like that, and "doing nothing" is going with the flow.
But this "doing nothing" is not really doing nothing, it is just still distorting in the mind and going with the flow.
To do "do nothing" is to "do nothing".
Of course, I'm not qualified to say anything about this, and I haven't thrown away the twist in my head yet.
And keep going.
Moreover, the downstream was not my goal at all, it was just a by-product of the slash.
It's like cutting off your arms, so you don't have to think about what color gloves to buy.
It seems that once again I want to stop, as if this moment is good, and I don't need to move on at all.
Simple life, simple efforts, dreams without any expectations, not worrying about the future and not regretting the past, are just the picture elements that are perceived at the moment.
"Don't continue to kill", the thought flashed.
It's like, at this moment, I will do something for my family, although not as exaggerated as it used to be, but the family has not become strangers.
My wife and children are looking for me to get money, and people on the street outside are looking for me to get money.
Seemingly, I really should stop here.
Then I live a relaxed and natural life, and in the eyes of others, I am not a monster, just a person with a good mentality.
I do not know.
Perhaps, it will still be very tiring to continue to maintain the character attributes.
I have no interest in guessing other people's words, and I seem to need to think hard to understand the hidden meaning of that kind of words.
Moreover, there seem to be many explanations, so what exactly is the other side trying to express?
It wasn't a problem before, but now it's a nuisance.
However, it doesn't matter, there's nothing to care about, and there's nothing to change.
Alienating the crowd, away from the twists in my head, that's what I love.
Therefore, if you can't read or read, it's not a big deal.
Watching the character of Yuan Changwen live here, there is no me, not me controlling the role.
All of this is just a presentation of picture elements, no matter how free the mind feels, no matter how easy the character feels to be in control of life, it is just a picture element. (https:)
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