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At this special point in time, ordinary people are already in their dreams, and extraordinary people are still interpreting the beauty of nightlife with their eyes open.

For example, for the first time, I paced back and forth in the "heart world" wearing only the clothes that belonged to my "younger brother", like a hooligan thinking about the question that should not be thought about - why do I have insomnia?

Lonely, empty, cold?

Well, it feels like these three questions are in tandem with the three questions of the philosophical world: "Who are you?", "Where are you from?", "Where are you going?".

Whew, my brother doesn't smoke, so my brother doesn't smoke lonely. Phew, my brother is not very good at drinking, so my brother is not empty when he drinks. Whew, the temperature in the city where my brother is located is still in the twenties Celsius, so my brother is not cold.

I think my brother is just hungry......

Well, that makes sense.

Oh, it's not necessary, but let's be clear. The object of my brother's hunger and thirst is knowledge. Believe it or not, I believe it anyway. Well......

Yesterday I finished reading a book called "So Be It".

The cover of this book is relatively simple and creative, and it is simply not the same dimension as the cover of a best-selling book full of dense words. What kind of work there is, it will naturally come from what kind of author. I feel that the author of this book is not from the same dimension as ordinary people.

The author of this book is influential to me.

Well, back in August 2014, I happened to leave my second job and was in a "small world".

At that time, I happened to pull the network cable again, so I often scrolled through Weibo and read interesting topics to pass the time.

Once I accidentally saw a Weibo posted by "Gu Yi's", I forgot what the content was, I only remember that I thought the Weibo was written with humor, so there was a kind of magic that pulled me into her Weibo.

Well, the blogger is a woman, 1991. Like me, a Sagittarius. Based on this alone, it is already the feeling of some small colleagues.

I looked at her marital status, and she wrote about widowhood. At the time, I thought she had a lot of personality and fit perfectly with the humorous and funny side of Sagittarius. Because according to her Weibo content, it can be guessed that she is not in love yet. Well, I'm the other side of Sagittarius - quiet and mixed with 2b optimism.

She has almost one million fans, and she should be regarded as an Internet celebrity who is popular by her talent, because she looks different from those demons, and it can also be said to be a small stream in the Internet celebrity world, but the two are different.

Looking at her Weibo at that time, I felt inferior. She is also a Sagittarius, and she is only a year older than me, but she can live a good life, and she also combines the versatility of Sagittarius with life.

Her English is good, and my English level is not at the level.

She signed up for an art class, and in three months she was able to draw a sketch that was a master for rookies, and she was able to use the drawing skills she learned to draw interesting or memorable things in life into serial comics. I don't know how to draw yet.

Her writing skills are also unusually profound, and some of the words seem to be so casual and simple, but after reading them, you will feel very humorous and philosophical. I write a lot of journals.

Looking at a Sagittarius like her, I feel that a Sagittarius like me is simply living a decent, living up to the time of my life.

So, inexplicably, I was impulsive.

At the same time, I'm thankful that I was impulsive.

I impulsively bought several sets of pencils online and came back, one for the HB pencil, one for the 2B pencil, one for the 4B pencil, and one for the 6B pencil. Well, the BB pencil family was born impulsively.

I thought I'd work hard to draw and make the most of those BB pencils. However, after drawing more than 200 paintings, I haven't even used up two-thirds of an HB pencil, let alone the other B's pencils.

Even though I don't draw very well, I will definitely improve my progress as I draw more. Of course, I don't really paint on the spur of the moment, but I love to draw, but I don't have the motivation to calm down. And "Gu Yi's" Weibo just gave me the motivation to paint at that time, so I drew it from time to time.

Now, two years later, my paintings have improved a lot from when I first started. Even though it still seems to be non-professional, I'm happy to have been with me for the past two years. Especially during the six months I was working in Cambodia, I spent a lot of lonely evenings painting.

After returning to China, I looked at her Weibo again and found that there were fewer and fewer updates. Maybe it's because I've encountered something unhappy in my life.

She later changed her Weibo name to "Shaolin Nun", as if she had seen it somewhere. Whew, maybe this Weibo name is her original Weibo name. I heard that "Shaolin Nun" is a special Internet celebrity. Well, it should all be her.

Some time ago, I looked at her Weibo again and found that she had published a book. The title of the book is "So Be It".

Sure enough, her Sagittarius is different.

Seriously, I pay as much attention to her Weibo as I do to my idol's Weibo. In other words, she is also a Sagittarius woman I admire.

Since I admire her so much, will I not buy her books and read them?

Well, so I quickly searched the Internet and searched a little! Okay, the next day I paid with one hand and delivered with the other.

Yesterday, I just started reading her books, and I learned that her real name is Gu Xiang. Well, that's an interesting name. Just like the homonym of "Gu Yi's" is "deliberate".

Her book is more in line with her alternative imagination, without a preface, and at the back of the cover there is a special self-introduction, well, just a sentence: a person who passively resists life.

People who don't know her will feel very boring and negative when they see this sentence. However, for some people who are used to reading her Weibo content, this sentence is a kind of dry humor. In cold humor, sometimes there is a layer of philosophy that is not easy to detect.

Reading her book, I feel like reading her experience and perception of coming out of society. Because each topic has a date under it, it must be a blog she wrote before, but I haven't read it. After all, I'm a person who can't keep up with trends.

In the previous articles, she wrote that she went to work as a sales agent, and it mentioned dancing the "money dance". At that time, my mind immediately turned back to my first internship.

In August 2013, I was still interning at the West Garden store of RY Group. At that time, I had to dance every morning at work, and one of my favorite dances was "Catching Gold". Because the music is good, it's a Korean female voice, but I don't know what the title of the music is, and I haven't asked. The movements of "Catching Gold" and "Dancing for Money" should be similar, maybe the music is different.

Even after I left the RY Group, I still don't know what the title of the song "Catch Gold" is. Every now and then I think about those days, and I hum twice, but I just don't know what I want to know.

It wasn't until yesterday that I read Gu Xiang's book, and I realized that the "Money Capture Dance" was not only available in Xiyuan store, but could be found on the Internet. So, I immediately went online to Baidu.

After a little long search, I finally knew what song the music for "Catching Gold" came from. Well, it was "Chacha" sung by a Korean female singer.

When this song existed in the music on my phone, I felt that the memories of that year came back to my mind. The youth of the first out of society, the sadness of resigning for the first time, the first time I came, and the first time I left. Smiling, I understood that it was just the beginning......

I feel that "Shaolin Nun" can really have an impact on me invisibly. If I have the opportunity in the future, I really want to meet a real person.

Well, of course, I have to work hard in my Sagittarius career and live my own world. Don't just look at what others do, let your horse's hooves run and shoot arrows at your own target!

Well, I'm my own Sagittarius, I bring salt for myself! Last night's meal was a little lighter and I need to add some salt......

Whew, many pairs of eyes in the night sky are asleep at this time, but that wahaha-style moon laugh is still laughing brightly, laughing with confidence!

In this joyful moonlight, there was a hooligan who was smirking at the night sky and drooling charmingly......

Perhaps, hungry.

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