The world is impermanent, and not everything can be predicted, or willing to be predicted. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info When life gives you an exam question that you don't want to answer, how should you face it?

Cultivate the inner receptivity, or you can face it bravely. If you're afraid, you're afraid, it's too late to cultivate.

At that time, I was still in a normal state, but I had a new experience breakthrough - to "sweep the building".

The so-called "sweeping", simply put, refers to the distribution of leaflets to every household in the building.

Have you ever seen a flyer on your doorstep when you go out? Yes, I'm going to "sweep the building".

It seems as if it is a simple matter to put a flyer on the door of every house. Actually, it's not simple at all.

Why? Because ......

At noon on one of the working days, Sister Zhen smiled very interestingly and said to me, "Ah Long, I'll take you to 'sweep the building' later!"

I was also smiling and giggling, even though I didn't know what "sweeping" meant at the time.

After the division of labor, Brother Yong and Xiaomei went to a certain residential area to "sweep the building" together, and Sister Zhen and I went to another residential area to "sweep the building", and Baolian stayed in the store.

At the entrance of a certain residential area, I was trembling with a large stack of leaflets in my hand, and it turned out that this was the legendary "sweeping the building......

Sister Jane has tapped a staircase, okay, take a deep breath!

When I walked to the door of the house and saw the door open, I usually didn't dare to put a flyer. reason, fear of being scolded.

And just because the door is closed doesn't mean it's easy to slip a flyer into the crack of the door.

Unexpected Cheedo, it is possible that when the leaflet is stuffed, the door suddenly opens. It is also possible that he was caught by a camera and mistaken for a thief by others. It is more likely that some unique households have a powerful "Howling Dog" in their homes...... Therefore, stuffing a flyer is like being a spy, you have to be cautious and flexible.

"Sweeping the building" makes me feel excited, but at the same time, it also makes me feel sneaky, really like being a thief.

After a "sweep", he instantly became a few years younger and more flexible.

The more you experience, the more fun life will be. Just when I was starting to be a little sure about this cultivation journey, I learned something that I didn't want and never thought would happen—Uncle Ah was found to have a tumor in his body and needed surgery.

At that time, I was completely confused, and I had infinite fear and countless thoughts in my heart, and I didn't know what I could do......

The whole family also began to fall into a world of haze.

For the sake of health, the sooner the surgery is scheduled, the better!

At that time, Aunt Ah had already accompanied Uncle Ah to a hospital in Zhanjiang that was famous for treating tumors. The doctor said that because the tumor was scattered in parts, the surgery was performed in two parts, one small and one large.

Minor surgery will remove the smaller, easier to remove tumor first, and major surgery will remove the largest tumor. It is difficult to say whether the tumor is early or advanced.

The date of minor surgery is set quickly, and the date of major surgery depends on Uncle Ah's recovery after minor surgery.

On the day of Uncle Ah's minor surgery, I was still at work, listlessly at work. Keep praying for Uncle Ah!?

Fortunately, the minor surgery was successful. After that, it was time for major surgery.

It was a really dark time. The situation of the whole family is more difficult......

We relied on the light in our hearts little by little and the favor of God to come step by step.

My gray mood spreads around my work environment. The clever Sister Zhen noticed that I was a little out of shape, so she wanted to know the answer. Yes, I poured out my heart to her. She also encouraged me and cheered me on, hoping that I would learn to face all this bravely and work hard to become stronger, so that I could become a pillar of support in my family.

At that time, it was Sister Zhen who gave a ray of light to my world. I kept working!

With the first "sweeping", there will naturally be a second time.

The second time, Brother Yong and I went to a residential area to "sweep the building".

With the first experience, the second "sweeping the building" is already more hands-on and a bit addictive for me.

That afternoon, when I was "sweeping the building", I suddenly received a call from my family and determined the time for major surgery.

This time, I'm going to take a leave of absence anyway. In a hurry, immediately explain it to Brother Yong. So, as fast as I could, I prepared to set off for Zhanjiang Xiashan.?

A series of questions came flooding in at once, time was pressing, and I didn't know if there was a car.

Brother Yong cared about me and helped me all afternoon. Took me to the station to buy a ticket and found that there was no bus to Zhanjiang Xiashan that day. So, he helped me call customer service again. I also searched on the Internet for any way to get from Panyu to Zhanjiang Xiashan on the same day. I was very touched to see him help me so hard! He is really like a brother.

Later, my sister and second brother-in-law both transferred to Guangzhou Bus Terminal and then to Zhanjiang Xiashan, and just called me, so I finally had a more satisfactory way to ride. The second sister has to look at the vegetable field that Uncle and Aunt pay attention to, and the third sister is about to give birth, so even if the two of them want to see Uncle Grandma, they have more than enough energy.

Brother Yong took me to the subway and lent me his card. Really thoughtful, too good to say.

Finally, after some twists and turns, I met with my sister and second brother-in-law at Guangzhou Bus Terminal, and took the bus to Zhanjiang together. By then, it was already evening.

In the car, I chatted with my sister for a while. There are positive energy topics, and there are also fear and fear topics, no matter how you say it, talk about it, and don't be so afraid in your heart.

Looking out the car window at the night, I expressed a sentiment: "I haven't shone yet, how can you be gloomy?"

How afraid of "the son wants to raise but the kiss does not wait". Even if you are afraid, you can only face it with recklessness.

When I arrived at Xiashan in Zhanjiang, it was already midnight. We went to eat near the station, found a hotel for the night, and then went to the hospital the next day.

In a hurry, there are all kinds of moods.

The next morning, after arriving at the hospital. On the high floor of the hospital, we met Uncle Ah.

It was an indescribable feeling that hit my empty soul at that time.

I didn't know what to say, but I looked at Uncle Ah lying on the hospital bed with a lot of distress.

Ah, Auntie looks a lot older. My heart hurts again. I heard Aunt Ah say that Uncle Ah talked and laughed with the uncle in the next bed before the operation. The mentality is still quite optimistic, and I feel a little comforted in this way. As long as Uncle Ah is not afraid, I am not afraid.

The white color of the hospital is a mysterious white full of unknowns. That is, so to speak, hope. It can also be said that it is despair. The balance is balanced between hope and despair, and which side is heavier depends on which side the weight is placed on the synthesis of factors.

In the impenetrable white, I silently counted the colors of hope. May it be well.

Being hospitalized means that money will flow like water into the bottomless pit of the hospital.

Soon, the 4,000 yuan that Aunt Ah brought with Uncle Ah to the hospital was gone, and he had to start borrowing it from relatives.

Money is not the most important thing, the most important thing is that Uncle Ah can be healthy. If you can exchange it for Uncle Ah's health, it will be worth spending more money.

Before major surgery begins, it is to be signed. At that time, my third uncle also came to the hospital. So, all of us were called to his office by the attending doctor.

He said that my uncle's situation is not optimistic, some tumors are born in very complex parts, there are many blood vessels, and the operation is more difficult, so I can only do my best.

My heart sank all of a sudden, and my aunt's expression was not right.

Aunt Ah held back her fear and asked the doctor, "Doctor, how long will my husband live if the tumor is successfully removed?" Although Aunt Ah asked very directly, that is what we care about the most.

The doctor also said very bluntly: "Even if the tumor is completely removed, you will only live for three years at most." ”

As soon as he finished saying that, my sky seemed to collapse all at once! My heart almost stopped beating, and tears were about to pour out!

But my aunt said to me strongly, "Don't cry!

I gritted my teeth as hard as I could, just to keep the tears that had already reached my eyes from falling. The whole body trembled, an unacceptable, painful tremor!

Doctors say there are risks associated with major surgery. There is still some hope for surgery, but if you don't do surgery, there is no hope.

Ah Aunt said that she was going to have surgery without even thinking about it, and she would not give up as long as there was a little hope. Yes, that's our hope.

After that, the third uncle signed.

There was a cost for the operation, so my sister and I went to the bank to get the money.

On the way to the bank, Aunt Ah kept muttering to herself: "If it really comes to an end like this, I will have a clear conscience." ”

I know that Aunt Ah has been trying hard to push herself to be strong, but in fact, her heart is more fragile than ours. It's just that she had to be strong, because a home can't be without the energy of hope.

Everyone, my sister also comforted my aunt, don't think too much, and believe that it will be fine.

I still don't know what to say. It's just that my hand has been on my aunt's shoulder.

It's that I'm not strong enough to support this family, and I can't take care of even the most basic care.

After that, during surgery.

The surgery took a long time, which means that the tumor can be removed. If the surgery is done all at once, the proof is not optimistic.

During the operation, some doctors said that there might not be enough blood and suggested that family members donate blood.

Ah Auntie is old, it is impossible for her to donate blood. My sister is a little anemic, and it's not good. The blood of the two cousins who came to visit Uncle Ah that day was not up to standard.

Originally, I thought that my blood was not okay, because I always thought that I was anemic.

As a result, I met the criteria, and I finally knew that I had blood type A.

I didn't expect that after I donated 400 milliliters of blood, I didn't feel dizzy. It turned out that my body was not as weak as I thought.

I waited from morning to evening, and the operation was over. The attending doctor walked out of the operating room with a saucer containing the removed tumor and said that the operation was successful and the tumor was removed cleanly.

All of a sudden, our hearts dropped to the boulder.

When Uncle Ah was pushed out of the operating room, he was still in a coma under anesthesia.

Aunt Ah gently leaned on Uncle Ah's ear and said, "It's okay." ”

I stroked Uncle Ah's forehead with my hand, just like Uncle Ah touched my forehead when I was a child. The energy of love is complementary.

After a period of time, Uncle Ah regained consciousness and began to enter the recuperation period.

My sister stayed in the hospital to take care of Aunt Ah together. This is rare, after all, my sister also has her own family to take care of, and her two children are still young. It's love!

With my sister staying behind to take care of my aunt, I'm more at ease.

When I said goodbye to Uncle Ah and Aunt Ah, Uncle Ah asked me if I had any money.

Heart, so sour......

I knew I needed to grow fast!

However, after returning to the work environment, the strength of the heart does not seem to have become stronger, but has become weaker.

Why is my cultivation so powerless? Silent thinking......

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