Chapter 824: The First Step 224

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Suddenly there was some regret and chagrin.

I don't know why, these two almost impossible emotions appear in my mind like this.

Think about being the first person in the empire, and think about yourself being as full of laughter, fear, and struggle as everyone else. Now, why do you want to be real?

Sure enough, I don't know anything, and all this is not logical at all. Why is it still impossible to discard the distortion in the mind? and even the distortion in the brain has the ability to bring another wave of fear?

As long as there is a little brain, no one will still believe in the distortion in his head after seeing the absurdity of the distortion. I don't believe that Yuan Changwen is such a person, and the only explanation is that this character's thinking is not controlled by me at all.

This Nima is a garbage show, a garbage, and the character is aware of the distortion in his head, but he is still controlled by the distortion. If I were the character of Yuan Changwen, how could I allow this kind of thing to happen?

Then, when this thinking is out of my control, it becomes possible. Because that thinking is not under my control at all, how do I know how the character will think?

The character's thinking program, the character's thinking line, the character's focus, these are not something I can control.

These questions have been explained very clearly many chapters ago. Whether or not time is removed, I can't exert any influence on anything.

So, tell me, if it's not a piece of garbage, why are characters still willing to be twisted and manipulated after seeing the twist in their minds? Still filled with fear? Or even a little regret and chagrin now?

On the one hand, I feel nostalgic for the past and imagine what I would be like now if I didn't leave. On the other hand, I am thanking myself for leaving, otherwise how would I see these falsehoods.

A voice in his head sighed that if he didn't leave, he might live a very casual life. And another voice is saying that being manipulated by fear for a fake character is a piece of shit.

There is also fear in my body, I thought I had cleared the fear a long time ago, but I didn't expect to be naïve again. Life reminds me all the time of what I know. Life tells me all the time, in fact, I don't know anything at all.

But I don't believe it, and I always like to say some unfounded affirmations. And when these affirmations happen to be said, the joy is so happy that everyone knows it.

What the hell is all this?!

What is this character known as Yuan Changwen?!

Why can't I accept that I don't know anything?

Really, if you're really a sane person, why would you still go around in circles here like this?, and all that kind of shit?

Strong emotions wrap around yourself, you have to divert your attention, you have to cling to the twists in your mind. And those distortions, as many chapters have proven before, are just a piece of shit. So, what exactly is this emotion?

What qualifications do I have to claim to be a sane person and not an emotional monster?

It's just that you don't know anything, why can't you accept it?

He also taught the disciples?

The regret and chagrin that appear are themselves a drag show of fear. It seems that he is lamenting the passing youth, but in fact, he is afraid of the present and the future.

What's hard to admit, the character of Yuan Changwen itself is made of fear, so it's normal to have the emotion of fear.

In fact, what do I know?

Attaching fear to the character of Yuan Changwen is itself a kind of association. At this moment, I became aware of the emotion of fear, the physical and mental elements of the picture. When they are related to each other, it is easy to conclude that the fear comes from this mind, and that they all belong to this body or something.

The whole society is emphasizing this kind of correlation, and if you look at those IQ test questions, are they looking for patterns? And those who find correlations in various things will call these correlations opportunities.

Nobody sees that these are just speculations? Even if this guess is correct 10,000,000,000,000 times, it doesn't change the nature of this just speculation. So, what is it to try to strengthen the ability to speculate, and to worship this speculation?

I don't have a problem with myself, after all, that's what I'm aware of at the moment, so what's the problem?

But now it seems that maybe the character is blocked, maybe that's how it works, maybe the character setting hasn't reached the point where it's finished, it's all possible.

So, regret is regret, regret is regret, what's wrong? There's nothing that can't happen, and there's nothing that won't happen.

Is there any essential difference between believing that life will be better and believing that life is going to be bad? It's all groundless belief, and as for the content, no one cares at all.

Reading some positive words, it seems that it is easy to give people the illusion of "fearlessness". But how do I know it's a hallucination? Is it just because it's a temporary occurrence? So, what makes the hallucinations go away?

The twist in the mind can easily shatter the illusion of "fearlessness" with a light thought. So, the problem is the distortion in the head, not some positive words.

When the words of positive energy bring a brief "fearlessness", then fear continues to appear. Because when the character is unwilling to lose "fearlessness", he is already in the manipulation of fear at the moment.

And the distortion in my mind will judge, since I can produce "fearlessness" after reading it once, can I often produce "fearlessness" if I read it regularly?

You see, is this routine driven by fear?

And is there any basis for the distorted judgment in the mind? Is this idea not wishful thinking? Practice makes perfect? What is there to grasp this inference based on the linear passage of time?

Time is the greatest weapon, it's not that nothing can withstand the long river of time, but once time is removed, nothing will exist. Even time itself vanished when time was removed.

Yuan Changwen found that his thoughts did not alleviate his uncomfortable emotions.

Well, it doesn't matter. I'm not going to turn you away, please come in, this is uncomfortable, please come in.

Funnily enough, when I started to invite, I didn't know where to go. So, what exactly are these emotions doing? Once the emotion is invited, it becomes empty, because no emotion will respond to the invitation.

It's all a bluff.

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