Chapter 825: The First Step 225
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What are you doing? What am I doing?
I didn't expect that when I thought of everything as the picture elements that I was aware of at the moment, and when I stopped connecting these picture elements, the emotion of wanting to cry would still exist. That sense of ease has long been a legendary existence, and I only have a vague impression in my mind.
I don't know what's going to happen in the future, I don't know how I'm going to survive in the future, and I don't know what I'm going to do in the future.
Thinking about the work, thinking about the positivity, I can't imagine the day when I could be a part of it. Teamwork, qualifications, future platforms, etc., what exactly is this?
And it seems that I never think that I will die tomorrow, and that I will hang up the next minute? How did this subconscious thought that I would live a long time stick to my mind?
It doesn't seem fair that I would imagine what I'd be going to live in the future, but not that I'd be dead an hour later. Since it's all imagination, what reason is there to reject death?
They are all afraid of death, and when they really fantasize about death, they bring fearlessness.
"Everyone is like this", this sentence is simply more influential than any authoritative expert. No wonder Shakyamuni is leaving the royal family and wants to kill in the crowd? I don't know if it's possible, but it's quite difficult for me anyway, maybe you will find it easy.
I don't know, it seems that as long as I nod my head, I can go back to the empire and continue to live the life I once had. However, it seems that I can't nod my head, and when I think about those false selves, I think it's better to stay away.
You may be able to continue pretending to be okay and continue to pretend to approve of those baseless affirmations. But how long can this pretense last?
Damn it!
Why do I want to think about these things? I want to go back, I want to stop, I want to lose the kill?
Of course, it's the role, and if it continues, there will be no role of Yuan Changwen, so there will be regrets. As the killing continues, the character known as Yuan Changwen will become thinner and thinner.
Because of the things that make up the character of Yuan Changwen, those beliefs in things, and those distortions in the brain, will be slowly killed. In this way, it is equivalent to the role of Yuan Changwen becoming thinner. Of course, this is for others, and they will find that the role of Yuan Changwen has changed.
For myself, it doesn't seem to make a difference.
Any so-called thoughts, any so-called ideas, any so-called opinions, any so-called opinions, any attitudes that you want to express, are all reinforcing the role.
I can't answer anymore, "What are your plans for the future?"
"What do you think about this?"
"What do you think?"
I'm really going to become mentally retarded.
Yuan Changwen laughed at himself, it is better to be mentally retarded than to believe in the distortion in his head. Those distortions in my mind are all speculation, all limitations, what qualifications do you have to manipulate my life?
The so-called knowing, the so-called understanding, is simply. Excuse me, what do I know, what do I know that is not speculation, and how much speculation do I take as true?
And now, the distortion in my mind still affects me and makes me afraid. What is this, is it a joke, why are you still holding on to the twist in your head?
Hate falsehood vs fear of selflessness, these two are like a tug-of-war, pulling me over and over at any time.
Sometimes I feel that the whole world is inexplicable, and sometimes I feel that the world is wonderful.
I feel like crying but it's just a tear, and sometimes it's so easy that I want to dance on the street.
Are you doing the right thing? Are you really killing? Can you do it yourself?
I don't know, sometimes even these questions don't feel like a problem, because the role of Yuan Changwen doesn't exist at all, so questions like whether he can be killed or not are not important at all, and there is no need to answer.
All of this is the content of the awareness at this moment, so what can't happen?
And sometimes, I am afraid that I will not be able to complete it, as if I regret leaving the empire so hastily, and so rashly discarding the title of the first person in the empire.
But these are all fears, who is judging whether they are sloppy or not, who is judging whether they are rash or not? Why should I believe such baseless affirmations?
It's not that it's not rash or sloppy, it's that I don't know at all, so it's wishful thinking to believe either side, it's a kind of faith.
There is no such thing as a person without faith, all people have faith. Believing in oneself as one person is the common belief of all human beings.
So, what is everyone arguing about? Why do people with faith despise people who don't? Why do people seem to feel a little embarrassed to say that they have no faith? Why is the phrase "people still have to have faith" so popular?
I'm still believing it, but I'm still afraid to admit that I don't know anything. Always believing in something, as if all my life has been believing these speculations.
And when I believe, I don't doubt it at all, as the most real thing in the world. And when something suddenly happens to me and I don't believe in something, I can easily discard that belief and replace it with something else.
So, what must be believed, and what can be believed? Since what is believed can be replaced, then it means that there is no innate belief at all.
On the other hand, no matter what you believe, you are causing trouble in your life. Although it now seems that it is necessary to stop believing that the distortion in the mind can drive people crazy, this is only for "people". Everyone is human, and everyone will say the words "how to be a human being".
Therefore, how can this kind of people who are "all human" judge those who are "not human" be fair and just?
Luckily, I didn't know if there was anyone else, or what they were. Although they can be interactive, and their expressions are just as emotional and delicate as mine. But what's the use? If Yuan Changwen's character is not real, then how can others be real?
No matter what I believe, in the end that belief will turn into fear, and it will become a place where fear begins.
Yuan Changwen was very low, why do you have to repeat these contents?Is it really what I guessed, I have to slash many knives on the boss in a row to completely kill a certain twist?
I don't know, since this thinking is not under one's control, then why bother with it?
Could it be that the existence of carefully planning the entire dream realm can't make the role of Yuan Changwen good?
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