Something was wrong, but now I couldn't raise any urge to kill. It's not because it's easy at the moment, and it's not because it's happy at the moment and doesn't want to kill.

It's all just a presentation of picture elements, what am I killing?

Or is it a kind of killing to identify all of these as the presentation of pictorial elements?

Wrong.

It's placation, it's self-definition. You see, the character is already the presentation of the elements of the picture, and the distortion in the character's mind is also the presentation of the elements of the picture, so what's wrong with that?

So, I wouldn't kill at all, and let the twist in my head be there. It's obviously very uncomfortable, but I keep reassuring myself, which is the presentation of the elements of the picture.

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Perhaps, identifying with the presentation of picture elements is a good way of life, and you won't have too much attachment, but for emotions or dreams, you are still chasing. Recognize your current state, because this is the presentation of the elements of the picture, whether you are a good person or a bad person, you recognize yourself.

Don't fight against your own state, because whether it's irritable or negative emotions, these are the presentation of picture elements. Naturally, they will not fight. Even, when you want to fight, you will know that this is the presentation of the elements of the picture, and you will not be hostile to your own confrontation.

This is surrender or resignation.

It's not easy to just hear what the master says about surrendering, so try to do it. On the contrary, after seeing that all this is a presentation of the elements of the picture, and that there is no causal relationship at all, surrender becomes a natural thing.

I've always been in a state of hostility to myself, and when I hear what the master says about surrendering, when I don't surrender, I hate my disobedience very much. So, how could I, who was in such a state of hostility, surrender?

No matter what state you are in, don't be hostile to yourself, because there is no self at all. It's all a presentation of the elements of the picture, whatever it is, it has nothing to do with thinking.

What am I hostile to?

When I'm not hostile to myself, that's surrender.

In fact, resignation is a good word, with a sad breath. But as long as you understand what kind of fate you recognize, you will feel a sense of relief.

No matter what I'm fighting against, no matter what state I'm in, I'm able to recognize myself deeply.

I'm killing people, I won't be bound by morality, and I'm not hostile to my own killing. Even, when you are hostile to your own murderous behavior, you are also hostile to yourself, instead of saying that you have to surrender and then take a deep breath.

Nothing is wrong and nothing is necessary. It's a nice feeling, and it's easy to let go. It's not about killing the twists in your mind, it's about not being hostile to everything about yourself.

Unfortunately, this is not true, everything is based on a better life. The role of Yuan Changwen is not me, so why haven't I thrown away this role yet, and why is the character still here?

Although this life will be better and life will appear full of spirituality, it is still only false. I will think of some wishes to make myself play in this world. Although this is a well-planned goal, it is still only false.

I'm going to keep going, I'm going to destroy this beauty with my own hands.

How many chapters ago I understood that everything was a presentation of picture elements, and at that time I thought that I had no problem. But now, I'm still here, is it going around in circles?

Yuan Changwen felt that his body was numb, and his hands and feet were numb to varying degrees.

What's the use?!

What if my body turns into a diamond? I still seek truth in falsehood, and how many times will I have to say it to understand that truth and falsehood are not binary opposites. There is no truth in falsehood, and nothing is infinite in limitations.

Are you still using your own changes to determine whether to move forward or not? What changes in palm prints, what changes in the body, what changes in vision, nonsense!

If there is no completion, it is not completed, and these changes are just changes, which are the presentation of picture elements. It may be a reference, but I'm not sure what these changes mean.

The only thing I know for sure is that no matter what changes I make, it's just the presentation of the elements of the picture. If you don't finish it, you don't finish it, and it makes no sense to say that other progress is made.

Maybe you can become a master, maybe you can develop your own lectures, or you can become a person full of spirituality. But I'm still not done, and I'm intoxicated with my own changes, so I just stop killing. Comparing whether change means moving forward is likewise taking speculation as reality.

When you meditate, you see red and green light, you see any sea blue gems, or when you meditate, you hear the call of the Buddha, it's all nonsense.

Either the slash is complete or it is not. Since it is not completed, then I am out of falsehood, and what is the use of what miraculous things are happening in falsehood, and how high and low the level of level is in falsehood?

It's all nonsense, it's all hindering progress, and it's all about enriching the character attributes. Not at all for slashing, not for waking up. Sleep, keep sleeping, let yourself not wake up.

It's not a straight line, you can go from left to right. It's a cliff, and you either jumped or you didn't. If you don't jump, no matter how fanciful your words are, how much you say, how many believers you have, it's useless.

If you don't jump, you don't jump.

Even if you are close to the cliff, even if you can stretch out your head to look into the depths of the cliff, what about it?

And after jumping, what else is there to say?

Of course, not jumping is the goal, and all these picture elements are presented in order not to jump, in order not to destroy the stage.

What is to be kept, what is worth keeping, and what can be preserved?

It's all like blowing up a balloon, and if you want to keep it, you have to keep blowing it. What am I doing? Why don't I just throw it away? Why not kill it?

How long are these things going to pull me?

Dissipate, destroy, shatter, there is no reason to flesh out the characters. It doesn't matter what Yuan Changwen's character has done, what is worthy of praise, what honors there are, and what rewards are there.

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if my mom dies or my life is ruined.

There is no me, there is no mother, just the presentation of picture elements.

Yuan Changwen found that the thing he was being pulled was still money. In order to get more for the characters, the fear of the characters being left with nothing, the effect of money on me is simply beyond imagination.

Only when I am in the downstream, only when I am in that relaxation, nothing can stop my ease and faint satisfaction. At that time, I should be in a state of fearlessness.

But it's not over yet, I'm not done yet.

Yuan Changwen felt that something in his body was about to rush out, but reason blocked it.