Chapter 118: The First Step 418
You have to study hard to be productive in the future.
You have to work hard, otherwise your thirty or so will still be just a small staff.
You have to work hard, how can you raise successful flowers without sweat watering?
All is fear, always material, and always thinks that material pursuits are all. Of course, what's wrong with pursuing material things? But why be in fear?
It sounds reasonable, it's encouragement, it's motivation, it's inspirational, but the essence is fear. And, built on the distortion of the mind, what is there to believe and what is worth listening to?
I don't need to preach, it's all so conspicuous that I don't need to say anything at all. I'm sure I'm definitely not alone.
Don't believe me, it's not boring to see the officials here. Slashing is just one of many character performances, nothing special, I'm just a madman.
Are ghosts scary? Of course, they just aren't real.
Reincarnation, Flying Sword, no matter how magical the existence, is not as magical as the character itself. What kind of power allows me to ignore the falsehood of the world in this false world, and then directly treat it as true?
How do I take all of this as real?
In fact, thinking itself is the presentation of the elements of the picture, and the above problems do not exist at all. Because this kind of scene is directly presented, it is directly presented that I believe that the world is real.
It's not the real me walking in this false world, but the false me and the false world, all of which are just representations of picture elements.
There is no free will, but the mind that seems completely free always subconsciously makes me deny my unreality.
It's uncomfortable, it's quite uncomfortable. Is it possible that this discomfort is just ordinary discomfort, and has nothing to do with what is killed or what is real?
Maybe, so what? Do you want to divert your attention and stop killing, or do you want to find something to keep busy with and forget about it?
I'm not done yet, no matter what state I am in now, whether it's devouring or happy, it's just a false presentation. It's not over yet, although I simply don't know how.
I don't know is a reasonable state, how can I know? The teacher's words were just like that, a signpost, but I still didn't stand at the scenic spot. How about being familiar with and proficient at the signs?
Jumping off a cliff, either didn't jump or jumped. No matter how much you say, it's just a whitewash.
The character of Yuan Changwen occupies my place, a bunch of things that I don't know what they are, and they have dragged me for so many years.
Burn it, die it, there's nothing to care about.
Look at everything in the world, how real it is, how can it not be real? The leaves are shaking, the streams are flowing, these are all scenes that are too real to be real, which tendon do I have to think that these are not real?
Just a picture?
What is the state of black reality, infinity, non-existent characters?
You can really sit at home and know the truth of the world. Who thinks that it is useless to sit there and dream, it is said that he is still a very famous historical figure. The distortion in my head, no matter how overestimated, is not overestimated.
It's as if anything can be put in reality, and then the reality can be used to judge whether this act has meaning and efficacy. But reality itself is not real, so what else is there to say?
When the judge himself is a murderer, what is the whole trial?
I am a dead man, never alive. It's not just that your mind is full of other people's thoughts, and your mind is shaped by the times, so it's not really lived.
Not only this, but also literally alive. There is no real Yuan Changwen, just the presentation of picture elements, where is he living?
Who would think that a cartoon character is alive? Although his words and deeds are full of humanity, and he can analyze and reason, and even be funny, this cartoon character still does not exist.
I was never alive.
What are you still afraid of dying?
Those good things no longer have anything to do with me, and after the killing is completed, fear cannot come in, and beauty cannot come in. Just like watching a movie, I no longer feel the pain of the character, and I still can't empathize with the joy of the character.
The price of truth is everything, and everything will dissipate in the face of reality. Because the real can't tolerate the false, the characters can't be tolerated, it's just the black infinity.
Am I already burning?
I don't know, I can't make any judgment at all. I just felt sick and the devouring sensation never seemed to go away. Can someone still hold on to the character in this situation?
I have no interest in caring about the role of Yuan Changwen anymore, what to do, what to happen, you can do it. I don't want to play any role anymore, and I don't have a true self.
If the character exists, it must be false, what else is there to say?
Come, shatter, come, die, whatever you want, anyway, I know you can understand.
The high and low in the false is meaningless, it's just one of the means to distract me. Like, I need to occupy the highest point of falsehood in order to touch the truth?
Anything about the characters, it's not real. These are exactly two directions, and who is judging the level of falsehood? Is it already tacitly assumed that good is higher than evil? Compassion is the highest level?
To be a better version of yourself, or to be what the masses think is better, is strictly to be the "I think" that the masses think are better.
Is everyone's better self the same?
If the better self is measured by the degree of peace of mind and judged by the satisfaction of oneself, then everyone's situation should be different.
It's like someone likes to eat turnips, and some people like to eat bitter gourd. When I eat radish or bitter gourd, I become a better version of myself. So, what are other people's words? What are those distortions in the mind?
What if my better self is in the opposite state of society?
It seems that the subtext of a better self that has not been said is that it is beneficial to the society, positive and full of positive energy.
It's all.
Trying to sort out the lines of the characters is just a waste of time. Burn it with a fire, and burn these falsehoods clean. As for what's left, whether it's going to burn it clean, or maybe maybe I didn't light it at all, that's not a problem.
Not done is not done.
Yuan Changwen felt like he was about to explode, but he was always a little bit off. Constantly devouring, one day I can't help it, to hell with any reason.