What exactly do I know?

Such an obvious question, a question that can be answered as long as you are honest, has never been seriously answered.

What I know is wishful thinking, and there is no difference between heaven and hell or anything like that.

This world is too real, but there is no evidence, just an emotional belief, is this brainwashing?

It also makes sense, after all, it's just the presentation of picture elements, and the realism is directly presented, so what's not to do?

, it's all. What am I? What am all this?

Those so-called life events just never stop intimidating me.

Won't I resist? Won't one day, I'll just drop something and leave?

An honest answer will reveal that all this cannot be answered at all.

I don't need to please anyone, and I don't want to see anyone arrogant in my head. No matter what the identity of the other party is, this arrogance itself is.

There is no me here, only the picture elements, only the characters. No matter what skills a character acquires, no matter what supreme things a character has, it's just a character.

Kill me? Who did you kill?

All this is unreasonable, the character of Yuan Changwen exists like a dream. I don't know how to move forward, I don't know what the future holds, I don't know anything.

Those worries can only make me sick. Those fears can only make me angry.

There is no reason to continue to hold on to the character, and even if you are still holding on, you won't be holding on forever.

I'm running out of time to live, maybe a year, maybe ten years. I don't have the heart to calculate what is worth it or not, and it is worth it to kill the false.

I don't want to think about what to do with my mother, what to do with my wife and children, just go with the wind. This consideration is just an artificial distortion, just an expression of the character's attributes.

My mind was filled with so many twists that I couldn't count them at all. And the best way to do that is to burn it all in one fire.

How did the mentality of repaying kindness, the mentality that I have to repay others for their kindness to me, forcibly occupy my mind?

Although it's hard to argue with these things, it's always good for everyone to help each other. But untrue is unreal, this is just everyone's yearning, just everyone's unanimously approved words and deeds, does it have anything to do with reality?

A lot of things seem obvious, but if you think about it, where is the obvious?

I don't know what kind of monster I'm going to become, or what I'm going to end up with. However, this is not an ordinary path, and it is difficult to imagine the state of people and things in the head.

Always worried, always afraid, it has become the standard of my life. Through fear, I tried my best to grasp it, so that this dream could sleep more completely.

No one is asleep, there is no obstacle at all. That awareness is always there, and the truth never ceases to exist. These picture elements are just picture elements, can the false still block the truth?

There must be something I didn't think of, or, maybe I overlooked something. It must be something very simple and obvious, as I look at the distortions in my head now, and it's hard to imagine why I used to believe in them so much.

I should be worried, I should be afraid. In the end, the reason not to worry and not to fear may not be that everything is made up by yourself, just because you are too lazy.

Who knows what will happen? There is no cause and effect, no time exists, and no one knows exactly what the elements of the picture will present. Anything known is just speculation, just wishful thinking.

And the moment is all, and believing in the future is a kind of in itself. Simply because the past was very real, and then I was in the "here now" again, it was easy for me to believe that there would be the next moment.

Just as I look at the past now, there will be a future where I can see the present. It seems that the past and future are very reasonable and very natural.

It's all about the moment, and the rest is just a twist in the mind, a product of emotion.

I don't know what this life will be like, but I do know that it is better to die than to believe in the twist in my head. I'm not interested in continuing to do that kind of thing that injects energy all the time to maintain the character's attributes.

Worried, fearful, uncomfortable, devouring...... I had no interest in the state of the character, it was going to happen the way it was supposed to happen, because it was the only way it could happen.

Those so-called possibilities are just an illusion. Those so-called bridges of resisting fate to change God's destiny are even more nonsense, the so-called fate is not fate at all, and it can naturally be changed and resisted.

is already the presentation of picture elements, what else is there to resist?

It's like stepping on a piece of, just take your foot away, what's there to resist?

The key point is that it's not my choice at all, it's the elements of the picture that present the choice. What is there to say when I've made my choice, or after the elements of the picture have presented my choice?

I think that if I had chosen this way, I might have been in a different state at the moment. This kind of thinking itself is nonsense, how can there be another situation in the content that has already been presented by the elements of the picture?

As for how you should choose and what choices you will make, this is also a nonsense idea. It seems reasonable, but in the face of the problem, you should think about how to choose.

But this kind of thinking is just based on the distortion in the mind, and then, there is no need to say anything more, just throw it away. What will I choose, when I choose I will know what I will choose, and the elements of the picture will be presented.

Yuan Changwen found himself very unhappy, and trying to convince the distortion in his mind was simply an act that he didn't know what to do. It's like explaining how to sleep, analyzing when to poop and the like, you can't answer it at all.

And the real answer is not convincing. In other words, the twist in the mind will not believe any answers such as "you will know when you arrive", "you will when you should", "you will fall asleep naturally".

Unreal, then just throw it away. As for how I'm going to live after the killing, that's not something I need to think about. It doesn't matter how the character lives, because there is no character at all, and there is no choice for me.

The elements of the picture directly present the result of the choice, directly present the state, and everything that I can perceive is already presented. As for what is not presented, it is completely imagination, speculation and hypothesis.

How can I prove that a picture element will present new content?

At this moment, it was all there was to it, Yuan Changwen felt that he was still a little bit short of it, as if he only needed a light poke to destroy this deceptive manga. But it's just a little bit worse, and the future is still in my heart.