Ever since I fell in love with writing, it has become my dependence. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoWhen I'm in a bad mood, it's my best medicine – the medicine that makes me feel better.

However, there will always be times when I am in a bad mood and my brain loses its mind, and there will be times when the "medicine" will not work.

The reason for a bad mood is the influence of interpersonal relationships and the instability of mentality......

To be precise, it should be too concerned about other people's eyes, and care so much that they lose themselves by taking other people's eyes as the standard.

Why does it mean that if others like it, it means that it is good, and if it is not liked, it means that it is bad? Is this really the case?

Perhaps, most people are selfish. Most people can't accept that the people around them or familiar with them are better off than themselves, because of what?

Unless, love. Unless they are very dear relatives, very close friends, very loving lovers, and other people who want to repay their kindness very much......

Dear, not only pro, but also love. It's not that relatives aren't selfish, sometimes the most selfish ones are relatives. Therefore, dear relatives will tolerate you and hope that you will live a better life.

Dead friends are not only talking and laughing with wine and meat, but also knowing their hearts. Confidant knows what you need most. When you laugh, they may know you're actually crying.

There is love, and the focus is on love. Some lovers want their other half to be completely self-centered, while others want their other half to be the most dazzling. Which do you think is more loving? Love is the same as the oxygen you breathe, you will have to breathe it out. Always ask for too much inhalation, and later on, you will inevitably exhale in large quantities. And if you exhale hard and in large quantities, you will naturally inhale more later. In other words, the second type of lover will get more love from the other half. This kind of lover is the easiest for you to see the light and hope in the darkness.

Repay the favor, grace. Knowing the grace of the report, this is all understood. People who really want to repay the favor will naturally want you to be better.

However, even if you know that you have these people around you who love you, you still care about the eyes of others. Why? Because of the common disease of society.

Therefore, people always have to rely on themselves to defeat their demons.

There are generally several types of likes. Some people really think you're good, so they like it, some because you like me, so you borrow and return, and I like you back, some like that person because you like that person, so you like everything that person posts, and some because of the consolidation of interpersonal relationships, so you like everything perfunctorily......

There are generally several types of non-likes. Some people really and objectively think that you are not good, so they don't like it, some people don't like me, why should I like you, some people don't like this person because they don't like it, so they don't like anything this person posts, and some people don't like it because they don't want to sink into the abyss of interpersonal relationships, so they look at it twice no matter what you post, and don't like it if it's good or bad......

In that case, why should I care about eyes that have no sense of direction at all?

In fact, it is more natural and happy to please yourself.

When you do something you thought you couldn't do, and you're so happy that you're dancing, you're pleasing yourself. That's the truth that is closest to your heart.

You are who you are, why should you see yourself through the eyes of others?

Keep trying to be yourself and keep doing better, and you will improve!

That night's run, I still thought, do I really have to stick to the second runway?

Perhaps, the second runway is a mindset or a way to move towards the future that I have chosen. However, that doesn't mean that you have to stick to that mentality or way when you go to the future.

Perhaps, I can run a different track, but I can also maintain the mentality or way of running the second track. For example, I change jobs, but I can still do what I like.

There are countless ways to run the track, it's not a race, you can run however you want, as long as it doesn't hurt others. The future is not on the runway, but in your own heart.

Towards the end, I didn't sprint.

Because I asked myself the question, "Why do you have to sprint over the finish line?"

It wasn't a race, and I could walk through the finish line quietly......

I chose it myself, so why should I care so much about other people's opinions?

So, continue to write quietly about yourself......

Time goes on.

Life is evaporating, how to grow meaning?

The sky was roasted with fire that day, and it was particularly flavorful. However, on such a smelly day, I forgot to water the seedlings I had planted. For a whole day, the seedlings were roasted until they all fell asleep......

When I saw the seedlings that were still alive the day before and were dying the next day, my heart was congested......

I hurriedly watered them, hoping they would still be able to stand up. But I touched their soft leaves, and I felt that it was a prelude to the loss of life.

I couldn't help but ask myself, "Is there really a miracle in the world?"

Then, I went into the "study" to reflect on it......

After about 20 minutes, I came out and took a look, and it turned out that there are really miracles in the world!

More than 20 minutes ago, it still looked like it was about to float to heaven, but after more than 20 minutes, it grew back to the slim and standing flower seedlings of the earthly atmosphere!

Touching their leaves, they have returned to hardness and elasticity. A special joy welled up in my heart......

I began to wonder how to deal with life when it was evaporated and about to be lost, should I give up, or should I try to come back to life?

Perhaps, what many people have to consider is not that life is evaporated to the point of imminent loss, but that the vitality of the heart is evaporated to the point of imminent loss.

People are tired, and the heaviest impact is undoubtedly tiredness. When the heart loses its vitality, it will be like a flower seedling that withers due to lack of water in a hot weather.

Some people can't feel the meaning of life anymore when they are so tired that they can't do it, so they will choose to end their lives. And although some people are also afraid that they will not be able to hold on one day if they continue to be tired, they still choose to continue to find motivation for themselves to hold on. And the motivation that can keep you going is like the water that a flower seedling needs.

The other day, I was so tired that I couldn't find the slightest motivation......

On one afternoon of those days, as I was going down the stairs past the second staircase, a little sister who looked like she was two or three years old seemed to have come running out of her eyes and glared at me with big cute eyes because she had heard someone walking up the stairs.

I looked at her and smiled.

At that time, my "little perfection" was locked to the handrail next to the second staircase.

During the process of unlocking the "little perfection", she kept watching me seriously. I smiled anyway.

Then, I carried the "little perfection" step by step downstairs. But what I didn't expect was that she also followed me step by step.

I smiled and asked her, "Why are you following me?"

She didn't say anything, I don't know if she couldn't speak yet, or if she was afraid to talk to me. Moreover, she didn't have any expression, and still looked at me blankly with a pair of cute big eyes......

Whew, keep going.

When I was about to reach the staircase on the first floor, she followed me to the staircase on the first floor. My mental activity is starting to get complicated!

Talking to herself: What if she follows me out? Will people mistake me for abducting her? There is a camera at the top of the staircase. Why didn't her family look at her? Well, anyway, I'll go out first, and then I won't let her out, won't it?

Then, I went out the door, thinking she wanted to come out, and I was about to close it.

However, at this very moment, she touched me!

She stood a few steps away from the staircase on the first floor, and stopped coming down, and made a "bye-bye" gesture to me.

I was taken aback! She wasn't going to follow me out, she was just trying to get me to the door.

I smiled and said "goodbye" to her.

Then, when I was about to close the door, she gave me a few kisses in a row.

At that moment, my heart was so touched! A little girl of a few years old "said goodbye" to a stranger and let go of the kiss, that heart, really cute!

I was moved to give her a few kisses back. Those lovely eyes are full of pure light.

The door was closed, and my heart seemed to have just experienced a long drought......

What would it be like if I had a lovely daughter in the future?

I suddenly remembered the picture I saw on the way to the "March Wind" one morning: a father and his seven or eight-year-old daughter ran together to the "March Wind".

There are some future that are still worth looking forward to......

Perhaps, those who persevere, have the motivation of "love" in their hearts. These motivations can make their hearts bloom beautiful flowers even in the dark.

Life is evaporating, how to grow meaning?

Forget the meaning, forget the growth, forget that life is evaporating, and devote yourself to love......

Well, there will be......

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