When I am usually entertained, I look at the horoscope. The pen & fun & pavilion www.biquge.info horoscope says that in May 2016, Sagittarius will have peach blossom luck. Hehe, I actually believed......

I can't help it, I believe all the good ones, and I forget about the bad ones.

I thought that I should go to every day of May with the mentality that there will be peach blossom luck in May, which was like this at first, but after living it, I forgot that there will be peach blossom luck in May. After all, it's just about entertaining yourself.

Then one weekend on the top floor of Suriya, I suddenly received a message from an unfamiliar number.

Open it and look at the content, oh, it was sent by Xiaoyan. She asked me where I was......

Before answering her question, I was still thinking, huh? When did she have my number?

After a quick exchange, I learned that it was Sister Lily who gave her my phone number, and she also took the initiative to add it to my work WeChat.

So, like the first acquaintance of a teenager and a girl in the flower season, they simply chatted in WeChat......

She asked me where the company's car would stop that afternoon to pick us up and take us back to the company, after all, she didn't know how to arrive when she first arrived.

Then I began to tell her little by little, and as she continued, the conversation would naturally stretch out in the soil of knowledge like the roots of a plant......

While we were talking, I was actually thinking about poetry, and her sudden message, really, disrupted my imagination.

Well, since it's all messed up, let's go in and take a look at her WeChat talk. Oh, it's a girl who likes to talk so much, and she can post seven or eight things a day. Moreover, she is still a very narcissistic girl, and there are a lot of selfie photos.

This is normal, because I like to talk about it, and narcissism, not to mention, has never been surpassed!

The first chat felt good, and the conversation was quite relaxed and natural. I have a good impression of anyone who can talk easily and naturally, just because of it.

Well, what was the situation at that time?

That morning, Ah Bing insisted on following me, but I didn't want to, because I needed to write quietly. And he is simply a microphone that does not need to be charged, and after listening to it for a long time, I will have a nervous breakdown.

Therefore, I lied to him and said, I will go to make sister paper, don't come to disturb me! He is as smart as him, and decisively believes my words.

Until then, there's a little foreplay. In the office, he teased me from time to time and told me to seize the opportunity to soak in Xiaoyan. And I also teased him from time to time, saying that he and Xiaoyan were a good match......

Well, with these prerequisites, Xiaoyan said something that made me start to struggle.

She said that her sister had dropped her off at Suriya and had gone back, and that she was now alone on the first floor, with a lot of things and trying to buy some snacks.

Actually, when she said this, I think she meant that she wanted me to go down and help her get some things, and then take her to the place where the company car picked us up and took us back.

Whew, but I still deliberately didn't let myself have a reason to go down to help her, so I weakly replied: "Do you need me to go down to help?"

In fact, when a girl says the above words, as a boy, she should go down and help her carry things without saying a word. However, I also asked a perverted rhetorical question. In order to get her to reply that I don't need to go down so quickly......

Although I had achieved my goal, I felt so uncomfortable in my heart, and felt that I was not acting like a man! So, I stopped writing half of the poem, put the book back in my backpack, and hurried downstairs.

It's strange to say, as soon as I walked to the elevator on the second floor, I saw at a glance that she was in the corner of the beverage hall on the first floor. She didn't even tell me the exact location, it was just so coincidental......

When I suddenly appeared in front of her, she smiled and asked me, "How do you know I'm sitting here?"

Hehe, I don't know how I know......

Then, I helped her carry two large bags of things. Wow, it's pretty heavy!

Well, she was picking up daily necessities like a laughing child the whole time, and I stood by with two big bags of things and watched her pick them out.

She has a good figure, and her height matches mine. Generally speaking, in the eyes of outsiders, the woman is shopping, and the man is carrying things and looking at the woman's shopping, which is easy to make people think that this is a couple.

So, if Ah Bing saw this scene, I really jumped into the Yellow River and couldn't wash away his ridicule.

However, the feeling of holding things and watching Xiaoyan buy things may be able to feel it with your heart. Perhaps, I will have a girlfriend in the future, and that's how I mention things. It's scary for girls to buy things!

In the end, they went back in the company's car, and she was also smiling in the car. Fortunately, Ah Bing took the bus back very early......

When I watched her WeChat talk, I thought she should have a boyfriend. So, I'm very restrained. For girls who have boyfriends, I don't have admiration, at most I just appreciate them.

She arrived first, thinking that it would be difficult for her to get so many things, so I wanted to help her carry them. As a result, she readily said that she could just come by herself.

That night, when I wanted to see her WeChat talk again, I found that I couldn't read it. Then I should have been set up by her to be the one who can't watch her WeChat talk......

At that moment, I knew very well that it was just a passerby.

Time goes on.

If God lets you meet some people, but does not arrange for you to be together, then it means that God is letting those people make you understand something. So what is it? It depends on what you can think about it.

Some passers-by look as if they have passed by. But after a while, it is possible to find passers-by revisiting the old place......

I forgot what day it was, Xiaoyan and I suddenly chatted on WeChat.

I didn't remember anything about what we talked about, but through that chat, I noticed that she seemed to be a different person.

I posted a WeChat message, and she started to like it, and she will also comment. Once you comment, you will accidentally swipe the screen.

I don't understand why she suddenly likes to talk to me so much.

Later, we talked about hobbies. When it comes to hobbies, I can't stop singing.

I asked her if she could sing a song. I really like to listen to girls sing to me, because it feels so special. She said that she couldn't sing at all, and even if she did, it had to be me who sang first......

Well, I started singing the song I wrote again...... She said it sounded......

At that moment, I always felt as if I was copying. These are the same as my previous chats with Curiosity and with Arou in 2015......

I...... I...... What the hell are you going to do? I want her to sing to me, what is it for? Do I want to soak her? No...... So what am I doing that?

I seem to be stuck in a pattern......

If the person I am chatting with is a new acquaintance, I have a crush on her, and she doesn't have a boyfriend, then will I communicate with her like this, hoping that she will sing to me?

But it's nothing.,I think the girl who dares to sing to you even if she can't sing should agree with you.,Otherwise she won't let you know what she's not good at.。

If that's the case, then I'm not just trying her idea?

But I didn't think about it that way, I just wanted to hear the girls I could talk to.

However, here's the problem. She sang it to me once, but then she didn't want to sing much, maybe because she was afraid. But I, like a person full of positive energy, encouraged her to learn to sing......

At that moment, I felt so strange, really strange......

It makes me feel like I'm good at singing, and encouraging someone who is not interested in singing to learn to sing is like encouraging me to learn math when I'm not interested in math and don't know it.

When did I become so blind, so ridiculously blind?

Am I too concerned about my own ideas? Otherwise, how could I impose them on others?

If I really like a girl, do I like that girl herself, or do I like that girl like me?

After all, I'm still stuck in being too self-centered......

If one day I meet a girl who doesn't want to sing to me, doesn't like to read what I write, and doesn't like to see my paintings, but loves and cares about me very much, will I fall in love with her?

Maybe I haven't figured out a problem yet, I only have my own shadow in my view of love......

Suddenly, I am very grateful to God for arranging Xiaoyan to appear in my life, so that I can indirectly be outside of love, but I seem to be in love to see how I fell out of love twice......

At that time, all I thought of was a sentence that I had read not long ago: what I missed was not wrong, but excessive.

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