I don't know when most of the people in the company knew that I had resigned. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info And, all sorts of buzz have sprung up around me.

Brother Morton, a local in the prefabricated house, asked me if I had resigned with a disappointed expression, and I smiled in the affirmative.

Then he said something that shocked me very much: "Why are you quitting? Don't you want us? We can't bear you." ”

My heart snapped...... However, he still reluctantly squeezed out a smile and replied to him: "Because I miss home, my parents miss me too." ”

He let out a low "oh......

Not long after, Sister Jun, a local Chinese in the prefabricated house, also asked me: "Long Long, you are doing a good job, why did you suddenly resign?"

Again, I smiled and replied, "Because I'm homesick." ”

She stared into my eyes in disbelief and said, "Isn't it?!

Curious, I asked, "Who said that?"

She smiled: "Yes, what is there to hide? That's a good thing!"

I was confused: "I want to think so, but it's not!"

The more she spoke, the more she felt: "Haha, I know, it's useless for you to hide it." ”

I still insisted on my words: "I really didn't hide it, I don't even have a girlfriend yet, who am I marrying?"

She laughed again: "You don't have a girlfriend? Don't lie to me! On the top floor of Suriya, didn't you eat with a girl? I saw it, you don't have to hide it!"

I was confused again: "Ah? When did you see me eating with a girl? Are you dazzled? I just ordered two glasses and drank it myself." ”

She began to tease me: "Haha, I know a good girl, do you want to introduce it to you?"

I smiled stupidly and shook my head and walked away......

After that, Xiaoyan suddenly asked me on WeChat if I had resigned.

I also smiled back and said yes.

She then asked me if I was going back to get married.

I was taken aback and asked her with the same curiosity, "Who said that?"

She said someone said it.

I don't think it's groundless. Thinking about it for a while, well, Ah Bing is suspicious.

I replied to Xiaoyan: "It must have been Ah Bing telling you, right?! He said nonsense, don't take it seriously." ”

She smiled back.

I remembered that before I was about to hand in my resignation letter, Ah Bing asked me why I was going back after resigning.

At that time, because I liked to joke with Ah Bing, I said that I would go home and get married. Unexpectedly, he took it seriously......

Well, to sum it up, you can't just make jokes. Even if it's open to someone, you have to think clearly, after all, the effect of one pass ten, ten pass a hundred is very magical......

Call...... In fact, this joke about marriage, even if it is true, why not?

After all, I will definitely get married when I return to China, but it is only that year......

Time goes on.

After God closes the door to your life, he does not necessarily open a window for you, but only leaves you with a window. Whether or not that window will open depends on whether you are willing to open it or not.

The work conditions that day were not good, although it was just four days off, but I felt more tired than going to work. For four whole days, except for the first day of the holiday, I wrote five articles, and the remaining three days added up to only one article, and the spiritual output was like that. And the mental input, almost nothing. So, during the few days of the holiday, I felt so depraved.

I already have an absolute dependence on the spiritual world, and once there is no spiritual input and spiritual output, I will feel that the whole person is wrong......

At work, I am relatively slow to deal with things, and my reaction cannot keep up with the rhythm. The more prone it is to make mistakes, the lower my mood becomes. I need mental input or mental output, but the depression is preventing me from wanting to do anything.

As soon as the mood is low, thinking too much will appear......

Xiaoyan would still talk to me before the holiday, but after she came back from the holiday, she didn't seem to want to talk to me anymore, and she didn't even pay me back ten yuan in person. What went wrong?

I may have heard too many good things in my interpersonal relationships, and I felt very uncomfortable when I occasionally heard someone say bad things about me. Is it all the fault of habit?

It seems that people's emotional loss will suck up all the unhappy things like a magnet. I am so tired......

casually open Baidu to look at the news, and suddenly see some news with positive energy. That is to say, there is a girl who has cancer, but she is still very optimistic to record her fight against cancer in the form of comics.

Although I have seen a lot of these news, when I saw these news that day, I was willing to choose to think.

Why is it that others can face it so positively and optimistically even if they are suffering from illness, while the healthy me is negative because of some emotions? Is this worthy of my own life? Do I understand how happy I really am?

When I was studying, I heard that some elderly people were worried all day because of their illness, and finally their condition continued to deteriorate and they passed away. At that time, I was very naïve to discuss with others that if those elderly people could live optimistically, maybe their condition would gradually improve. As soon as this remark came out, it was immediately refuted: It's easy to say, but if it's you, can you be optimistic?

In retrospect, well, it's really not easy to be optimistic. In particular, optimism in the face of a major blow to the body and mind.

God has closed the door of life, and his heart is very dark! But there is always a window left on the road of heaven and man. Optimistic people will be brave enough to open that window and let the good light shine into their hearts, while pessimistic people may not open that window because they will feel that it is also dark outside the window.

So, life is your own, and God is just preparing a multiple-choice question for you.

In that case, I'm going to continue with my 2b optimism of Sagittarius......

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