"Oh, you said I shouldn't, shouldn't have said I love you at this time, how can I prove that I don't have the strength to lie. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Oh, please tell me, is it a time to give up...... "from "Give Me Time for a Song".

Impulsiveness is the devil, and the predecessor of the devil is too caring.

After my dream of falling in love was shattered, I became extremely abnormal.

At that time, I thought that since we were separated, we should not have anything to do with each other anymore.

So, I got on her button and deleted me from her friends! The couple space was also dismantled! The premise is that when I was in love with her, we both knew each other's button code.

I seem to have gotten so good!

I think Gan must have been very sad at that time!

Later, her best friend also called me and scolded me, saying that I didn't understand her at all! Yes, I really didn't understand her......

Looking at the photos she had sent earlier, those memories filled my mind again.

This one was sent by my aunt Xiu when she went to play. When I was still in the bathroom, I sent her a picture of my head. She was silly for a long time......

This one, it's me. I always felt like I didn't look good at it. She thinks it's the best-looking, and uses it to make a mobile phone screen. I also asked her aunt everywhere in the factory if I was handsome. I was stupid for a long time......

What about that one...... I'm just like that, silly recalling......

Remembering and remembering, I feel so reluctant to her, I miss her so much.

At that time, I had just finished writing my second song, "The Script of Destiny".

I called her and said I wanted to finish the song and listen to her. She agreed.

I sang it, and it was so sad. Originally, this song was intended to be written as a happy love song, but I didn't expect it to be divided, so I wrote it as a sad love song.

She listened quietly, breathing a little sob......

She said, "Why do you sing so emotionally now?"

I...... I don't know how to answer......

I forgot how that conversation ended.

Later, Brother Hong and Xiaolong both knew that Gan and I had separated, and they both told me to look away a little, but also told me to chase her back.

During my relationship with Gan, Brother Hong and Xiaolong both chatted with Gan through me, and they were also added as friends. Well, I don't know if it's good or bad.

In the days after falling out of love, I had no intention of attending classes, and almost all of them were writing songs. At that time, I had just finished writing a new song "Wounded Angel", and Gan's birthday was approaching.

At that time, there was a singing competition in the small commercial street opposite the college, which had just started. I suddenly wanted to sign up to sing, sing my own songs, and let Gan on the other side of the phone hear me.

Brother Hong and Xiaolong were very supportive of me, and they also called my brothers and sisters to help cheer me up.

I don't know where I got the courage to sing on stage. That's something I couldn't have imagined!

That night happened to be Gan's solar birthday, and I was so excited!

However, the registration time has long passed! By then, the finals are approaching!

I'm disappointed!

However, Brother Hong did me a great favor! He took the initiative to communicate with the host above, hoping to borrow the stage for a few minutes after the singing competition was over. It's done!

Brother Hong has a wide range of connections, and the hosts above are all from our academy. Phew, thank you so much Brother Hong!

Well, after the singing competition, I plucked up the courage to go on stage. Before singing, I called Gan and asked her to listen to me sing the next song. Then, hand over the phone to Brother Hong.

I walked to the center of the stage, so nervous! There were a lot of people in the audience, and you see, most of them weren't students. There are children, aunts, uncles and uncles and other people of different ages.

I first said that I don't know how to compose, so the following song was written by my own feelings and was given to my girlfriend on my birthday today.

After that, start singing......

It's all a cappella, because there's no music. I don't care if I sing well or not. Although there were a lot of snickering voices in the audience, I didn't care about it. I just hope that Gan can hear me on the other side of the phone and hear my heart. I still love her, forgive me for my impulses, okay? I know wrong......

After singing, I said, "Happy birthday!"

I turned around and walked off the stage, but what I didn't expect was a lot of applause and cheers. It's so exciting! No wonder so many people like to be celebrities......

I took the phone that Brother Hong had helped me get, and I asked, "Did you hear that?" ”

She replied, "No, it's noisy." Inaudible. ”

I was emotionally lost again, but I still cheered up and wished, "Happy birthday to you!"

She said coldly, "I'm sorry, my birthday has passed! ”

I hurriedly continued: "What I wish is your birthday on the solar calendar." Whew, how are you doing?"

She said something that made me fall into hell at the time: "Don't call me anymore, I have a boyfriend by my side! ”

I...... I...... Tears blurred my vision all at once. I tried to say "oh" and hung up......

I tried hard to break through my inner fear and go on stage to sing, but she didn't hear it......

Was fate playing tricks on me? And then, less than a month after we broke up, she became the man's girlfriend. Is this fate going to break me? Is it really love that she once said she loves me?

Perhaps, I don't love her either. Otherwise, how could I have given up on her so easily?

My spiritual world, at that moment, was completely chaotic! I just wanted to cry......

I can't be seen crying, though. I should be happy in front of others!

When Brother Hong and Xiaolong came over and asked me how I was, I pretended to be indifferent and said, "No." ”

They reassured me, it's okay, a lot of girls. Yes, there is still a long way to go......

Missing, it's not like you can get your wish if you don't want to. You don't have the right to take the lead.

I began to think about my past with her and asked myself, "What is love?

Thinking of it, that time I asked her to kiss my face, and she said no.

Shortly after the headshot, I asked her, "What can I do to you at that time?"

She said coquettishly at that time: "You can do whatever you want, it's your own inconvenience, it's none of my business." ”?

Heck, I think the most seductive thing a woman can say is to say "whatever you want" if you're a little coquettish or a little charming. ”

But when I think of these things when I break up, my heart hurts so much......

In order to numb myself, I went to play ball by myself every night. I thought that when I was tired from playing, I could forget the heartache. However......

I actually stood at the free-throw line and asked, "Do I love Gan? If I love, I will go in! If I don't love, I will not go in." ”

Then, shoot.

As soon as the ball went in, I said like a fool, "It turns out that I love Gan!"

Standing at the free throw line again, he asked: "Will Gan and I get married, yes, just enter." No, no. ”

Then, shoot.

The ball didn't go in, and I said like a fool, "How can it be?

So he stood at the free throw line and asked, "Is the other half of my life willing?" If not, don't enter. ”

Then, shoot.

If the ball doesn't go in, I'm stupid......

Then, continue this senseless foolish behavior.

Forget her days, it's so hard.

Finally, when I rarely saw her in my mind, I thought I could tidy up my spiritual world with peace of mind.

Who knows, Brother Hong and Xiaolong will suddenly tell me about Gan's buckle dynamics. I broke down again all at once!

It's really hard to forget her!

Because of her, I learned to write my own songs, and I kept doing it. It's kind of a wasteland that has opened up my spiritual world...... She's changed me a lot, and it hasn't stopped.

Perhaps, she and I are really suitable to be friends.

After a long time, she and I were able to talk like friends. However, the feeling in my heart is always so strange and unacceptable.

So, my close relationship with her has been maintained.

Just because, "I can't tell whether you are friendship or missed love." ”

From "The Dandelion's Promise......

I'll always grow~

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