Chapter 57: The Helplessness of Love

"Zijun, don't cry, it's all my fault, I won't force you if I say it's good. Looking at the girl crying in front of her, Yao Jing's heart ached, and he couldn't help but secretly regret it, saying that he was waiting for her, why did he want to force her like that? Knowing that she didn't have herself in her heart, why did he question her now? It's really unreasonable, isn't the only thing in this world that can't be forced is the human heart? What's wrong with herself? I wasn't like this before, and when did I start to suffer from gains and losses like this?

It seems to start with the fact that I want to have this uncertain relationship. Knowing that he was uncertain, his heart wanted to be sure more and more, and wanted to be recognized and affirmed by her. In fact, if you really love, even if you don't say that word, you will have a sense of security, right? Just like Jianhua, he dared to loudly announce that A-Ying was his daughter-in-law, and A-Ying was the main one in everything. And he, when others joked about him and Zijun, he only dared to laugh and acquiesce, and secretly rejoiced at this kind of other people's thoughts, rejoicing that at least others thought so. But he never dared to say out loud that she Chen Zijun was my girlfriend!

Since you're leaving, let's have a meal with your friends, and I don't know what day I'll return. Although Shenzhen is not too far away, it will not be okay to run here again, although my cousin is still here, there are many people in my hometown who can take care of her, and he is not worried.

Everyone consciously let Zijun and Yao Jing sit together, but the two of them were strangely silent. Yao Jing looked at a few good buddies and spoke, "Dude, let's have a few drinks today, how refreshing and how to drink, how inconvenient it is to have a woman in the middle." Although Jianhua was skeptical, he also felt that it was reasonable, so he no longer insisted.

"Okay! Let's dry this glass of wine, I wish my brother a bright future in the future!" Jianhua took the lead in drying the wine in the glass, Yao Jing was the most reluctant to leave, but fortunately, it was good to have his daughter-in-law with him every day. Yao Jing touched the cup with him vigorously, and it was also dry.

"Brother Jing, little brother, I also wish you success, don't forget a few brothers when you are developed in the future. Li Mingyang raised another glass of wine and splashed with Yao Jing, and then both of them drank it all. Then Yang Yang raised his glass to salute Brother Jing, and Brother Jing went down to his stomach cup by glass, and after a while, his face was a little red, but everyone was very interested.

Zijun looked a little sad, he had never drunk like this before, but he thought that he had no position to care about or care about him? What he wanted was never the friendship of her friend. At noon, he apologized again and again, she finally stopped crying, and said to him ruthlessly: "I'm sorry, Brother Jing, I really can't accept you now." She didn't want to give him any more hope to continue, she didn't want to live up to his care and love anymore, so the only way was to refuse completely. He said: "Actually, I already knew, but if you don't say it, I have always had a glimmer of hope." That's fine, I can leave with all my heart. ”

Yao Zi couldn't look at it, Brother Jing had to be drunk like this. "Hey, what are you doing, Brother Jing will get drunk like this. ”

I don't know who replied: "Men drink, women don't care, let's not get drunk today." ”

Yao Zi couldn't either, so she had to pull Zijun's arm, hoping that she could stop her by making a sound, "Zijun, say hello quickly, otherwise what if you get drunk?"

"I-not very good, why don't you call Ah Ling to talk about it. Yao Zi couldn't, thinking that Zijun was thin-skinned, so she had to go to Ah Ling for help again. Ah Ling was refreshed, quickly stood up, and said to Jianhua: "You guys drink less, you have to go to work tomorrow." "I was supposed to work overtime tonight, but in order to bid farewell to Yao Jing, several of them took leave.

"It's okay, I'm sure I'll get up tomorrow morning! If Brother Jing is drunk, he will sleep with us, and you will go to the dormitory today to squeeze in for one night." "My good brother is leaving, so I can talk about my heart, so I miss the old days. Ah Ling had to shake her head and sit down, it seems that she doesn't want to care about their group of men today. Ah Zi saw that Ah Ling was defeated, so she had to give up, and decided to eat her own and leave their affairs alone.

Sure enough, when the banquet was dismissed, several men were a little drunk, especially Yao Jing, who was still muttering to himself, "Zijun, I love you, why don't you love me." Jianhua helped him to the rental house not far away, and sighed: "They all said that you are not suitable, but you don't listen." ”

"Zijun, Brother Jing went to Shenzhen, are you willing to do it?" Yao Zi was very puzzled, according to how much his brother liked Zijun, he should be reluctant to leave.

"Of course we will be reluctant to go to Brother Jing, but it is more beneficial to his career development, of course, only to bless Ta Luo. ”

"I'm asking you, are you reluctant to give up, what do you think?" Ah Zi stood in front of Zijun and looked at her very seriously. Although she was indeed an outsider to the two of them, she should not be bothered, but one was his brother and the other was her good friend, and she really wanted to find out. When Brother Jing decided to learn pastry, she was a little strange and asked him, and he said, "Look at me, I'm not young, my education is low, and I don't have any other skills, what will I do to make my wife and children live a good life in the future?" At that time, she knew that Brother Jing decided to leave for Zijun, and she also thought that Zijun should be with her brother, so her brother made such a determination, but now it seems that it is not the same thing.

"Ah Zi, Brother Jing and I, we are not what you think. Zijun tried to explain to Yao Zi.

"Then you tell me what it is?If you don't like him, why do you want us to have such an illusion?Brother Jing likes you, don't you know?" Yao Zi couldn't help but be a little excited when he heard Zijun say this, and thought of Brother Jing's two wrongness, "I said at that time, your ambition is too big, it's not suitable for him at all, I persuaded him not to like you, but he still refuses to give up." It must be because of you that he wants to go to such a far place, right? Do you know, Brother Jing is like my own brother, he has cared for me since he was a child, and he left, do you know how reluctant I am? It is because of you that he wants to learn what pastry, and now because of you, he has to go so far away. Chen Zijun, why are you so heartless? Yating is a hundred times better than you. ”

"Ah Zi, I don't have ......"

"You didn't like him, or did you not take advantage of him? At that time, when Zeng Jianren said that you liked Brother Jing, why didn't you make a noise? When we went out to play later, we always deliberately let you sit with Brother Jing, why didn't you object? To put it bluntly, you are hypocritical, you don't like him, but you accept his kindness to you with peace of mind!" After Yao Zi finished speaking, he angrily walked towards Ah Ling who was not far away, leaving Zijun alone behind him.

Yao Zi's words were fierce and straightforward, even her best friend looked at her like that, so what would others think? Zijun's heart ached, but he also forced back the tears that were about to flow. What should she say in order to explain to Yao Zi that she originally wanted to make Zeng Jianren misunderstand, but never thought that Brother Jing also misunderstood? Or did she have to express her rejection of Brother Jing directly in front of everyone when Brother Jing didn't confess at all? Or do you still want to say that in fact, she also tried hard to make herself like Brother Jing, but there was no way to force her heart?