Chapter 56: Love and Unlove

It's been nearly a month since the last time I watched the movie, but Yao Jing hasn't been here again, Yao Zi naturally saw something, but he didn't know how to speak. After all, I deceived Zijun at the beginning, and now I regret it in my heart, and I would rather follow him to be a light bulb, at least I know what happened.

At this time, Yao Jing was facing a dilemma between work and love.

He learned the whole set, and it took more than a month longer than others who only learned a part, and the teacher naturally appreciated a student like him who was both talented and hard-working. The owner of this pastry school also has several stores, and now he is planning to open a branch in Shenzhen, and the master still lacks an assistant, so the teacher recommended him to the boss, saying that although his qualifications are shallow, but the future is limitless, and he can get 800 for food and accommodation, and 1,000 after three months. Yao Jing is naturally 10,000 willing in his heart to have the opportunity to be an assistant to the master, this is an opportunity that many people can't ask for, but when he thinks that Shenzhen is so far away, will he still have the opportunity to be with Zijun in the future?

Originally, Zijun couldn't accept him, and if he went to Shenzhen, this relationship would basically be tantamount to giving up. Watching the movie that day, he was also emotional, he was indeed a little abrupt, there are many girls who start to hug and hug after dating boys for a long time, and even live together a lot, but how can Zijun be the same as other girls, if she is such a frivolous girl, he will not be so uncontrollable, right? In fact, with his current skills, he can find a small bakery near here to do it, and the salary can be about the same, and he can also be a master, but his future development will definitely be limited.

This matter has made Yao Jing entangled for two days, on the one hand, there is a promising job, and on the other hand, the girl he loves, and reason is telling him that he should choose a job. But after all, there is no way to completely let go of my heart, and the initial touch of heart is always so provocative, and I am reluctant to give up even though I know that it is hurt. After turning around the dormitory a few times, still unable to understand, Yao Jing suddenly picked up his bag and walked out.

Yao Jing's arrival made Zijun very surprised, thinking of the situation that day, Zijun was embarrassed for a while, but he still obediently followed Yao Jing out, after all, she has known him for more than two years, and she has always known his goodness. Yao Jing walked in front, Zijun followed obediently, neither of them spoke for a while, and the silent breath circulated between the two, slightly embarrassed. Yao Jing walked into a milk tea shop not far away and ordered two cups of milk tea, this store is a relatively elegant place in this area, the seats are independent, and the air conditioning is turned on.

"Sit down. Yao Jing sat down first, and saw Zijun still standing there stupidly. His expression was a little serious, Zijun couldn't think of what Brother Jing was going to do with her for a while, Zijun really missed the time when everyone was friends at the beginning, before he and Brother Jing occasionally talked and joked, everyone went out together, Zijun felt so happy, I don't know when these began to change.

In fact, in the past year, everyone has changed, Yating has found a boyfriend and left, I heard that the job is very good now; Xiaoxia is also gone, with the support of her boyfriend, the work is also popular, I heard that the sales performance is very good, and the whole person is a lot more foreign; Yao Zi also gets along well with the boy she likes, and there is a lot less time to stick to her; Ah Ling has been like a husband and wife with Jianhua since she moved out of the dormitory. In fact, Zijun herself has changed, from a workshop worker to an office clerk, which is a white-collar general existence in the eyes of ordinary workers, although she is still far, far away from the real white-collar workers. Brother Jing has also changed, Brother Jing no longer likes to laugh and laugh as much as before, and his eyes have become deeper.

"I got a new job. After a moment of silence, Yao Jing's voice suddenly sounded, and Zijun, who was in deep thought, was stunned for a long time before he reflected,

"Congratulations, you've finally succeeded. No matter what, she hopes that Yao Jing can live well.

"Don't you ask me what my new job is and where it is?"

"Huh, aren't you making pastry?"

"Yes. In the face of Zijun, Yao Jing was really a little frustrated, that is, Yao Zi would definitely be full of curiosity and ask what he was doing, where was it, why Zijun just said congratulations? She didn't care, so she didn't care? No matter where he was, it was the same for her, right?

"I'll just say it. Brother Jing, where is your new job?" Although Zijun asked a little late, Yao Jing was still a little happy.

"Shenzhen, it's a bit far away, I don't really want to go. Yao Jing said slowly, word by word.

"Shenzhen, I've heard that Shenzhen is even more prosperous than Guangzhou. Why don't you want to go, are you not satisfied with your work?" Zijun's eyes were full of doubts, and there was nothing else.

"No, work is a rare good job. It's just, I don't want to go, don't you really know why?" Yao Jing stared at Zijun, his eyes burned, Zijun was looked down at her, she was not stupid, but now it didn't seem appropriate to even pretend to be stupid, "Brother Jing, you really don't have to-"

She can't afford his affectionate love, and she can't afford to give the corresponding love.

"Zijun," Yao Jing interrupted her, "do you like me even a little? Even if there is a little, I am willing to wait until the day when you like me very much." ”

"I-" As a friend, she liked him very much. But is there another kind of liking in the sense? Zijun doesn't know. Maybe there is a little bit, and she can't tell whether it's because she likes it or because she likes it. Or maybe it's just moving, so she really can't give him an answer right now. Maybe never, maybe it will.

But certainly not now, "I'm sorry-"

"Zijun, you don't have to tell me I'm sorry, what I want is never your sorry. Yao Jing was a little depressed, is there really no hope, if he said that he was ordinary and mediocre before, he didn't dare to love. But now, as long as he is willing to work hard, he still has a very bright future, and his horizons have broadened a lot after leaving the factory. There are not many excellent pastry chefs now, as long as he is willing to work hard, it is possible to open his own store in the future, or even a chain store.

I remember once he bought a cake, and seeing how sweet and enjoyable she ate it, he had the idea of wanting to bake it for her every day. He dared to give it a go for her sake, but she couldn't feel anything, couldn't see his affection, and couldn't see his efforts to catch up! He looked at the girl in front of him with her head lowered, her long soft hair covering her beautiful face, so helpless and innocent, somehow there was a trace of resentment in her heart,

"Zijun, I really want to know what your heart is made of, in the face of me, in the face of Zeng Jianren, and even some boys who like you, how can you be like this-indifferent?" These four words were still heard by him from the lyrics, he didn't understand very well, but at this time he suddenly felt that it was very appropriate.

"At one point, I thought I was special in your heart, at least they couldn't get as close to you as I did. But that's all, you still sealed your heart there, so that I couldn't see it clearly, and I couldn't get close no matter how hard I tried. Yao Jing angrily revealed all the thoughts in his heart, and when he looked up, he found that the girl in front of him had already burst into tears.

Brother Jing, do you think of me like that? In my heart, you are indeed a special existence, you are my only friend of the opposite sex, I trust you, I care about you, and I hope you can live happily! I just don't know when you gradually became less happy, I really want you to become the way you used to be. I've thought about accepting your kindness, but I can't control my own heart. Zijun cried in his heart while crying, but he didn't say a word, he had already hurt this boy, what was the point of saying more? Since he couldn't give him hope, it was better to let him despair once. It's just that why does my heart hurt faintly, why do I cry? Is it for him or for my own stupidity?