The development of things is all included in "Because of Curiosity", so I will lightly fade it. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

I kept in touch with "Curiosity" after that.

Time is also slowly approaching the New Year. Uncle and aunt have returned from Zhanjiang. Seeing that Uncle has lost a lot of weight and people are also a lot haggard, my heart is so uncomfortable. Still, it's worth having fun. At least, home is like home.

There is another reason why I am so impressed by "curiosity", that is, "curiosity" is from Zhanjiang. And my uncle has walked a long way in Zhanjiang. Therefore, I am more sensitive to people or things related to Zhanjiang. Perhaps, this is also an arrangement of God. In the dark, it's all an incomprehensible arrangement.

One weekend, my aunt and I were talking in the vegetable patch. Auntie said a lot of things that shocked me.

Auntie said: "Your uncle was already in a heavy mood after the operation in the hospital before. Moreover, they often do not have enough to eat. There was a lot of food that I couldn't eat, just some gruel and soup. You also know that your uncle is used to farm work, and it is very painful for him to not have enough to eat. Moreover, you have to do chemotherapy every once in a while, which makes your uncle more and more emaciated. Regarding your uncle's condition, I have never told him in the hospital. I hope he can look at it with optimism. That's why I often tell him optimistic stories. In order not to make him so hungry, I went early every day to prepare breakfast for him. I'll borrow it for medical expenses. In short, I want your uncle to take good care of his body. Later, your uncle can get out of bed and walk slowly, and he can eat a little more food. I'll accompany your uncle to often take a slow walk in the corridor. Originally, your uncle was a little relaxed under my long-term guidance. However, the other patients next to your uncle's bed often talk about how distressing the illness was. If you talk too much, the more your uncle listens, the more scared he feels. Later, your uncle cried...... Crying and telling me I wanted to go home. I was doing chemotherapy there, and I don't know when. I also cried, like a child, and said to your uncle, then let's go home......"

Auntie cried as she spoke, and I cried as I listened. Perhaps, this is the test that God has given to our family......

Auntie is really hard. I took care of my uncle in Zhanjiang alone, got up early and stayed at night, and accompanied my uncle as much as possible. You know, the floor of the hospital is very high, and you have to take the elevator for a long time every time you go up and down. To buy breakfast, you have to go through a road and cross a large road with many cars. Huge pressure, she will not be presented on my face for my uncle to find out. She was just like that, taking care of my uncle alone and bringing it home. She is really my uncle's "good Chinese wife" and our children's "good Chinese mother".

I think that the most blessed thing for my uncle in this life is to marry my aunt.

It's late at night, and family affection is deep in my heart.

After that, Uncle slowly recuperated at home. Every day after work, I can see my aunt and uncle. It was very important to me at that time! I was warm again......

After that, it's the New Year.

Although the New Year is not very lively, there are still good wishes. The most important thing is to hope that your family is healthy!

Time, in this atmosphere, continues to walk.

Originally, during work hours, I usually thought about melody and lyrics. However, the emergence of a new field changed me.

I'm always wandering in my memories, collecting bits and pieces of the past. Like, back in time. Turn on the machine, turn it on, and I will laugh unconsciously. Or, unconsciously, sad. In short, emotions change a lot in memory. In those working hours chasing memories, I didn't feel the hard work at all. On the contrary, I am very much looking forward to getting off work, because after work, I can write "The Girls I Like". Really, never tried to write something so positively written.

Well, yes, "The Girls I Like" was already being written at that time, so it's a draft.

I didn't sleep during the nap time at noon, and I used it to write.

Well, "writing something" refers to writing an article or something like that. It's just that I don't like to use the word "writing articles", it feels so stiff. Therefore, I usually use "write something" instead of "write articles", which is more relaxed for me.

At that time, no one at the company knew what I was doing, they just thought I liked to play with my phone. If I hadn't become obsessed with writing at that time, I think the mobile phone network would really not be fun for me.

Most of the writing is a bit exaggerated or connotative. I don't mind, though. Because it's fun to write!

Gradually, writing "The Girls I Like" has become an important thing for me. At that time, I was still an intern who came out for an internship. I have to write an internship diary every week and turn it in. I hate bondage, can I like to write those internship journals?

I didn't have an internet connection at home at the time, so I had to go to an Internet café to write. All kinds of troubles and all kinds of troubles made me hate internships more and more. Sure enough, the future still responded to me at that time, and I really couldn't get my graduation certificate. Call......

Later, I went to the Internet café no longer to write an internship log, but to download Luo Zhixiang's dancing video. began to chase the new album released by Luo Zhixiang, and I really liked to watch him dance at that time, and I would imitate and dance a few times when I thought about his dance at work.

This is also cultivation, cultivation of my technical arts.

When "The Girls I Like" was written in high school, I not only downloaded Luo Zhixiang's dancing videos in the Internet café, but also began to like the music videos of Lin Junjie, Jay Chou, Wang Leehom, and Wu Kequn. I was fascinated by their music. It was a wonderful time to receive the baptism of music, and it was so fulfilling. The nourishment of the spiritual world is constantly enriched.

Of course, in those days when I wrote "The Girls I Like", she, my first love, would occasionally come to my space to watch this thing.

Actually, I couldn't let go of her at that time. But I always have to pretend that I have let go of her. Why? Because the feelings are so complicated, I can't see through them, I can't learn them......

When "The Girls I Like" wrote about my relationship with her, she also came to my space to watch it. I don't know what kind of mood she felt when she saw it, and my mood was helpless sadness.

My separation from her has always been at work. I always thought to myself that it was still possible for me to be with her, and then I was slapped hard by the facts. Always, without stopping, making the same mistake.

In order to numb my thoughts and nerves, I became interested in the young people of the opposite sex who appeared around me and felt a little. It can distract me, and maybe start a new relationship.

However, I don't know if Heaven deliberately wanted me to accept the test of imminent separation. Because, around me, there are almost no young people of the opposite sex. Yes, they are also married.

Like I wrote about that married woman in the previous chapters, called Leigh.

I didn't know her name was Leigh at first, and I didn't ask. I know this in my own way, little by little.

Maybe it's because when I look at her at work, she sometimes looks at me. It made me feel like she was interested in me. Sometimes, the rest of my eyes always feel like she's looking at me. I guess I'm too sensitive.

Either way, on the floor where I am, the person I care about the most, and the person I pay the most attention to, is her. On the contrary, she is a married woman.

Once, instead of overalls, she wore a very tight, sexy outfit and 10 cm high heels to work. When she first walked in, I didn't even know it was her, and I thought there was a new beautiful employee.

It wasn't until Rui recognized her that I was stunned! It was really charming! Her figure was amazing! I walked past her, and I felt a slight electric shock. If she hadn't been married, it's hard to say I wouldn't have chased her......

Working hours are not so boring because of her presence. Later, she took a month off, and I felt that without her sitting across from me, I was not motivated to work. Did I start to become interested in mature women before I knew it? Well, it's still a mystery.

Write stuff, write so well that it's addictive, even in the middle of the night. As a result, the next morning the bed is more powerful, and it is easier to be late.

Yes, since I started to get obsessed with writing, instead of staying after work every night to learn the technology, I often get late every morning. I've gone from being the hard-working me to not being enterprising. Brother Xia also changed his opinion of me, and began to pay attention to cultivating Wei. And I, slowly, became a thug.

From here, a new turn began to take place in my heart.

My overthinking is getting worse and worse. As the pressure of work increased, my relationships became more complicated, and my mind became more and more messy, I had thoughts of escaping.

It feels amazing. There is a feeling of going back in time and living again.

Huh, isn't that all I want to cultivate?

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