Out of Curiosity (5)

Time has fallen, and I am quietly looking up at the sky, will there be angels......

Everything is unpredictable, telling the funny of fate, I always don't understand. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

The day before yesterday, when I finished the third part, I was very happy. All afternoons at work, singing and dancing, even dinner was sweet.

During that dinner time, Rui looked a little off. I asked him, "What's wrong? You seem to have something on your mind." ”

He just stared at me, and I looked at him blankly. Suddenly, he looked melancholy, "I only saw it now?!"

I...... I...... Top!

After his every move, every word and deed. After another fifteen minutes of abusive listening, I finally gathered first-hand information.

Then, another minute is used to analyze the case. Cause and effect, cause and effect, oh, it turns out that he was harassed by "feelings"!

But I can't subdue the beast of "feelings"! I can only let it get away with it......

Still, I'm willing to comfort him. After all, they are all from the earth! They are also good partners of China, Guangdong, the west, and neighboring cities! Of course, they should be comforted and comforted.

Yes, according to the analysis, he made a girlfriend from a fellow countryman not so long ago. They held hands the second time they met, but this is not normal for Rui!

Because, he picks up girls and holds hands when they meet for the first time, and even ...... You know.

But he didn't do it to his fellow countryman's girlfriend, and he said he didn't know why, he just felt that she was so special!

Rui is a more superstitious person, and his family helps him tell fortunes that his future wife is from the province and is still from the north. He believed it, very much! So he was hurt like never before!

His fellow countryman's girlfriend dumped Rui after he paid his salary and bought a 1,000-yuan bag and sent it to her!

That was the first time I've seen him with wet eyes since I met Rui, and I must have been crying for a long time......

But that was the previous year. Here's where the problem arises, and his countrymate's girlfriend takes the initiative to contact him again, and wants to be together again.

He was entangled, because the results of the fortune-telling contradicted his inner feelings.

I think this is really tangled up for a superstitious person.

After his girlfriend got back together with him, she always asked him to buy gold jewelry, which I thought was a little scary! But Rui thought that his girlfriend had changed a lot, and now they were more willing to pay attention to him. I don't know, maybe the woman will hurt him again. Or, maybe the woman really changed her ways. I don't know, after all, people in love are fools...... Whew, it's good that I'm out of love......

Who knows, as soon as I got into the space, I saw her, and my first love commented on one of my songs "She's Not Important". "Why, I wrote my present." Is it my delusion?"

That's right, just such a simple sentence, I have become a similar "fallen person at the end of the world" with Rui......

My heart feels so lost and sad. Uncontrollable, or unconsciously wet. Fortunately, Rui in the tangle didn't find out, otherwise, he would have to lie. That night shift, I was thinking nonsense......

Why did she still enter my world? Why didn't I restrict her from entering my space? Was it that I had been looking forward to it? I thought about it again, and I wondered, and my heart was even more lost! Alas, it is said that "feelings" are inhuman beasts, hurt and hurt......

Until yesterday, it happened that the company had a power outage, so it was a day off. I slept until ten o'clock, and then I wrote the fourth.

In the afternoon, I went out with Rui. In the process of waiting for Rui, I played WeChat again, and saw that curiosity expressed a new mood: "What kind of festivals, New Year's Eve and the like, when you think I have a lot of friends to accompany me, do you know that I am alone on the computer......"

It's quiet, it's quiet, I'm very quiet. It's just that the heartbeat is so fast, so fast. In the same way, there is loss......

At this point, what should I say? Keep following the feeling......

There will always be an answer.

Nights are always the most sentimental time. If you are not careful, you will always fall.

If the outcome is no longer important, then what's the point of the truth?

Tonight, it was a very ordinary time, just a little episode. When I was about to get off work, our youngest friend suddenly said to me, "Long Long, the women here are so bad!"

When I first heard it, I thought it was weird, bad?!, and then I looked in the direction he was looking, oh......

So, I also agreed, "Yes, it's bad, it's bad!"

Is it so hot? Why are you dressed so revealingly? But yes, it's really hot. Whew......

After cleaning, I dragged my tired body, put on earplugs and listened to music, and drove my bicycle "Blazing Red" to ride slowly towards home. On the road, the dim streetlights didn't illuminate the front I wanted to see, just riding by feeling......

When the song "Lonely Singing" was put in the earbuds, I happened to be riding on a dark path, because it was getting more and more remote, so there were no street lights.

And the prelude of this song is so deep, and there is a little scary laughter, it feels like the background music of a ghost movie.

There was no one on the road, only me. It is surrounded by undeveloped wasteland, and I don't know where it used to be. Maybe there are graves in these wastelands, but they may have been bulldozed...... When all the horror factors of my fantasies are concentrated, I feel a little creepy!

The music is getting more and more terrifying, I want to cut the song but I don't want to stop.

The darkness was deepening, and I didn't know if I was hallucinating, but I always felt like something was leaning against me in the back seat, but I didn't dare to look back. Because of the chill on my back, I got goosebumps!

I rode faster and faster, ignoring anything. I just want to hurry, hurry, hurry, go home!

But at a corner in front of me, I vaguely saw a black figure, I couldn't see the face clearly, as if the face was blocked by long hair, and I was wearing a little dark pajamas......

I don't think I've ever seen anyone like this, so I don't have any doubts in my heart, and of course I'm relieved to see someone.

I kept staring at the figure and rode hard! But something strange happened!

My bike may have hit a small rock and the front of the bike twisted, and I was distracted, but luckily I still have some skills, otherwise I would have had to turn the car upside down!

Continue to look ahead, what about people? No, it's only for a moment, even if you run, it's impossible not to see, and there is nothing to block your vision.

Don't think about it, go home quickly! Ride, ride! Suddenly I remembered, as if someone had said that there had been a casualty car accident around that corner a few years ago!

Nani?!You can't really hit the ghost?!Luck won't be so low?!I've only been cutting my hair for a short time, and my forehead isn't blocked too much by bangs!

How could it be? Finally, under a series of self-questions and self-answers, I arrived home safely. It's just that I'm drenched in sweat and frightened!

However, after taking a shower, I forgot about my fears. Because maybe it's just because I've been thinking too much lately......

It feels so weird. I can't seem to think about it, it's all the fault of that song, and the prelude is so bad!

Well, I wanted to talk to Curiosity, but she ignored me. I don't know why? I don't want to guess...... Tired!

At the moment I just want to say, yes, the truth is that I fell in love with her. It's all because I like it.

Actually, she didn't know that I could easily fall in love with girls who sang to me, except, of course, those who had boyfriends or were married. I won't dig into the wall, I won't be a third party, and of course, I won't dare to ...... The main thing is not to want to.

Out of curiosity, I broke through what I had always wanted to do but was afraid to do – writing a novel.

Although my writing is not good, I still want to write, even if it is written as if it is bad, it doesn't matter, as long as the work I write is mine. However, I only dare to think, not write. It was curiosity that gave me the courage to start writing out of nowhere......

Because of curiosity, I regained the silly feeling I had a long time ago, and only this feeling can make me feel that my innocence is still there, and my happiness is still there.

Because of curiosity, my spiritual world has enriched another country and started a new journey.

Thank her! Although she may not have the intention of planting willows, she can make me have the heart to plant flowers. This is very important to me! Thank you very much!

I told her, "If one day you know the truth, you won't pay attention to me." ”

She replied: "Yes." ”

Now that the truth is revealed, will she still ignore me? I don't know......

I hope if I write it down, she will keep reading it. Even if I don't chat with her in the future, I can still have a tacit understanding, one writes, and the other reads. That's enough.

Whew, but be careful.

The truth is often a beautiful lie, and a lie may be the answer to the truth.

I'm finally on this point!

Because of curiosity, because of her.

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