Chapter 5: Metamorphosis V
One weekend night, I was in the "hospital". Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoI'm not sick, I'm just accompanying "Flash" to see a doctor.
"Flash" was being treated, and I was sitting on a small stool in front of the "hospital". Look at the scattered pedestrians walking by, and feel the faint beauty of the wind passing through the leaves.
Because I sit on a small stool, it looks like I'm short. Mmmmmmmm
Many beautiful women walked in front of my eyes, without leaving a trace of eyes, I was like air. And they attracted my eyes. This violates the law of conservation of energy.
The proud spring breeze blew from my left side, my face was slightly tilted to the left at a 45-degree angle, and the wind blew my bangs. Ahh
Another beautiful woman walked by, leaving no trace of heartbeat. I finally understood that there is a lot of life in the red face, and there are few flowers in the handsome pot. Forgive me for being so narcissistic all my life. Wowhaha!
Actually, isn't that how life comes by?
Repetition is the essence of life. Every day is almost the same as the day before, and tomorrow is almost the same as today. And the wonder of life lies in the fact that there is a little difference in repetition. That's different, it's freshness.
Why is it so easy for people to get bored with the life in front of them? Because it's boring, it's almost repetitive, and it doesn't feel new.
Not to mention people like me who only have three minutes of popularity, I usually don't read a book a second time, unless there are external factors, or I am nostalgic.
Although I don't like repetition, it's impossible to live without repetition. Repetition can make people habit, and habits can affect a person's life. In particular, good habits can make a person.
Since repetition can't be without, and I don't like boring repetition, what should I do?
What I've read now, I don't usually turn back to. I'm not rejecting that content, I just don't like repetition. When I buy a new book, I have read a lot of the content of the book, but I don't reject it, I will also read it from beginning to end, because if I change a book, it is new to me, and I like freshness. So I'm not without repetition, but in freshness.
I work more or less the same thing every day, and in order not to let myself live like a walking corpse, I have to "absorb" and "output" every day. "Assimilation" means reading a book, or learning something new. "Output" refers to applying what I know and applying it, just like I draw and write.
Life is complicated, but life can also be a lot more interesting because of a little change in yourself.
There was a time when I used rotten sneakers to grow vegetables. This is really a great novelty for me! Who would have thought that they would grow plants with rotten shoes? Moreover, if there are flowers and not plants, they should grow vegetables?! Isn't that fresh? But some people will find it very unsightly, or it is understandable that it is difficult for the subjective consciousness to accept. After all, not everyone wants to think outside the box of what they grew up with.
Entertaining oneself is also a novelty, albeit a bit silly. However, life doesn't care what kind of person you are at all, only what kind of life you are, happy or uncomfortable? Who decides? Isn't it the phrase "three points are destined, and seven points depend on man-made"?
Try to find a little freshness every day, and life will feel more comfortable.
Whew, "Flash" won't be discharged until the next day. The "doctor" suggested that I ride one of his bikes back first. I had no choice but to settle for it.
But halfway through the ride, the little bike didn't behave very friendly. It hurt my "good Chinese brother"!
That journey home and the next day's journey to work will be very "wonderful"! Pray for yourself silently!
I've always felt that I'm not a person who is greedy for the new and hates the old, but I am a person who is greedy for the new and nostalgic. I want everything, but I can't let go of anything. Greed is what describes people like me.
Later, after "Flash" was discharged from the hospital, it was in a very wrong condition, and I even regretted that I had taken it to the "hospital" for treatment. Because it wasn't serious, I had to ask the "doctor" to do what looked like a serious operation. It seemed to get worse! For a moment, I had the idea of buying a new bike. Because I need to travel a little, "shiny" is not healthy, it will not meet my needs. At that moment, I realized that I had already fallen into the quagmire of reality and was unconscious.
My heart began to struggle with myself, and a voice: "Flash" has been with me for so long, and has been to so many places, it is as important as a bad wife!
Another voice: Who said it was going to be abandoned? It's just that it's sick and can't overwork. Coupled with the fact that I couldn't stop growing up, I needed to buy a better bike to come back. Wouldn't it be great if Shining would have new friends with me and I could continue my growth journey?
The two voices kept intertwining, and I was distressed.
Fortunately, in the end, the "Flash" was all right! The state was better than before! So the idea of buying a new bike was dispelled.
However, the reality at that moment still made me unable to see through myself. If I were to compare "Flash" to my lover, would I still think that way, and would I really have the desire to find a new lover?
I silently asked my heart. However, there is only a silent heartbeat......
Thinking back to the bikes that accompanied me, the "Whirlwind", "Happylan" and "Blazing Red", they are no longer with me. One was buried and lonely in the corner of the house in his hometown, the other had been given away and did not know what fate had befallen him, and the other had been stolen on a dark and windy night and his whereabouts are still unknown. And I used to tell them that we would always be together. Now it seems that I am just a liar.
Perhaps, in the near future, I will actually put the "Flash" home and buy a new bike. I'm getting stronger, I'm being more demanding, and I'm getting more and more selfish.
I have not forgotten them that have accompanied me growing up, and they are all in my memory. However, does thinking this excuse me?
Actually, do you really need to be so entangled? They are things, but they are not people, can they be compared? For things, they are likes. To people, it is love. It's as simple as that, why bother? Hehe, blame me for being emotionally invested in things......
Suddenly, I thought about the relationship between the shoes I wore and my relationship. It's just an imagination.
A pair of shoes that fit comfortably is like a tailor-made relationship.
That's when I fell in love with a blue-black sneaker that was just right and comfortable. Wearing it, I am also in good shape at work, and I have been to many places together. It's also of better quality than the shoes I've worn before. It's like my first love, it gives me unprecedented comfort and a different world.
And the shoes will eventually rot, just as most first loves are fruitless.
I went to the shoe store to buy the exact same again, but it was out of stock. For example, I wanted to renew that first love, but found that it was impossible at all.
Later, I wore a lot of other shoes, but they all rotted quickly. It's like after my first love, I haven't met someone who makes me feel as comfortable as my first love.
Later, I went to the shoe store to buy shoes, but I was suddenly told that that style of shoes was in stock again. I was ecstatic to ask for the right size for me, but when I got home and put it on, I realized that it wasn't the size I was looking for at all, and maybe the shoe store didn't have that size at all. It's like a long time later, because of chance, I thought I could renew my first love, but I found that everything was no longer the way it was at the beginning. We are no longer suitable.
Later, the shoes that didn't fit in size, I reluctantly wore them to work and traveled. As a result, my toes were deformed, the pain was unbearable, and my shoes were rotting prematurely. It's like forcing yourself to continue with your first love, only to find that you are getting more and more painful, and your first love is disappearing faster. Perhaps, it is really the past that is the past, and there is barely happiness.
Later, I bought a new breed of shoes. Originally, I bought it casually, but after wearing it for a while, it felt good. Moreover, it satisfies more of my needs and is exactly the type of shoe I crave the most. It's like I might meet a girl in the future who doesn't seem to touch my heartstrings very much, and after spending some time with her, I find that she is the most suitable person for me. Of course, I'm looking forward to it.
Although the new breed of shoes suited me well, they also cracked quickly. Fortunately, I am willing to buy 502 shoe glue to glue back the cracked parts of the new variety of shoes. It's like when I get together with her in the future, there will be some arguments, which will cause the relationship to be a bit stiff. However, I am willing to take the initiative to mend our relationship.
And the shoes that didn't fit the size, even though they were rotten, I didn't throw them away. After all, it gave me a great time. So, I used those shoes to grow vegetables and beautify the room. It's like my first love, although it's no longer there, but it's the first love that brought me a good and happy time, so I still treasure the memories of my first love in the depths of my heart.
All of the above imaginations show that I am greedy for the new and nostalgic.
How can I love when I'm so greedy?
Don't think too much, take apart the word "greed" up and down, it is "today" and "bei".
When I have today's baby, I naturally know how to love.
Give me a little time, I think, we'll all understand.
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