No matter the sun or rain, Guan Lin would go downstairs to the dormitory to wait for Liu Mo. Even if most of the time what he waited for was just a proud and departing back.

Finally, one day, a familiar pair of high heels stopped in front of me. Guan Lin's gaze moved all the way, and he saw Liu Mo holding a few counseling books, his face full of impatience, and he looked at him coldly.

"What the hell are you trying to say?"

The joy in Guan Lin's eyes flashed, and he quickly stood up, seriously pulled Liu Mo's sleeve, and begged in a humble tone:

"How about you come back. ”

Liu Mo was stunned, as if he didn't expect him to follow him with great fanfare these days, just to say such a sentence. But then, she sneered disdainfully.

"I've rejected you like that, don't you even have the slightest self-esteem for a man?"

Self-esteem, huh...... Guan Lin smiled bitterly.

I'd love to have it too.

But for you, I dare not have.

"I don't want to live without you. "He's put his posture to the lowest. He can't say those touching love words, all he can say is his true words.

was hurt by her bloody, a true heart.

It was lunch break, and although the students had all gone to eat, and there were not many people in the dormitory, there were a few students who came and went, and they cast curious eyes in this direction.

Confessing in public and begging to get back together, these were originally everyone's favorite dramas when they were students.

Liu Mo obviously didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore, and the eyes around her made her embarrassed, so she shook off his touch fiercely, and threw down a sentence with disdain: "Don't pester me anymore! He walked past him briskly and staggered up the stairs.

……

Guan Lin has no friends, and when he wants to save a girl, he doesn't even have someone around who can give him ideas.

After touching the nails again and again, Guan Lin finally decided to write a letter to Liu Mo.

After the breakup, they almost never communicated well again, and Liu Mo never gave him such a chance. His character was originally self-suppressed, and in the face of her domineering, he couldn't say anything if he had a stomach.

He is really not good at expressing himself, but he can write everything in his heart! Let Liu Mo know how much he cares about her and how much he can't do without her. If she could understand her heart, perhaps, she would be willing to come back.

For this letter, Guan Lin prepared for many days. Everything he wanted to say, what he didn't say, what he didn't dare to say, he wrote all in the letter. finally wrote that he was satisfied, so he took the envelope and came to the downstairs of Liu Mo's dormitory again, wanting to hand it over to her personally.

However, this time, what he waited for was a severe beating by a group of people.

Those people were all called by Liu Mo's new boyfriend, and it seemed that he was a person who was very open in the academy. While they were fighting, they warned him not to pester Liu Mo again, otherwise they would fight again.

After these people left, the envelope he had been carrying in his arms was already stained red with blood.

Liu Mo stood in front of him at some point.

She looked at him condescendingly, and spit out four words coldly in her beautiful red lips.

"Don't be so cheap!"

The pain in the whole body is not as good as the heartache at this moment.

Perhaps it was at that moment that he was completely disappointed in her.

Cheap...... Yes, no matter how much you do, in the eyes of someone who doesn't need you, you're just making a mistake.

All his pain and dedication, what can be touched is only himself from beginning to end.

He had been lying on the ground for a long time that day.

It was raining heavily, and he lay alone in the mud, letting the rain crackle on him.

Rain, mud, blood, all mixed together. It was cold, dirty, and painful.

However, he also needs this rain to make him think about his heart.

The students who walked past him with umbrellas, they just watched, pointed, and then left nonchalantly. No one will come to ask him a few words, no one will help him to the infirmary.

They are all spectators, just like the earth-shattering case at the beginning, and everyone is just watching the play.

There will only be one person in one's own life path. Well, it's good for one to live and one to die. Why bother with those passers-by?

He once tried to open up his world, and a man came in, shattered his world, and left.

It was he who handed her the knife and watched her stab herself in the chest.

How ridiculous...... In the future, let your world be completely closed. He will never trust anyone again.

……

The rain is still falling.

……

Injuries and rain caused him to have a high fever for many days.

This fever seems to have completely burned out his feelings for Liu Mo.

Therefore, although his head was dizzy, he felt that his consciousness had never been so sober.

Later, he will still pay attention to Liu Mo's recent situation. He knew that she had had many boyfriends, and the family was either rich or powerful. She was with them, not really liking them, just trying to get enough out of them.

Guan Lin once wondered why a girl who came out of a stable and wealthy family would be like this. Liu Mo's family environment is obviously not bad, a cosmetics she uses casually, and a handbag is a famous brand. Why did she have to let those boys buy it for her?

Gradually, he finally understood that it was her true nature.

She is very realistic, there are no feelings in her heart, only interests. And he knows very well how to use his natural capital to gain benefits from others.

This is the girl I have ever liked.

This is the angel in his own eyes.

There is no such thing as salvation in the first place.

……

In the darkness, Guan Lime continued to sink.

More than ten years of life have been so desperate. Just like the darkness that enveloped him from all sides.

Sunk, sink.

However, just as he was about to sink to the bottom, the boundless darkness above was suddenly torn open. A faint ray of light spilled in obliquely.

Guan Lin's eyes narrowed slightly, trying to see the figure at the end of the light.

The man held out a hand towards him, trying to pull him out of the darkness.

Guan Lin didn't know if he should hold his hand.

Anyway, he just wanted to pull himself into the air, so let go of his hand and let himself fall back into the darkness again.

Guan Lin smiled bitterly and closed his eyes. But when he looked up again, the man still hadn't left.

On his face, his familiar smile hung on.

Is that......

……

With a full body of pain, Guan Lin was promoted to the high department.

Now he has become more withdrawn. Not only did he avoid communicating with others, but even if someone took the initiative to talk to him, he would just walk away silently without saying a word.

In the eyes of others, he was a freak.

The students of the higher department are young and sunny, and they are in their prime, since there are so many cheerful classmates around them, why waste time on him. He didn't make friends with others, and no one would make friends with him, and after only a few days of the new semester, he was isolated by the people in his class.

That's exactly what he wants.

No one approached him, and no one could hurt him anymore.

If it's destined to be lost, it's better not to have it in the first place.

There was only one boy in the class, and he was obviously a little uninteresting.

Guan Lin knew that his name was Jian Zhiheng, and he signed up for the school sports team just after the start of school, and he was indeed very talented in sports. Every time he plays basketball, he is surrounded by a lot of girls. A sunny athletic boy like this is very popular everywhere he goes, so he is the complete opposite of himself, and he is very popular in the class, and basically everyone is his friend.

This is the kind of person who is out of step with his own world, but he always comes to greet him and invite him to join him in the crowd.

"Hey, let's play ball together?"

Guan Lin bypassed him with a cold face. It stands to reason that if you have been rejected once or twice, you should have self-knowledge, why is this guy so thick-skinned?

"What are you doing with him," the other boy pulled Jian Zhiheng by, "He's always been so unsociable." ”

"Let's go, let's play ours. ”

Yes, you should learn more from your peers. Guan Lin thought indifferently. Don't bother me anymore.

……

Class, lunch, life, he is all alone. Live like a shadow shuttling through the crowd.

Every time he encounters a class where he has to find a partner to work with, he feels very embarrassed. The class quickly formed a pair, but he was the only one.

He was left alone, and in the end, he could only be randomly placed in a group by his mentor. And the group that is named will always have a bitter face, as if it has fallen into great bad luck.

Whether it is the tutor or the other students, they are disgusted with him, an outlier who is always causing trouble to others.

……

After breaking up with Liu Mo, he stopped going to the library.

Every day after school, he would go to the piano room alone to study on his own. At that time, there was just no one in the piano room, and he could enjoy the quiet time alone. Again, it is to avoid the peak flow of people during the school hours.

He'll keep learning until he goes back. At that time, his roommates should almost be ready to go to bed, and he can avoid communication with them, although even if he stays in the dormitory, most of the time no one will talk to him.

He had become accustomed to such a routine until one day.

Somehow that day, maybe he was too tired during the day, and he hadn't been studying for long before his eyelids were fighting. In the end, I had to put down my book and lean against the corner for a nap.

By the time he woke up again, it was already dark all around.

Did you oversleep? Guan Lime rubbed his eyes, and the sudden fright made him sleepy. It's dark like this...... I'm afraid it's already over!

A very bad premonition came out, Guan Lin hurriedly got up and rushed to the gate, and sure enough, as he expected, when he pushed it through a few times, the two door panels were still not moving.

While he was asleep, the Guru had already arrived!

He's locked up inside!

Guan Lin was really panicked, he slapped the door panel hard, listening to a hollow muffled sound, but the corridor outside was still quiet.

It's already early days, and those mentors must have gone home from work. No one will hear here.

After Guan Lime slapped a few more times, he finally chose to give up.

He returned to the corner where he had slept, and curled up silently.

He didn't even have a friend, no one would notice that he was gone, and no one would think of coming to the academy to find him.

There was no one to turn to in the jade slip. Since breaking up with Liu Mo, Yu Jian's meaning to him is just like an alarm clock.

Guan Lin recognized the reality in front of him. It seems that he will not be able to get out tonight.

Holding his schoolbag to his chest and making do with the quilt, he was ready to spend the night here.

After the hour, the temperature drops quickly. It was still very hot at the end of school, and now that he was alone in this empty classroom, he gradually felt a chill rise up.

He'd been here straight from school, hadn't eaten dinner yet, and now his stomach was rumbling.

At this time, other people may have taken a shower, covered with a soft quilt, lying on the bed playing with jade Jane, and sometimes chatting with their roommates, which is like a normal life.

As for himself, he was trapped here alone, hungry and cold.

Why...... Why did God choose to bear all this suffering by himself? The more Guan Lin thought about it, the more aggrieved he felt. Like his current situation, I am afraid that no one will know if he dies in a corner someday.

It's lonely, really, lonely.

……

I don't know how long it took.

Just when Guan Lin's consciousness was a little blurred, the padlock on the door suddenly sounded, as if the key was inserted into the latch and was slowly turning!

Guan Lin almost thought that he was having auditory hallucinations, but then, as if to verify his expectations, two doors really opened in front of his eyes!

A figure, standing in the middle of the beam, smiled at him.

"Great, you're here!"

The person who ran in quickly was Jian Zhiheng.

"Why are you here!" Guan Lin glared at him warily. This piano room is the place where he used to be with Liu Mo, there are many memories of them, and now, he has a kind of anger that has been broken into his private territory by outsiders for no reason.

Jian Zhiheng was still carrying a bunch of keys in his hand, and looked at him breathlessly, "Because you come here alone every day after school, and you don't go back to the dormitory until midnight every day." But I haven't seen you since midnight, so I wondered if you were still here, so I went to the guard room and borrowed the key. Good thing I came over!"

"...... you," Guan Lin frowned, "Waiting for me every day?"

Jian Zhiheng nodded happily: "Yes, because everyone is in a group, and you are always alone, I think it is better to make sure that you return to the dormitory safely." ”

“…… Have a finger in the pie. Guan Lin coldly threw down a sentence, didn't even say a word of thanks, and strode out the door.

Although just now, he also hoped that someone could save him, but when this savior really appeared, he once again chose to arm himself with a thorn, refusing anyone's approach and kindness.

Jian Zhiheng chased after him without care: "It's already so late, let's go back to the dormitory together." Even if you don't care about your own safety, consider me!"

Guan Lin walked straight with a cold face, and replied angrily: "What danger can there be in the academy." ”

"Why not!" Jian Zhiheng exclaimed exaggeratedly, "I'm so handsome, what if a girl wants to plot against me?"

"Hypocrisy!"

(End of chapter)