After dating Liu Mo, Guan Lin has always loved her carefully, cared for her joy, and was considerate of her warmth and coldness, just like holding a fragile treasure.

Because in his subconscious, he has always felt that he is not worthy of her. She is kind and pure, she is dirty and humble, and being able to be with her is a gift from God. He must do his best to protect this relationship.

During that time, he would secretly send her text messages during class, sneak to the unoccupied piano room to kiss at noon, and hold hands after school and walk a long way in the sunset. He felt as if he had pursued all his life, with happiness and hope.

She would introduce herself to a lot of friends and they all smiled at herself. But what makes Guan Lin a little concerned is that she rarely talks about her life in front of her. After a few months of dating, he still felt that he didn't know her.

He once took her home, and his mother also liked the kind and well-behaved Liu Mo, made a table of good dishes, and warmly invited her to come often in the future.

At that meal, they were very happy, and Guan Lin felt as if he had a complete family again. If he could go home with her every day, eat together, and have her company in his ordinary life, he would be content.

The relationship between the two became closer and closer, but when Guan Lin mentioned that she hoped to visit Liu Mo's house once, she politely refused him. Not only that, but he still knows nothing about her family situation.

Maybe it's because her tutor is strict...... Guan Lin thought so, so her parents didn't want her to have a boyfriend too soon. Well, to be able to cultivate such a simple angel, her parents must also be very sincere and kind people, they ...... I don't mind my past.

Happiness is always long overdue, while tragedy often comes unexpectedly.

All the dreams, all the longings, were completely shattered on that day.

That morning, everything was still as usual, Guan Lin and Liu Mo were studying together in the library, sometimes grinding their ears and temples, whispering, just as sweet as every loving couple. Later, Liu Mo still had classes and left first. Guan Lin continued to study on his own, and about a quarter of an hour later, his jade slip received a text message.

"Linden, can you take a look at Mo Mo's jade slip is you here?"

The message was sent by Liu Mo's best friend. According to her, when Liu Mo returned to the classroom, she found that Yu Jian was missing. She'd only been to the library before, maybe she forgot about it.

Guan Lin glanced at the table that was piled up with tutoring books, and replied briefly: "Not here." ”

Although during this time, he gradually became more cheerful, but it was only when he was with Liu Mo. In the face of others, he was still a little silent.

Liu Mo's best friend didn't reply, maybe they went to find Yujian elsewhere again.

In this regard, Guan Lin didn't care too much. Anyway, Yu Jian is just a communication prop, it's a big deal that he helps Liu Mo buy another piece, and when the time comes, it will be injected with the soul brand, and the address book and previous message records will be restored as they are.

After another hour of self-study in the library, Guan Lin returned the tutorial books and began to pack his schoolbag and prepare to go to the cafeteria to eat. But when he was about to close the zipper, he suddenly saw a piece of jade slip sandwiched between his books, and there were cute stickers with girls' characteristics on it. This piece of jade, he could recognize it at a glance, it was Liu Mo's!

I don't know why, Liu Mo actually dropped the jade slip into his bag. Thinking of her careless but cute appearance, Guan Lin shook his head and smiled a little dotingly.

You can now see a prompt for the latest news on the screen. It was sent by Liu Mo's best friend, and it seemed that after the person who picked it up saw it, he could return the jade slip to the owner, and now the owner is very anxious and waiting.

Thinking of that little girl's anxious appearance, Guan Lime smiled and breathed a sigh of relief for her. Swiped to open the message, planning to reply directly, telling them not to worry, Yu Jian is here, and now I will send it to them.

The screen jumped to their chat interface, and Guan Lin vaguely saw his name between the lines. He has always been fragile and a little sensitive, and suddenly inexplicably wanted to see how his girlfriend and girlfriends would talk about him when he didn't know.

Although he knew that it was not appropriate to peek at other people's messages, as if it was a ghost, he swiped the interface all the way up. With a nervous mood, I had just read a few lines, and suddenly, it was like a scorching thunder slashing from the top of my head, and the whole person was like falling into an ice cave.

"Mo Mo, we're going to make an appointment with the billiard hall this week, can we come?"

- "Okay, I don't have anything else to do anyway~"

"Uh-huh, is that called your family?"

- "What's the matter with him?"

- "Don't get him involved with me, okay?" ”

- "If I hadn't made a bet with the women in the third class, saying that I would definitely be able to catch him within a month, I wouldn't have paid attention to him~"

"Ouch, but I think people are very sincere to you?"

- "Let it be." ”

- "There are more people chasing me. ”

- "And you know how shabby he is! He said he had saved a month's worth of lunch, and then bought me a ring in his early 100 spirit stones at the stall. When I'm so cheap, I was disgusted to death, but I still have to pretend to be very moved in front of him, I admire my own acting skills!"

- "If you want clothes without clothes, if you want emotional intelligence without emotional intelligence, I'm ashamed to take him out, okay?"

- "And he also plans the future with me all day long, the future is for me to live in his shabby house, eat cheap bread for a few dollars, and then he goes out to work during the day, I clean the house at home, and I have to help him take care of his mother!"

- "Who gave him confidence?"

- "I think what he needs is a babysitter [smile]"

- "I'm angry, but I still remind myself that the little fairy should keep smiling." ”

"Hahaha, you can feel your grievances across the screen!"

"I saw you like glue before, and I thought you were going to fake the show!"

- "Hahaha, how is it possible~"

Guan Lin looked at it sentence by sentence, he couldn't believe that such cruel words came from the mouth of Liu Mo, who he had always regarded as an angel.

Why is this happening? Could it be that all the tenderness she has given herself is fake?

In her eyes, is she just such a good-for-nothing person?

Those things that she has done for her, those who want to work hard to give her a future, turned out to be just "cheap feelings" that she disliked, are they the jokes in her and others' mouths?

After that incident, his family's financial situation took a turn for the worse. knew that he was dating Liu Mo, and his mother also proposed to give him more pocket money in the future, but he didn't want to add a burden to the family, so he still chose to save his daily expenses as much as possible.

He saved his lunch money in order to buy her a gift, and many times, he was hungry and his stomach ached in the dim afternoon, but just thinking of how happy she was to receive the gift, he felt that it was all worth it.

He really wants to have a future with her, it doesn't need to be luxurious, it's simple. He just wants to have a small home and a home for him to live in. He knows that girls like romance, as long as it is what she wants, within the scope of his ability, he will definitely give it to her.

A dream he had forged with all his heart and soul was ruthlessly shattered by her.

I really don't want to believe it...... He really didn't want to believe that she was the kind of girl who hated the poor and loved the rich! He begged that he had misunderstood, and looked through the chat history again, trying to find a trace of kindness in the poisoned conversations.

However, when he slid down the page again, his gaze suddenly froze in the latest chat log.

His pupils dilated, and cold sweat soaked through his clothes.

It was as if one knife after another had stabbed him deep into his heart.

- "And you know, he's the kid in the case of the quick death!"

- "That's what it feels like to be in a hot spot!

- "I don't dare to enter his kind of family, and when the time comes, I will definitely hug each other every day and cry, and I will not be depressed!"

Then, there was a series of dazzling "hahahaha" from the two.

They recklessly take pleasure in the pain of others, without the slightest reverence for life, and they seem to have no heart at all.

Guan Lin's five fingers slowly tightened, allowing the edges and corners of the jade slip to prick his palms with pain. At this moment, he didn't know whether he should cry or laugh.

It turned out that it was all a scam.

It turned out that she became interested in herself because of that case.

The most trusted person gave him the most ruthless stab.

I have always regarded her as an angel, as the only salvation in my darkness.

Now think about it, there is such a thing as redemption...... Maybe it didn't exist in the first place.

……

In the boundless darkness, a few bubbles of despair occasionally exploded.

Guan Lin sank in the deep darkness, his body constantly sinking and sinking.

His eyes were tightly closed, and his hair was limply scattered, like a drowning man, without any life.

……

After that day, he and Liu Mo broke up.

"This is your jade slip. ”

Downstairs in the classroom, Guan Lin handed the jade slip to Liu Mo.

Then, he smiled at her as kindly as ever.

After repeated despair, he also thought about it, if Liu Mo didn't take the initiative to mention this matter, then he would always pretend not to know.

That way, they can still get along as before.

Even if she lied to herself, he was still greedy for the warmth she had given.

Think of yourself as if you were dreaming.

In front of her, he loved so humbly.

Liu Mo took the jade slip, and after briefly flipping through it, her face suddenly sank.

"Have you touched my jade slip?"

When Jade Jane receives an unread message, she will be prompted. But now, she saw a new message in her inbox that she hadn't seen before.

"What did you see?" Seeing that Guan Lin didn't answer for a long time, Liu Mo's tone became even colder. At this time, she was really a little like the one in the text message, so cruel and ruthless.

Guan Lin didn't understand, if she really saw her ulterior message, shouldn't she be the one with a weak heart? Why could she still question herself so confidently?

"Those ......" Guan Lian swallowed his saliva, and when he spoke again, he was still as weak as begging for mercy, "Is it true?"

Liu Mo raised her raised eyebrows, and there was an expected disdain in her eyes.

"Since you've seen it all, I won't hide it from you. ”

Then, her red lips moved lightly and spit out the three words that Guan Lin was most afraid of.

"Break up. ”

"No...... Guan Lin looked at her beggingly, "I didn't want to break up." ”

"I'm just ......" and I hope we can clarify some of the issues.

Before he could say the second half of the sentence, Liu Mo interrupted him coldly.

"You don't want me to think about it!"

"Don't you know I've put up with you for a long time?"

"A dull gourd like you, with bad luck on your body, no one will really like you in this life! You can still have a relationship with me for a few months, you can be content!"

She strode past her, her soft hair brushing her face, but all she could do was a chilling chill.

……

Broke up.

His first relationship ended like this.

After discovering her betrayal, she was dumped like garbage.

He endured this pain alone, and did not confide in anyone the despair of falling out of love.

He didn't know when the wound in his heart would heal. Perhaps, just like the pain of the year, it will pus, fester, and leave permanent scars.

Half a month later, his mother took the initiative to ask him:

"Recently, why haven't you seen Mo Mo come to our house to play?"

Mo Mo ...... Yes, my mother likes Liu Mo very much, and she will affectionately call her Mo Mo every time.

She was very relieved to have such a girl by her side.

However, he lost her.

"We ...... It's a bit awkward. ”

Guan Lin heard himself say this.

"It's going to be fine. ”

In this sentence, he is not only comforting his mother, but also comforting himself.

……

Perhaps it was the conversation with his mother that gave him strength, and he had planned to hide in the dark completely and lick his wounds alone, but he once again mustered up the courage to enter Liu Mo's life.

He began to wait for her outside the classroom, standing alone in the deserted hallway, wandering like a fool.

Finally, he saw the figure he remembered in the crowd.

After the breakup, she seems to be more beautiful. But there was an air of arrogance on her body, like an invisible film, separating the two worlds, making it difficult for him to get close.

He watched as she and her friends laughed and walked past him without squinting, as if they were just two strangers passing by.

Those who knew they had been friends also knew that they had broken up, and these people would glance at themselves with a mixture of pity and contempt as they passed. But they don't say a word to themselves.

He had no friends in the academy, and all of his friends were brought to him by her.

Now, she's gone, leaving his world, taking those mutual friends with her.

He was left alone.

Standing in this increasingly empty, cold world.

(End of chapter)