"Exceptions" –

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March 29, 1993. For the first time, you winked at them. oh……

Hurry up and pass, how many tomorrows. I hope this baby will grow up soon, little by little.

Live a healthy life and everything goes as you wish. When the baby grows up, it will be a little show......

you.。

Face it strong every day, every moment and every second, be happy!

When I was a child, I was hurt when I was injured, and I was comforted when I was lost.

When you encounter difficulties now, you have to learn to face them.

you.。

Never give up every time, no matter how difficult it is, persevere to the end!

Difficulties must be bravely faced with your strength and hard work, and now chase them with your heart!i....... can.……”

From my adaptation of the lyrics of "my.way".

Why can't we forget? It's not that we can't, it's that we can't forget.

Heaven wants me to forget you, but it wants me to be separated from you. Sometimes, it's hard to notice something new. But somehow, the news about you always comes to me inexplicably. No matter how you try to escape, you can't hide from it.

I used to think that I didn't love you. Because I don't know how to care for you at all. Later, I found out that I didn't know how to care for my family. Don't I love my family?

continued to continue, only to understand that I didn't love it, but I didn't know how to love.

When it comes to love, the most I do for my family is to write a song or poem for them on their birthday. Also, call to care. But when I compared, I had nothing to say......

I write more songs for you than my family, and I spend more time chatting on the phone with you than I do with my family. Does this mean that I really love you? I don't know......

Now, the only thing that is clear is that I can't forget. Even my best friend in junior high school was able to slowly calm down. But why can't I weaken the feeling that you exist in my heart?

yes, how nice it would be if you were just my friend. Or, I wouldn't be so lost.

But if you hadn't come into my heart, I probably wouldn't have tried to write songs or try to change myself. Are you my landscape, or am I your landscape? If you are my landscape, then it's a wonder. Only then can I keep coming back and appreciating.

I don't seem to be able to get far......

However, this spectacle was possessed. I can only look from afar, but I can't get closer.

If I were your landscape, maybe it would be a landscape with feelings, and occasionally look back and feel it to make up for the lack at the beginning.

Not long ago, it was so easy to type out the message. If only it were that easy, I could listen to my roommates and start a new relationship, and they would be able to introduce me to me by the way.

I was naïve to think that the premise of letting go is that I have to meet the motivation to let go. For the time being, I haven't touched it yet. So, I'll wait......

If you can't wait, you can only take another path naturally.

The process of waiting can be painful. But thinking too much about one's own feelings will soothe the inner loss. The more you lose, the more you will know how to cherish the future.

Why are you an exception? Maybe it's because you're leaving......

Sagittarius, no matter how optimistic and free I am, it is difficult to get rid of that love that seems to be close and far away.

"Game Life" -

In my spiritual world, life is like a game, a very special game.

In this game, everyone is the protagonist of their own life. What the protagonist pursues in his heart, he will pursue in life. It's a bit contradictory, and I wrote this 101st journal while it felt right......

There's no such thing as absolute fairness in the game.

Some newborn babies are also the protagonists of their own life games, but objective conditions often do not give them a way out.

Thus, they died. It's like, as soon as you start the game, the battery runs out.

Therefore, it is also a kind of luck to have life to start this game. However, not entirely, because there are many people who hate the game and want to quit quickly.

Why? Perhaps it was the pain, the physical and mental blows that were too great for them to bear. It's like, I encountered a lot of setbacks in the game, I didn't have the patience and the courage to overcome them and retreat and sink.

In the game of life, there are all kinds of characters. Some people are the protagonists in their own kingdom, and they volunteer to be supporting roles in other people's areas. There are many kinds of protagonists, some are strong, some are weak, some are shrewd, and some are stupid...... Either way, if you want to have a place in the game of life, you have to work together. It's like, the game is broken, and the cooperation of multiple people is always faster and more accurate than heads-up.

What's special is that there is no end to the game of life.

It's not like the games we play, which will blow up the machine. So how do you measure the value of this game of life? The answer is pursuit.

Yes, pursuing what you want is the direction of this game, and pursuing what you want is the highest point of this game.

Since the protagonist of each life game will not pursue exactly the same, therefore, the life game is exciting. Some for wealth, some for fame, some for stimulation, and some for love...... There's everything.

The game will have an intersection, and most of the heroes and heroines will combine their base camps together, and pass on everything they have gained to the next generation of young protagonists. Therefore, the game of life is also life-transmitting.

The game of life, whether it is fun or not, it all depends on the idea of the protagonist. It's true that some of the protagonists are demented, but they are happy, and some of the protagonists are shrewd, but they are all miserable. In the process of pursuit, you need to have an optimistic attitude. It's as if playing a game is supposed to bring pleasure, not annoyance.

As for myself, I am fortunate that the objective conditions have not cut off my life, and the subjective mentality is slowly improving with experience. I'm often a supporting player in other people's games in this game. Because the character is weak, but, it doesn't matter. When the supporting characters return to the lead role in a perfect posture, I feel that everything is worth it.

What is what I'm looking for? I've been thinking about it, but I just can't figure it out.

So, while playing this game, I explored the answers.

Three-minute heat is my style. Perhaps, what I am looking for is to create my own miracle and perfect my spiritual world before the three-minute heat cools down!

What a game of life, constant challenges, see how I play life!

Free Sagittarius, run with enthusiasm!

"Sensory Body" -

Life is a contradictory process that is both simple and complex.

In this simple process, I will have a natural happiness, and I will be happy without any constraints. But once it is extended to a complex process, I will unnaturally develop negative emotions such as fear, anger, and sadness. I wish life was simple and carefree. However, the skinny feeling of reality will confuse my eyes and give me a disappointed answer: "You think so beautifully!"

So, I had to live an ideal life in fantasy and a skinny life in reality.

After a long time, I read more books, experienced more things, and slowly, my spiritual world began to change......

In the past, I thought that only the feeling of happiness was the most important thing, and it was a happy life. It is better not to have a happy life than not to have a life. But now I don't think so.

Life contains not only happiness, but also sadness, fear, anger, etc. Those feelings are negative, but they don't negate their effects. Because if there were no opposites, there would be no relative deep feelings. For example, if there is no negative emotions such as sadness, how can there be the kind of happiness that arises when you are happy?

The more unhappy you are, the more you will feel happy. Of course, there are some wise people who see through life and are peaceful. They live with their mindset, not with their mood like most people. People who can live with their minds also need to go through the process of living with their minds. Because people who have never tried to live with their mood are not considered to have really lived. Life is lived from mood to mentality.

Living with a mood is what you value is your feelings. If it feels right, it's good, and if it feels wrong, it's bad!

Nowadays, most people in life are acting on people and things by feeling, so naturally, I am a feeling body. I like to live with feelings, and unlike others, I cherish my feelings. Whether I feel happy, negative, sad, angry, etc., I will integrate this feeling into my spiritual world. For example, when I'm sad, I'm inspired to write songs, when I'm happy, I'm inspired by a lot of melodies, and my spiritual world is almost all made up of my feelings.

Therefore, now I am all about going with the flow, happy when I am happy, sad when I am sad. Of course, moderate adjustments. Because, moderation is important. No matter what you feel, beyond a certain degree, it's not good. It's just that it's not easy to manage your feelings.

All in all, it feels good!

I am the sensory body, and I speak for my feelings!