"The Heart is Listening to the Song" -

The feeling of coldness does not let go of the small quilt. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoI can't sleep, what should I do......?

Perhaps, it's because it's too quiet. Perhaps, it's because I haven't tried to calm my mind for a long time. Listen to the song now, it feels so good!

What does it feel like? It is the feeling of being able to feel the singer's feelings.

The more I listened, the less sleepy I felt. Even if it's a song that I'm tired of listening to, it sounds different now, and it resonates with the original single cycle.

This afternoon, while cutting vegetables, I chatted with my second sister and talked about a topic about singing.

She said that the song "Fireworks Are Easy to Cold" sung by Lin Zhixuan was so good that it touched many people, and even Lin Zhixuan himself was moved by her own singing. I asked, why are you so moved? She said, "She sings so well!"

At that time, I thought, can I move people if I sing well?

Now, I think that maybe the singer sings not the song, but the feelings. Because feelings are rendered, many people can be immersed in it. When the singer sings his feelings through singing, and then resonates with the feelings in the hearts of the audience, it is moving. This is to listen to the song with heart.

Sometimes, I fall in love with a certain song because it has a good melody. But after a long time, I get tired of it.

I think I listen to the songs with my ears, not with my heart. However, I think back to deleting the song I was tired of listening to, but one day I downloaded it back. I think I'll still listen to the song with my heart. Listening to it again, it feels like an old friend. Because the emotion resonated with it......

Of course, sometimes I love a song because of a memory.

The beauty of the memories seems to have become one with the music little by little when I first experienced it.

Loving a certain song is like being nostalgic for a certain memory.

It was late at night, but I still didn't feel sleepy. It's not because it's cold, but because my heart is listening to the song......

"15 Years Like a Fake"——

This big winter vacation passed quite quickly. If you look at it as a whole, it is indeed a long 53 days. However, the holiday was divided into three time periods. I spent a while in Shenzhen, then a period back to my hometown, and then a period in Shenzhen. As a result, the holidays are shortened by the change of location.

This holiday season, very interesting. Many of the feelings I have felt over the years of reading have been relived this holiday season. From elementary school to university, the memories of 15 years made me re-examine myself.

It is inevitable that after studying for so many years, there will be many classmates. Actually, I have had a lot of friends with me since I was a child. However, the withdrawn mind always distorts this fact, making me feel that I am the only one who has always been. Hey, children with psychological disorders, that's it! Coupled with the fact that they don't know how to maintain relationships, it's no wonder why they are always lonely.

I've been studying for so long, have I really read books? What have I learned over the years? Looking at the books from elementary school to high school, my heart is full of emotion!

Flip through a few books, it tastes like memories, as if I was still a student of that year.

I probably haven't read through one. However, little by little, I opened up my future through books. This is where I think the value of reading is for me, and the Chinese culture is so broad and profound that no one can really read it thoroughly. We're all just looking at it with a telescope, and no one can figure it out with a microscope. In my studies, I found a few favorite interests, painting, music, writing, playing basketball...... Thanks to these interests, my life is not so boring.

After studying for so many years, my family has undoubtedly had the greatest influence on me.

Thank you sisters for making me fall in love with music when I was a child, thank you for my second sister for making me fall in love with writing when I was a child, and thank you for making me fall in love with painting dragons when I was a child and be interested in painting. Yes, the three good sisters play a very key role in the functioning of my spiritual world!

In fact, in the past, I would always score each sister according to the feelings given to me at each stage. Before preschool, it is the best sister of the family! A few years after the second grade, it is the best of the second sister! After high school, the third sister is the best! In the final analysis, every sister is good to their younger brother! I am deeply happy that I have such a good sister!

The most important thing is still uncles and aunts. I have paid so much sweat and tears for reading over the years, I really remember it......

I wanted to go to school tomorrow, but I didn't expect my aunt and uncle to know. When I said it, I could clearly see that the corners of my aunt's eyes were wet. Uncle's face sank. After all, this was a bit of a surprise for the two of them.

At that time, it was dinner time. Auntie put her hand on my shoulder, almost pleading: "Don't go to school so fast tomorrow, you don't have to work." I haven't been able to play yet, so I'll go to school for one more day, okay?"

I saw that the corners of my aunt's eyes were getting wetter and wetter, and my heart was sour......

I nodded, "Oh, good. ”

Later, before going to bed at night, she smiled at me like a child: "I slept well!"

I also smiled and responded, "Okay, good." ”

When I looked back, my eyes were wet......

Auntie, it's not easy to love me! I can't bear to make her unhappy......

Anyway, school hasn't started yet, so you can't ignore your aunt's feelings just because you want to travel.

Uncle, you love me so much! Although I wrote a song the day before yesterday to wish him a happy birthday, he didn't have any expression. But, a father's love is deep. From the love he burned mosquito coils for me, I knew that my uncle loved me deeply like my aunt!

There are only a few days left on this holiday. As soon as I go back to school, even if it hasn't started yet, I'll treat it as if it's open. As soon as school starts, it means that the big vacation of academic career is over. If there are no accidents, there will be no more winter and summer vacations for me to let go. I can only feel the beauty in my memory......

I have been studying for fifteen years, and I have revisited my heart after a vacation.

Thanksgiving!

"Heartbeat for Three and a Half Days -

March, the March of the heartbeat.

Three days, three-six, three-seven, three-eight, half a day, nine, long.

On the morning of March 6, my aunt woke me up in my dream.

It's time to go to school, collect your luggage, and have breakfast. Before going out, my aunt gave me a red envelope and hugged me tightly. It was then that I felt my aunt's thinness, and I lowered my head against her neck and hugged her equally tightly.

I heard her sobbing softly......

I won't let her notice that the corners of my eyes are wet......

After saying goodbye to my aunt, my uncle drove me to the bus stop on a motorcycle.

Sitting in the tailbox of the motorcycle, looking at Uncle's hair, it seems that there is more snow. This picture, as it was in those years. Uncle is still a great uncle, and I still can't grow up. Gently put your face on Uncle's back, so I feel safe! Only Uncle can give me a sense of security in the world, I believe it, and I will never forget it.

I got on the bus and looked at my uncle's back, just like I looked at my uncle's back when I was a child. The car drove away, and I put my reluctance into the collection jar in my heart. Then, look at the people and things on the side of the road and wait quietly......

When you arrive at the station, find a waiting seat with sunlight. Sit down, take a picture and send it to the air. Yes, I love the breath of the sun. So, I'm black.

The wait is always long. got on the bus to school, and still listened to the song and waited quietly. Along the way, it was all quiet. They didn't talk to themselves, they were quiet with each other.

Heart, beating quietly. Back at school, it was quiet everywhere. I like it.

When you enter the dormitory, you have to clean up and clean up for a long time.

Heart, beating in a hurry. It wasn't until nine o'clock in the evening that I went out with him, and I found that he was hungry and panicked. When I got to the door of the dormitory, the dormitory manager told me that I had to go back to the dormitory before 10 o'clock because the door was closed for sleep. It's such a long journey, not to mention that it can't be fast.

It's too challenging! If you don't go out, you can't have problems that accumulate until the next day.

Heart, beating nervously. In the end, I accepted the challenge, solved the problem of food and clothing, and bought the things I needed. When I returned to the dormitory, I was still a little short of twenty minutes before ten o'clock. I said to me in the mirror, potential is forced!

Heart, beating proudly!

On the morning of Sanqi, the alarm clock woke me up from my dream and was ready to go to Chencun Flower World.

Pack your bags and prepare change. Get it all done and set foot on your way. It's always so long to take the bus.

The car turned and turned, the station waited and waited, and finally arrived at the destination.

When I looked at the door, I felt that it seemed to be too far from the photos on the Internet......

After taking a look at the route of the tour, I groped my way forward in an adventure.

Every time I see some beautiful sights, I am very nostalgic. What I took away was only photos of the good memories of that time.

I went into a café called Tangram and I photographed the sets. At the time, I didn't know it was a café and thought it was just for the view. Later, when I walked quickly, I realized that it was a café. At the same time, this is also the most contradictory part of my trip.

After visiting this scenic spot and taking dozens of photos, I found that my heart was still empty, and I always felt a little regretful, not in the same good mood as I had traveled before.

When I passed by that tangram view, I saw someone drinking coffee, and I realized what it was. But I didn't go in, and kept walking towards the door. When I walked to the tourist route map at the door, I found that there were still a few places I hadn't visited. Actually, those places didn't appeal to me, but I walked in again. When I passed by that café again, my heart was beating longingly, but I still didn't go in......

After looking at the places a little bit, I passed by the café again, and kept my eyes on it, but my feet just wouldn't step into it.

Until I got to the door, my heart was beating so badly! The only bright spot, I don't go, it will be a pity!

I thought maybe I wasn't in the mood because I didn't go in for a coffee. So, I kicked the contradiction away, walked back in, and went in and ordered a cappuccino.

Why is it called this? I don't know when I've ever heard it, and it's priced at $25.

Sitting in the café, thinking back to the feeling of traveling, it seems like I was all alone. One person hums a song as background music, one person takes pictures, and one person talks.

I used to like it very much, but now why isn't it that kind of fun?

The smiling hostess brought the coffee, and I took a picture and sent it to the space. Yes, it was the first time I went to a café for coffee. Heart, beating very naturally!

After my coffee, I thought I would be a little happier. However, my heart became more and more sad the more I jumped. Is it because I'm leaving Chencun Flower World? But I don't really miss this attraction in the first place.

On the way back, I finally admitted my sadness......

Why is it that I can't make calls or send messages when I have my phone in my hand? Perhaps, I don't know the answer at all.

It's close, but it's so far away. It's also possible that it's always been so far away. At this time, I don't want to talk to myself anymore, and it seems that it is the season of sentimentality again. Heart, beating a little melancholy......

On the morning of March 8, I overslept, but I still had to go out. Because of the eight scenic spots of Foshan that I want to play, there is only one scene missing!

Prepare everything and call someone ready to go.

I went to someone's dormitory, but the person was mopping the floor and didn't have anything ready. I'm dizzy!

Wait. While waiting, I called my aunt and wished her a happy Women's Day! After hanging up the phone, someone hasn't even done it yet!

I was already a master of mud and water, and that person was even more muddy and watery than me! I only now understood the mood of my aunt when I was asked to drag mud and water!

Not easy, set off. When we got to the station, everyone was hungry, so they ate noodles.

After eating this breakfast, well, it's past ten o'clock. I thought to myself, it's a miracle to be there before twelve o'clock! This is my first time traveling with someone else, and it sucks!

Along the way, I always had that underwhelming expression, shouting this and shouting that, which affected my mood as soon as I went out.

Traveling with such people is really torture!

For the sake of confiding his feelings to me the night before, I tolerate it. By car, it takes more than two hours to add up. When I arrived at my destination, someone was a little excited, but I was speechless.

It's hard to take pictures and ask them to give a natural and happy expression, and it's always that uncomfortable look at it. Never tried to have such a bad mood when it first started traveling!

entered the Nanhai Film and Television City, in addition to taking pictures or taking pictures.

Later, I was curious about the scenic spot of "Life and Death Cliff", so I took a long trip called "Lovers Road". It seems that it was filmed here in the scene of "Home", but I haven't seen it.

Walking on the couple's road with someone, it feels very awkward.

Along the way, someone and I mostly didn't think the same thing. So, very distressed! Heart, beating very angrily!

The scenery in the back is almost the same, a little attracting, and there are many people taking wedding photos here.

I watched, not envious, not jealous, not hateful, only sad......

Out of the film and television city, someone is reluctant to continue to go to Taoyuan in the south. So, I told him to go back to school first.

By this time, it was already past two o'clock in the afternoon, and I had to go back around four o'clock. Otherwise, it's too late, it's not good.

In the peach orchard in the south, I couldn't see the scenery in my mind, but I walked a little confused.

Later, when I walked to the Nanhai Guanyin Temple, I looked outside and didn't go in. I don't know why, I was tired, I didn't have the motivation, and I wasn't in the mood to go in. So, I just went back again.

I've never tried to travel so tastelessly. Heart, beating a little lost......

I got on the bus and listened to the song all the time, not paying attention to everything, all the way back to the main station. But someone sent me a text message on the way to my ride, saying that he ruined my interest today and was sorry for me.

I replied that it was okay or something. Indeed, it has long been irrelevant. Because, perhaps, I wasn't in the mood for a while, but someone tore off the mask that I wanted to be happy.

When I returned to the dormitory, a roommate returned, so I went back to talking.

The feeling of loss is always buried behind my laughter.

It's okay that someone is a man.

On the morning of March 9, I was woken up by my roommate.

He woke up more than 20 minutes earlier than my alarm time, but I was still very tired!

After two days of walking and traveling, I was already tired! After all, I couldn't escape his loud voice, so I could only drag my tired body to get up. After dehydrating his quilt, I turned on my computer and wrote about my feelings for the past few days. It's very uncomfortable not to write, and if you keep it in your heart for too long, you'll get depression.

At the junction of morning and noon, I began to write, and I wrote until the beginning of the afternoon. The process of writing is very indifferent, and there is no deep feeling when I first experienced it.

It seems that there is a feeling to hurry up and write. After a certain period of time, I write again, and it is a different state of mind, and it is a different feeling.

Heart, beating very indifferently......

Six, seven, eight, nine and a half, heartbeat emotion. Listen to "Love Corner" sung by Little Pig to comfort your heart.

I'm in disguise

I want to be by your side without a trace

Quietly accompanied and looked at the horizon

Riding a bicycle

Moving forward

A certain intersection

Love is waiting......