Chapter 826: The First Step 226
It's uncomfortable, like the squeezing feeling of being stuck in a swamp.
Who else is influencing me, who else is in my head, parents, family, responsibilities, children?
I'm not even sure if there are these people, what emotions are you talking about?
Why do we have to help each other? How is this thinking ingrained in my mind? Is it because I am afraid that my kindness will be bullied, so I emphasize that everyone should help each other from an early age?
A person who only takes advantage of others is a selfish person and a person who is spurned by others. Why can't I be selfish? Is it because after being selfish, no one will continue to pay attention to me?
How does this reasoning work? How does it come about? Or is it speculation like "I'm afraid I'm going to be selfish, and no one will pay attention to me"? Have I ever been selfish? If not, why are I so sure that I'm going to hell?
It's just a distortion in my head to come to this conclusion, why should I believe in a distortion in my head? Is there anything wrong with being selfish? Is there anything wrong with being selfish? Those thoughts and emotions that "I think I need to take care of others" come from the virtual data in my head.
Is there any credibility?
Why do you want to go against your feelings when you don't want to go to certain meetings, but you want to go against your feelings because of the distortion in your mind? Why do you give up because you are reckless because of the distortion in your mind?
Isn't fear manipulating itself?
There is also my mother, the word filial piety is pasted with thousands of years of traditional culture, which seems to be authoritative and sacred.
Shit!
It's a piece of shit in front of me!
Nothing can manipulate me, and nothing can be sacred. Here, there is only the real and the unreal. Those artificial distortions, even if they are of great benefit to society and the world, are not true and unreal, and there is nothing to argue about.
Filial piety is artificially distorted, it is unreal. Okay, it's over, no "but", "but", "fake in...... None of them, unreal is unreal, then just throw it aside and ignore it.
Why is my mother's fingering always uncomfortable? It's because I can't do my mother's request, it's because I have low self-esteem. Looking at other people's mothers, with the efforts of others, I took my mother to eat and drink spicy food, and traveled everywhere.
Watching others get married and have children, because I can't do it, so I will be impatient when facing my mother's care.
I know better than anyone else that I am afraid that I will not be able to repay my parents' kindness and give them what they want. And my parents always gave me what I wanted. So in contrast, what can I do except face it with irritability?
And why do I think that I must meet the requirements of my parents, or rather, repay the kindness of my parents? It seems that my parents have worked hard to raise me, so I must be filial and filial when I grow up.
How did the phrase "deserved" come about? Who would think that there are a few NPCs in the game who are always kind to them, which is a kind of "deserved"? Even if you are grateful, you are grateful to the makers of the entire game, not to those few NPCs.
The reason for this is that I regard the character of Yuan Changwen as real and my parents as real, and I have always believed that there are countless characters walking in the entire universe. This kind of thinking inevitably leads to the judgment, "I am me and he is him, and everything is separate." ”
In this case, fear is a natural thing. It is precisely this judgment that plays out the brilliance of human nature in the entire universe. Unfortunately, this belief is a speculative in itself, and there is simply no evidence that a character really exists.
No matter how obvious it is, just let go of your emotions and think honestly. As a result, you will find that you have no way to prove the authenticity of these characters.
"If others are good to me, I will be good to others" and "If you do not leave, I will not give up", how are these words recognized?
First of all, I will repay the reward by asking others to give first. It seems that he has set himself in advance as a role that will inevitably be grateful for his kindness, and he has set others as a character who may know and may be a white-eyed wolf.
That's why I ask others to pay first.
Is this fear?
Secondly, even if others are good to me, even if others do not leave, why do I have to repay each other? As if this kind of mutual help is the fundamental principle of being a human being, as if this kind of thing that is obviously a transaction can be called kindness.
How did this idea of "you respect me and I pay you back" have been in my mind for so long? Why do you want to be a good person? It seems that I have been taught not to do bad things since I was a child. And the method of education is fear, if you do bad things, you will go to prison and so on.
The whole education system should be eliminated, what exactly is being taught? Fear of grades, fear of the future, poor students, garbage classes, key schools?
It's all a piece of shit!
Nothing is set in advance, as if, parents are a setting, and I am a son is a setting. Then, when this setting is satisfied, the code of conduct attached to the setting must be satisfied.
Shit!
Who is qualified to do that? Even if the whole society follows it, it will not be able to elevate the setting from false to true. It is useless, even if the whole universe observes filial piety, it cannot be changed, this is just an artificial distortion.
Whether I want to be filial or not is not something that can be decided in advance, but after it has happened at that time, I have to decide whether to be filial or not. My parents and the hard work associated with them have no right to influence me in my head.
When I want to do something, these people and things are not qualified to sway my judgment. The only thing that can influence my judgment is the flow of life, and that is the pounding of my heart.
Instead of all sorts of distortions in my head.
Yes, the knowledge in the head is always the key to showing off, and no one will show off their luck. But in fact, the twist in the mind is not worth believing at all, it is just a gamble. On the contrary, a person's good luck is indeed something to brag about.
Because a person is always lucky, then it can only be said that when he chooses, he is obedient to the flow of life. Only in this way can we explain why it is always good luck.
Of course, an explanation is speculation, and the flow of life itself is a guess.
I don't know anything, and I believe that the twist in my head can only lead to destruction. Maybe I will succeed, maybe I will stand at the peak of life, but, in my opinion, that kind of life has no beginning at all.
You know this better than I do, otherwise you wouldn't feel lost at all. If success, wealth, and the pinnacle of life are the true meaning of life, then how can there be a large number of confused people, as well as a large number of people who do not recognize this kind of life?
It's nothing more than the fear of that bewitching woman, so I don't dare to move. ()
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