"Brother Jing, you let go of me-" Zijun begged, trying to break free, but the disparity in the natural strength of men and women made her unable to break free, and she couldn't help but cry in a hurry.

"Zijun, you touch it, how fast my heart beats, it beats for you. Yao Jing pulled Zijun's hand close to him and put it on his chest, his heart was like a drum, just for this girl.

"Yao Jing, you let go-" Zijun really hated himself at this time, he shouldn't have softened his heart because he had a slight affection for him, and he shouldn't have rejected him sternly, but he ended up in such a situation, and he couldn't help but cry loudly. Zijun's cry finally made Yao Jing sober up, and he hurriedly let go of Zijun in his arms and apologized to her again and again.

"Zijun, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I just love you too much!" Zijun just shed tears, and didn't recover from the fright just now. Yao Jing was a little at a loss, he just wanted to hug his beloved girl, but he never thought that she would be so disgusted and cry so sadly.

"Zijun, don't cry, it's okay, it's all my fault, and I won't do it again. ”

The movie ended quickly, Zijun was very silent all the way, she saw Yao Jing's self-blame and apology in her eyes, if she really blamed him, it wouldn't be enough, but she was still a little worried about being held in her arms like that. She wants the best, even such a simple hug is reserved for the person she loves the most, and obviously that person is not Yao Jing. She was panicking, she always remembered the pair of backs in the snow, so right. And she—long outside their world. She felt sorry for her hopeless self, and she softened her heart towards Yao Jing.

Yao Jing was also unusually silent, he loved her, but he also knew that she didn't love him. At the moment, he was a little confused, he didn't know if he could finally make her fall in love with him, he didn't have any confidence, he wasn't a lover, he just gave without asking for anything in return. He also wants to have a gentle and considerate girlfriend like Jianhua, and wants to have a real happiness that he can hold in his arms. However, who made him fall in love with her, obviously he felt that she was very distant from the beginning, why did he still start chasing, Jianhua also persuaded him more than once, Zijun is not suitable for him, but he has already fallen into it, how can he pull himself?

There were no words along the way, and the streetlights stretched their shadows long, sometimes overlapping and sometimes parting. Yao Jing sent Zijun to the factory gate, Zijun whispered goodbye and turned around and entered the factory. At this time, she was really not very willing to face Yao Jing, she didn't blame, she didn't deliberately alienate, she just didn't know how to face it. Yao Jing looked at her back as she left without any nostalgia, and her heart was a little stunned, and she wanted to say something, but she opened her mouth but didn't make a sound. I don't know who said that whoever falls in love first is a loser, he feels that he is a loser now, no matter how hard he tries, he can't get into her heart, and he can't help but be a little depressed. When the back disappeared, he put his hand in his trouser pocket and turned to leave, hoping to catch the last train back at this time.

Zijun didn't sleep well this night, and many people shook in their dreams. She felt like she was sitting in a classroom for a while, the sun was shining outside the window, and the birds were singing in the branches. She picked up a book and looked at it carefully, but it was the romance novel "Love Through Time and Space" that Xiaoxia had read to her. At this time, a hand reached out from her back, snatched the book in her hand, and read it too.

"Chen Zijun, I didn't expect you to read such a book. The boy's voice was obviously full of laughter, but Zijun's face was swollen and red. It's enough to be seen reading a romance novel by the boy she likes, and it just so happens that she sees their wedding night, and the two are passionate. Oh my God, I hope he doesn't see it, if he does, will he feel ashamed? Zijun was ashamed and embarrassed and hurriedly stood up and stretched out his hand to snatch it back, but the boy raised his hand back, and then laughed and took the book and ran out of the classroom.

"If you want a book, then you can chase me. The boy's laughing voice came from outside the classroom, and Zijun was so anxious that he hurried out, but he was nowhere to be seen. Chased downstairs, on the basketball court, Zeng Jianren was playing basketball, heroic, saw Zijun coming down, and hurriedly ran over: "Zijun, I'll teach you to play basketball, okay?" Zijun ignored him, she just wanted to find Zhou Can, where did she go in the blink of an eye? She searched everywhere, from the campus to the outside of the campus, but she couldn't find Zhou Can, looking for it, I don't know how to get to Guangzhou, Zijun is strange, why did he suddenly arrive at the factory, and he couldn't tell whether it was a dream or a fantasy. I saw Yao Jing coming over, "Zijun, let's go to the movies with me?" "Do you want to go to the movies with Yao Jing?" No, I want to find Zhou Can, he took my book.

Zhou Can, waking up in the middle of the night, half dreaming and half waking up, only felt that he was still looking for him all over the world. It's been a long time since I've dreamed of him again, and it's time for him to enter the stressful senior year of high school, right? She hasn't written to him for almost half a year, and she doesn't want to disturb his studies, but she's actually afraid that he will get tired of herself? Obviously it's a hopeless emotion in her heart, and she also warned herself to withdraw as soon as possible and learn to accept the good of others, but obviously she didn't succeed. The feelings of youth, sadness and beauty coexist, but they always make people want to stop.

When she came back, Yao Zi's careful probing was in her eyes. She didn't blame her, she was not wrong for her brother, if it was herself, she might have done that, right? She definitely couldn't have imagined that there would be something like that between them, right? What it meant for Brother Jing to watch a movie alone with her, she didn't completely understand, although she was not very reluctant, and in the end she went. She also wanted to give him or give herself a chance, but when it really came, she found that she couldn't do it.

Tossing and turning, this is almost rare in Zijun's eighteen years, or when his father had an accident, he had experienced it. Maybe it's all the fault of loneliness, watching the friends around her all come into pairs one by one, only she is still alone, and the person she loves no longer has the courage to say she likes. I don't know who has said that whose youth is not lonely? Will you survive this loneliness and wait for the flowers to bloom?

At dawn, Zijun fell asleep again, but fortunately, the next day was the weekend, and it was nearly noon when he woke up. The dormitory will be empty, Zijun rubbed his temples that were still a little painful, remembered the chaotic dream mirror last night, and remembered the bits and pieces of Guangzhou in the past two years, as well as the people he knew, and was a little stunned for a while.