Chapter 423: Cultivating to the Truth 53
, Yuan Changwen tried to surrender again, a temporary success, but no one knows how long it will last.
If this surrender doesn't last long, then it's garbage, it's shit.
I can only surrender for ten seconds, what kind of surrender is this?
It is better to say that it is forbearance and restraint.
Yuan Changwen surrendered, his mood brought about a slight change, and he felt a faint frustration.
How can it be frustrated?
Yuan Changwen wanted to figure it out, but found that he couldn't do it at all.
According to surrender, then you should not think, but just experience.
However, after more than 20 years of education, thinking has become instinctive, and if you don't pay attention to your thinking, you don't know where to go. There is also control and planning for the future, which everyone learns from a young age.
And everybody is proud of it.
What do you do after surrendering?
Yuan Changwen is facing this problem now, and he will always subconsciously plan for the future.
The reason is simple, if I just sit here now, then don't say anything about ideal success, what about peeing, what about eating?
(yes, who decided to pee?)
[Yuan Changwen. 】
(Then, Yuan Changwen can decide to pee, this is not surrender!) This is Yuan Changwen's personal behavior, he has a decision and then does it towards the decision.) )
(What's the difference between this behavior and "I don't think I have enough money, so I decide to make money"?)
[Not true.] Yuan Changwen had the urge to pee at the moment, so he surrendered, did not resist, and obeyed this urine intention and chose to pee. 】
(How do you explain the decision to make money? If it's surrender, then it's "I don't have any money, well, I don't have money.") ”)
[I surrender, but I can also choose.] It's just that this choice is not based on fear, and it is not mixed with fear in action. For example, I don't have any money, so I surrender and decide to make money, and the whole process is not mixed with fear. 】
(Fart!haha, if you surrender, how can you get the idea of making money?How's that, you don't have anything to say?)
(Yo, you can say what destroys the problem is the key, and you can say that this idea is a sign of non-surrender.) I don't care, but this question will always be in my mind!)
(It's really rare!I've had times when I say so many words, hahahaha!)
Yuan Changwen was stuck, this question was so horizontal in his heart, and he couldn't find an answer for a while.
Indeed, if you surrender yourself and let go of the grip of the ship of life, then how to choose?
There's no cue board that tells you what to do next when you're in control.
There is no such thing!
So, how do you choose?
I surrender, I let go, is it just sitting still?
Apparently not. Because sitting still is an option in itself. Why do you choose to "sit still" instead of "stand still"? or "just move one or two steps"?
Who chooses?
It stands to reason that Yuan Changwen made the choice, but now that he has surrendered, who will choose?
In other words, how should Yuan Changwen follow the choice after surrendering?
Even if I follow God's guidance, how do I know which one is God's guidance?
Yuan Changwen subconsciously touched his forehead and found that his hands were full of blood, and he didn't care.
[Obviously, the thinker is Yuan Changwen, and I'm just that stupid background.] If I were to choose, no, I wouldn't choose, and I wouldn't care about anything at all. 】
[When does the movie screen care about the content of the movie? So, if Yuan Changwen tries to imitate me to make a choice, then the answer is...... There are no limits at all?]
(If you choose at will, what difference does it make to surrender or not?)
[If you surrender, you will not be afraid, you will not choose among fear, and you will not mix fear in your actions. 】
(That's just a good attitude, or a forced convincing yourself that you don't care about the future outcome.) This is a far cry from surrendering, letting the Tao control life, and what we just said is obviously in control of oneself, but we don't care about the outcome. )
(However, we must be making a certain choice for a certain outcome, and if we don't care about the outcome, then why should we make that choice?)
[So, no matter how you choose, you all have a specific goal, and you all hope for some kind of change in the future?]
(That's right.) If there is a change, then it is not surrender. If surrendered, then everything is fine, everything is perfect, there is no need to change anything at all. And in this case, how is it possible to make a choice? So, surrender is!)
Yuan Changwen trembled, which meant that his efforts were completely in vain.
The so-called surrender is!
Then he ruined his work and career prospects, broke his wife's mother's heart, and ended up with a mentally ill title...... Yuan Changwen didn't dare to continue imagining, and the huge fear struck again.
Wave after wave, the words of my wife's persuasion at the beginning, did I listen to it well at the beginning, and everything was OK when I went to work seriously?
No matter how bad it is, it will never fall to this point.
Submit to?
"Haha, it's all a joke!"
Yuan Changwen's fingers firmly grasped the window frame, his skin turned white from exertion, and his blood vessels also stood out with the contraction of his muscles.
Then, you have to start from scratch, find a new job, and make money again...... Is it?
No!
It's terrifying, that kind of false life, every day in addition to fear is anxiety, and short entertainment is accompanied by low irritability. That's a waste of life, a waste of time, a waste of life.
[Surrender is surrender to the status quo and not rebel against everything at the moment. 】
(And then, when you make a certain choice, isn't it because you are not satisfied with the moment that you will make a certain choice, right? If you don't resist everything, how to choose?)
(Don't struggle, admit it, surrender is!Boy, be honest!)
[No, when you surrender, you won't have these problems. 】
(Less!Just answer me, how to choose!)
[After surrendering, let the "Dao" drive my ship of life, then it will definitely give me a hint.] For example, I happened to encounter something, or I just had an idea and something came up. 】
(Haha, what's the difference between this meaning and fortune telling?) Use your little brain to interpret the meaning of all things and find out the direction of your choice.) In the end, it's still thinking about it, judging it yourself, and choosing it yourself!)
[It's not me who chooses, but the "Tao" puts everything in place, I just need to go with the flow and move forward with the wave. 】
(How do I know if this is a stream or that is a stream?)
[Surrender, then observe.] 】
(Haha, who's watching?) It's not Yuan Changwen yet, in the final analysis, it's still Yuan Changwen choosing, but it's a different way of choosing.) )
[That's right, it's Yuan Changwen! It can only be chosen by Yuan Changwen, I am a stupid background, I can only be quietly aware, of course, only Yuan Changwen can choose. 】
[Surrender, don't think, don't need to struggle to find the so-called downstream or countercurrent.] All this is just a means for the "self" to survive. 】
[No matter how you do it, it's Yuan Changwen who is active. If one day the movie screen moves to interpret your own life, then there is a ghost!]
[So what Yuan Changwen can do is to imitate the stupid background as much as possible, clear those self-woven definitions, and then surrender. There will definitely be hints and even obvious instructions. 】
[If I still need to take the trouble to guess, what kind of surrender is this?]
(Really?)
Yuan Changwen wanted to say it out loud, it was true. But it's just a self-encouragement, just another definition of self-weaving.
I don't know, that's the answer.
Yuan Changwen has never surrendered, where will he know the result, these are just speculations. Although it seems reasonable, it still does not change the speculation that this is about surrender.
Ha!
The only truth is "I exist", everything else is what is on the movie screen, it is not real.
What is staged at this moment is that "Yuan Changwen is fighting fiercely in his heart, about surrendering or not", but this is not true, at least it cannot be determined that it is true.
So the answer is...... Doesn't matter!