I woke up, thirsty, and sighed lightly when I looked at the 54th empty bottle of large mineral water that I had drunk the "water of life" after living in the "Heart World......

Quietly, I picked up the 55th bottle of large mineral water, ready to unscrew the lid, and wanted to give a comfortable "baptism" to my bitter throat. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

The fingers of the left hand wrapped the lid of the large mineral water bottle with all their might, and the fingers of the right hand pressed the "throat" of the large mineral water bottle vigorously.

I never thought that the "creator" of the big mineral water bottle was so ineffective!

Not only did the lid of the large mineral water bottle not twist, but the "neck" of the large mineral water bottle began to sink softly, and a part of the "water of life" seeped out of the small crack in the lid and flowed on my bed, wetting me. Because I'm sitting on the bed and screwing the lid......

A nameless fire instantly burned from the bottom of my heart! Who made such a garbage thing?!

Complaining is a dangerous poison. It is silently distributed in every meridian of the body, as if there is nothing wrong with it. But once you encounter something that has an inexplicable impact on your heart, the seemingly non-toxic "poison" will instantly react in the human body, provoking the angry nerves of the human brain, thus causing anger and injury to the human body.

I know I shouldn't have to feel that way. Well, take a deep breath, whew, it's okay, twist it again.

Slow down, after the same preparation, push again!

Well, I just felt the fingers of my left hand rubbing against the lid of the large mineral water bottle...... However, the lid still didn't be unscrewed by me, and some of the "water of life" still seeped out and continued to flow on the bed, wetting me from the case repeatedly......

I feel that the fire in my heart is getting bigger and bigger! I feel like I'm going to smash that bottle of water on the ground and I'm about to kidnap me!

At this time, another person in my heart said: "I know that the quality of this brand of mineral water bottle is so poor, then why do you want to buy it?"

A bright light flashed through his mind, and his pupils dilated slightly.

Yes, I know that this brand of mineral water bottle is of such poor quality, but why do I have to buy it again and again?

Well, like, that's really what happened. People are often easily lost by the influence of environment and emotions......

For example, work. Before choosing a job, you will generally understand the nature of the job, the requirements, etc., whether it is in your own interests and whether you can reasonably accept it. It is understandable that some people start a new job without understanding it enough, and thus complain. But there are also people who know the situation of the new job and are determined to work hard, but in the process of hard work, they slowly regret it, and begin to complain about the environment, nature, requirements, and benefits of the new job, and always feel that the new job has deceived them and let them step into a pit. However, it was already obvious that there was a pit, and I knew it, but I still chose to go in and start. To put it simply, I saw a fire pit in front of me, jumped into it knowing that I would be burned by jumping into it, and when I felt very painful after jumping in, I started to scold the person who made the fire pit. So, people are weird sometimes.

Another example is marriage. Before having a marriage, there is usually a period of love that you know well enough. It is understandable that lovers who enter into marriage without knowing enough about their relationship feel unhappy and miserable after having a marriage. But for some lovers who are still determined to enter into marriage after they have passed the love period of knowing enough, if they are not happy and miserable after having a marriage, it is impossible to say. Just like the man may find it difficult to accept the woman's indiscriminate spending, the woman may find it difficult to accept the man's lack of hygiene, etc., these are generally in the heart of the love period that is understood enough, but they still don't mind walking into the palace of marriage together, which proves that those are not important. But why did those little things that were originally unimportant start to become so nostalgic after marriage? Since these little things are really unacceptable to oneself, why did they have to be together in the first place, and why did they have to enter the marriage hall of hope to "hold the hand of the son and grow old with the son"? Therefore, people are sometimes very strange.

Looking at the lid that couldn't be unscrewed, I didn't plan to twist it too hard, but used my fingernails to cut off the connection between the lid and the "neck" of the mineral water bottle around the perimeter under the lid. Then, with a slight twist, the lid leaves the "neck" of the bottle......

In fact, when I can't unscrew the lid, I can get out of bed diligently, go into the small study, and pick up a knife to cut the "neck" of the mineral water bottle. Then, all the distractions are like a breeze blowing.

In other words, if the heart is too stubborn, it will bind and imprison one's heart, so that there is no beauty in it, only the pain of complaining.

Whether it's work or marriage, it's just because my heart doesn't vent the discomfort in my heart in a reasonable way in a reasonable way, so it accumulates in my heart, and over time, the original beauty turns into pain in my heart when I can't see the beauty. So, the complaint was poisonous......

If people don't have a general direction to guide their hearts, it's easy to lose themselves because of some small things.

However, confusion is not necessarily bad.

In the past, every time I experienced confusion, I felt as if I would never be able to grow, and feeling that this kind of thing was a denial of my growth.

In these months without work, I can say that I have completely sunk into the sea of confusion at zero distance, and I have completely felt the invasion of all kinds of confusion. The direction of work, emotional belonging, the path of dreams, family mission, health hazards, etc., have not let me go......

Last month, I really felt like I was going crazy! It didn't seem like there was a single step I could take normally, right and left, up and down. Endless unknown, hesitant bottomless, confused existence......

It seems that the more I resist that confusion, the more confused I feel.

So, I gave up my resistance and let the confusion eat away at my heart. But, what I like to do, I still do. For example, when you want to write about something, you can write about it, watch TV when you want to watch TV, and go on a trip when you want to go on a trip. It's as if the confusion has nothing to do with me.

Slowly, unconsciously, the confusion that had been bothering me began to dissipate little by little, as if I could see a little bit of the road ahead, even if I couldn't see too far.

I began to wonder what kind of existence it was like to be confused......

It feels like the confusion is not going away. At every stage of life, it exists.

Perhaps, confusion is proof of growth.

Because every confusion can bring new problems, and if they are solved, their abilities will improve.

Like, if you go to the car for the first time in your life, and you don't have relatives and friends with you, you have to ask people yourself and think about how to get in the car. In this process, there may be confusion, you may not know who to ask for the right question, and you may not know how to deal with some problems when buying tickets. However, once you have figured out these confusions, the second ride will be easier, and the third ride will feel as easy as going to the store to buy a bottle of water.

When you are confused, you will feel that you have encountered a big problem. After figuring out the confusion, I will feel that this is the case.

The greater the confusion, the more opportunities there are for you to grow.

So, when you encounter confusion, you can let your mood be free. If you are unhappy, you will be unhappy, you will cry if you want to cry, and if you want to go crazy, you will go crazy. Don't suppress the emotions that should be revealed, otherwise, it is likely that one day it will destroy your worldview, outlook on life, and values like a volcanic eruption.

Or perhaps, don't think of confusion as a terrifying monster. You care about being confused, but it's because it's blocking your way. You want to get something, but being confused is making you messy and making it difficult for you to get that thing. As a result, you start to get irritable, you start to get depressed, you start complaining and getting angry......

The more I care, the more difficult it is to calm my mind and lose my mind.

Confusion can also be said to be a sign that the body and mind are tired. Why do you feel that you suddenly have no motivation, no sense of direction, no desire to do anything? Constantly pushing yourself forward, you only care about what your brain wants, but never seriously think about what they want for your body and mind. So, a feeling of powerlessness can easily set in.

When you are confused, you stop and rest. Think carefully about what kind of state is the happiest and most motivating for you. This is much more meaningful than blindly spurring yourself forward.

Please be kind to the confusion, there must be a "treasure" that can make you suddenly realize, maybe calm down, and see it clearly.

A few days ago, Ah Shen called me and told me that he had resigned.

Perhaps, he was really tired...... Be quiet, and maybe you will see the path you really yearn for.

Actually, I didn't expect him to resign. Like, I didn't think I'd go months without actually having a job.

But, I don't regret that I didn't work for a few months. I believe that Ah Shen will not regret quitting that job in the future.

Because, the road has always been there.

It's just that we're moving forward in a different way......

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