When I started writing this, I had a hunch. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info This article will be written for a long time, and it will be so long that the Yangtze River has a long and no river......

Well, this morning, it's not morning at all. Because I transitioned from last night to this morning, or even dawn with my eyes open, but the sky seemed to be gloomy and unawakened, hazy as a deep and rainy scene, just missing some "tears" and atmosphere.

I didn't like such gloomy mornings, but lately, I have unexpectedly liked them. Because there is no dazzling sunlight to wake me up, I can sit quietly for a longer time, think longer, and write longer......

It is customary to feed the flowers and vegetables on the balcony and eat some "breakfast", and then quietly watch them, recalling the process of their growth. A breeze slipped by, and I was in a daze for more than ten minutes......

They're still like that, although there's a process from germination to flowering. And I, am I still like that? What kind of me? Like that.

I don't understand it, but this profound question is tantamount to the three god-level questions of philosophy: Who are you, where do you come from, and where are you going?

Well, I'm Liu Jinlong.

I heard my aunt say that I floated from the river.

It's unclear where I'm going to go in the future, but now I'm going to go to the side of the road to buy breakfast for dinner.

Put on glasses that aren't myopia, change into slippers that you only wear when you go out, grab a few small change, well, go out properly.

The eyes that have not slept all night are slightly tired, and the black clothes attract the dark magnetic field, so the whole person's mental state is not in a state.

After going down to the first floor to unlock the "Little Perfect", I slowly rode lazily towards the short distance I was going. There, there is no poetry.

Along the way, the morning breeze kept blowing my bangs, ah!

Look at the pedestrians on the side of the road, they will have a kind of unconsciously evasive look when they see me riding a bicycle, what does that mean? Well, I'm so handsome!

Why is it said that people suffering from narcissistic cancer not only do not get sympathy, but also arouse public indignation? Well, because there is really a feeling of "lest the world will not vomit" tugging at the clenched fist in my heart......

Riding and riding, I inadvertently passed by the position where I vomited on the side of the road the day before yesterday, whew, that is a profound understanding.

When I arrived not far from where I wanted to go, I ordered a two-dollar rice noodle and a two-dollar rice pho, both of which were my favorite noodles. "Fen" is split into "rice" and "fen", and according to the Cantonese pronunciation, "rice fen" is equivalent to "don't divide". Well, it's really a good food for the majority of couples!

This is the second time I've eaten cheong fun at this roadside stall, but what about the first time? Well, the precious first time was dedicated to the morning when I forgot what day it was the other day.

In the early hours of that day, I had made an appointment with Xiaohong, and after dawn, I rode to Guanlan to play with her. Because, she was on vacation at the time.

Therefore, I like to lie in bed, and I woke up early that day. The reason, I didn't fall asleep until five in the morning, and the alarm clock at six in the morning pulled me back from my dreams. An hour of sleep, how do I love?

Thinking that the distance from "Heart World" to Guanlan was about more than 20 kilometers, unconsciously, my stomach wailed. It just so happened that I passed by the stall selling cheong fun, and I thought that I hadn't eaten cheong fun for a long time, so I put aside my face-loving self and happily ate cheong fun on the side of the road. In the past, it was impossible for me to sit on the side of the road and eat cheong fun......

Perhaps, this is also the change that time has brought to me.

After the stomach was satisfied, "Little Perfect" and I started the third "flood watching trip".

The road, still like that, will be a big uphill slope, a long uphill slope, and a steep downhill slope. Just like the ups and downs of life, sometimes it makes people miserable, sometimes it makes people cheer, sometimes it makes people happy and sad......

When I think of the first time I rode that road, I felt that the world was paralyzed. Because, during the whole back and forth, my trembling legs were paralyzed......

Now, my legs seem to have gotten used to the difficulty of the road. Or maybe it's not that the difficulty of the road has become easier, it's that my leg strength and stamina have gotten better.

Like, people who have never seen strong winds and waves, when they see small winds and small waves, they feel that it is a kind of destruction. However, for those who have seen strong winds and waves, those small winds and small waves do not feel like a problem at all.

It's like a challenge, the bigger the challenge you encounter, the faster your ability will improve once you succeed in the challenge. Potential, sometimes forced.

Yes, every time I go on a small trip, I think about what I see and experience means to my life. I want to turn those meanings into positive energy and use them as my motivation to move forward. That's why I always say when I'm lonely and dark, "I'm the only one who can save me."

After an hour and a half of a small trek, which was not too long, I finally made it to Guanlan and stopped near the shop where Xiaohong worked.

It was 8:20 BJ time, and I sent her a message asking if she was up.

She quickly replied: Well, wake up, you're here?

When I saw her reply, my first instinct told me, well, she's ready. I think she must have gotten up early to get dressed up and wait for me to message her. Well, sure enough, it's quite attentive.

I then replied: It's here.

I thought she would reply: Okay, I'm ready to go out.

However, her reply was: Then you sit down first.

In other words, is she too nervous to be ready, or is she too entangled to know how to dress up to meet me?

Whew, I still replied: Okay, when you're well, send me a message.

She replied lovingly with a cute "um" with a cute smile.

So, waiting, and so began gently......

Actually, I don't really like to wait, but I have been waiting. Waiting for opportunities, waiting for fate, waiting for the future, I always feel that what I am looking forward to can wait for it to come. It's just that waiting is so insecure......

While waiting for Xiaohong, I lazily looked at the little sunlight behind the swaying leaves on the side of the road, feeling so meaningful.

So, narcissistic cancer flared up again......

Pick up your phone, hold it above my head, and take an artistic side shot at my right bangs at a 45-degree angle from top to bottom.

Well, my hands are shaking, don't take this one!

Well, this one is too blurry, don't!

Well, this picture is a pimple on my face, don't take it again......

Well, the same angle, the same pose, I had to retake it about ten times before I picked out a selfie that I was happy with.

So, for me, art has never been easy to be picky.

After finally taking a satisfactory photo, I wanted to take a few more, however, I didn't feel it, and I couldn't take it. You know, if you want to take a selfie without retouching the image to take the aesthetic feeling that other people help take, it is more difficult than other people help to shoot. Because you can't see the angle of selfies, you can only change the angle of holding the phone moderately by making yourself feel like you are taking a selfie every time, which is very challenging to some extent.

However, I was hooked on such selfies. Narcissism can also narcissitize its own artistic sense, as long as it is not blindly narcissistic.

After the selfie, I started to be in a daze...... Because, boring......

Some passers-by also have some special expressions and movements when they see me on the side of the road.

For example, a young man with long bangs looked at me as he passed me on a mountain bike, and then, with a little suspicion of evasion, he unconsciously shook his long bangs. Well, it's the feeling of meeting an opponent. But I didn't react at all.

Another man rode an electric car with a woman passing by me, and when I first looked at her, I saw the woman staring at me, and then, when the woman saw me looking at her, she lowered her head slightly, and ran her hair behind her ears with her hand. And I'm still in a daze. That woman is an aunt......

I looked at the fallen leaves on the ground, picked up a piece and put it in my hand, well, I could take a picture, and then I would like to make a statement.

Well, after the picture is uploaded, it is accompanied by the text: A leaf knows autumn, but I don't know my heart.

yes, what is my heart?

Looking at the time on my watch, I realized again that it is so troublesome for women to go out......

At 8:59 BJ time, she finally replied: I'm fine.

Finally, okay......

At that time, I couldn't understand what kind of time concept the "meeting" in the "sitting" she replied to......

Call...... Forget it, it's a girl after all, it's understandable.

I replied: Okay, I'm going to go downstairs in your dorm now......

Then, with some expectation and a little shyness, I flew to the downstairs of her dormitory on the "Little Perfection".

As I was about to reach the downstairs of her dormitory, I saw a figure come out of the door of her dormitory. My instinct tells me that the figure should be Xiao Hong's.

Well, a white T-shirt with light cyan laid-back pants and natural-style canvas shoes is a more relaxed style.

She looked around from the side of the road, as if looking for me.

I said hello first, and when she saw me, she smiled.

Everything seems natural, but it doesn't seem to be natural.

I locked Little Perfect at the staircase downstairs in her dorm room and started my "little date" with her. It's not a date between couples, so it's called a "mini-date".

Since we met, she spends more time looking down at her phone, or looking at things around her. There's hardly anything to say, it's all I'm looking for something to say.

It feels like the roles have been reversed.

On the buckle, usually I don't have anything to say, she keeps looking for something to say. However, when we actually met, how did it become that she had nothing to say, and I kept looking for something to say?

So, it makes me slightly awkward and a little unnatural.

Perhaps, she was a little nervous......

The figure of her walking beside me, looking petite, had the feeling that my right hand would love to be on her right shoulder, because her height was more natural than the height of my right hand on her right shoulder.

After that, I also knew why it took so long for her to come down, because she had just gotten up when I messaged her. Moreover, there was another person in her dormitory who also got up. As a result, the space utilization rate is a bit large, and it takes some time. Well, understandable.

Actually, I've always wondered what she looks like when she doesn't wear overalls. The first time I went to see her at the shop where she worked, she was wearing overalls and it felt too formal. I like the natural style, so I want to know how she dresses in her daily life.

Walking beside her, I could also smell a faint perfume smell that I forgot what it was. Fortunately, the concentration of the perfume smell is relatively moderate, and the smell is also one of my favorites.

While walking, my right hand and her left hand accidentally collided a few times. Well, her hands are a little cold. And the moment I touched her hand, my pupils dilated instantly, and it was because of surprise. As for the feeling of electric shock, it doesn't seem to ......

I just can't figure out why she doesn't put her bangs down, after all, I like to look at bangs. However, everyone has their own way of dressing up, and it's better to follow your heart.

After she finished breakfast, she took me on the bus to the Guanlan Printmaking Base.

After getting on the bus, she chose to sit in the front seat, which is the two rows of seats facing each other at the "neck" of the bus.

What I rejected the most when I took the bus was the two rows of seats facing each other, because it was so embarrassing!

As soon as I sat down, I turned my head and asked her, "Why are you sitting here?" There are so many empty seats in the back that there are no ...... on the bus, and there were only a few people on the bus at the time, and the seats behind the middle of the bus were empty.

She said she likes to sit here.

I continued, "Don't you think it's awkward to sit here? I don't even know where to look." "I was sitting across from us and there was a couple who looked to be in their thirties, how could it be confirmed that they were a couple? Well, that couple was flirting without anyone at the time, that fleshy, alas......

She smiled and replied to me, "Can't you just watch it?"

I was stunned: "So where do I look?"

She just laughed......

I had to turn my head to look in the direction the driver was looking, and it felt so awkward and unnatural. I can't see the scenery, I don't want to bow my head to play with my phone, and I have to twist my head to make myself uncomfortable looking in the direction I don't like to see. So, I almost never sit in that awkward face-to-face seat on the bus.

When the people in the car got out of the car one by one, I thought that I would be able to get rid soon. Unexpectedly, the couple sitting across from us was the same place we went. So, as long as I sat in the car, my head twisted for as long as I could......

After getting out of the car, my neck was finally freed.

So, I remembered another song: Liberation, is willing to admit that it was a mistake......

At that time, the sky was a burning sky, and "sweet potatoes" were roasting and rolling on the ground.

I had an umbrella with me, which was supposed to keep me from getting wet from the rain on the way, and it seemed that it could be used to block out the sun.

Walking on the side of the road without any shade, I thought that I should take an umbrella out and hold up a "small sky" for her to block her vision. But, I didn't take it out. I always feel that it is almost there......

When she arrived, she automatically took my umbrella to block the sun. Oh, it looks like I'm really sluggish.

Phew, I'd better take pictures seriously!

However, it didn't take long for her to put back the open umbrella. The reason is that my umbrella is not used to block the sun, and it is not UV protection.

Forehead...... I said that even if you don't protect against UV rays, it won't be so hot.

But, she said with a smile, it doesn't matter.

Uh, okay......

After that, I started looking for some artistic scenery to shoot, and she followed me.

Feeling, a little stiff.

She doesn't take pictures much, and she doesn't like people taking pictures of her, which makes me feel unnatural.

So, I don't have any desire to take pictures anymore. Because, in a small trip, if the people who are traveling with you can't form the mood that likes to enjoy as much as you, then, in that small trip, enjoyment will become depressing.

During my college trip, I went to Nanhai Film and Television City with my fellow countrymen. During that little trip, he was almost always expressing negative energy, not taking many pictures, and constantly saying things like tired in my ear. At that time, I was really depressed, and my good mood was destroyed by the negative energy he transmitted. So, I started to have the choice of companions for small trips. If you are not a fellow traveler, you would rather go on a small trip alone than go on a trip with depression.

When I was in college, I also had a small trip with people, and that time I went to Sanshui Forest Park with Feifei. The whole process is very natural, he likes to take pictures, he is not afraid of tiredness, and he enjoys the happiness of the small trip very much. Even if I shoot mine and he shoots his, it doesn't feel like there's anything wrong. My favorite thing is to go on a trip with a companion who can naturally enjoy the joy of a small trip.

The feeling that Xiaohong gave me may not be that I don't enjoy it, but I just can't let it go. It seems that I am still an existence for her that can make her nervous.

After that, we went to look at the prints.

In a printmaking room with a very artistic atmosphere, I fell in love with the artistic feeling. Sure enough, art really feels like being in heaven for those who like art. Although, I haven't been to heaven......

Looking at those paintings with artistic significance, I feel very creative, and imagination is really not a level. The most special thing is always those things that you can't understand no matter how you look at them, well, what you can't understand are called art. Well, I don't really understand myself......

Looking at Xiao Hong, who is seriously looking at the painting, yes, he still knows how to appreciate it.

After that, we went to a place dedicated to reading books.

She doesn't like to read long speeches, preferring to read books that are simple and can be understood at a glance.

Phew, I went to see it casually.

I came across a particularly interesting book, and I should say that the cover of that book attracted me. There is a sentence on it: "The claw of the child, pick up the until you are old", which is a book about writing dogs. Or it can also be understood as an indirect expression of the way people get along with each other by writing about dogs.

Take a picture of that cover and post a message about it.

Whew, it doesn't seem like there's anything to see. So, I walked back to find Xiaohong.

When I saw her, she was startled. Then, with a smile, she put the book she was reading back on the shelf.

I caught a glimpse of the three impressive words "Cambodia" on the cover of the book, and I asked her a little curiously, "Why are you reading books about Cambodia?"

She smiled and replied, "Didn't you live there before?" and then turned to read the other books.

I smiled slightly, is this to know about my life over there?

After that, I saw one of the articles in Yilin, and I forgot what the title was.

It looks like this:

A man finds a job that pays well in the eyes of others, and his friends think he has a bright future, but within a few months, he quits because he doesn't think it's what he wants. His friends were stunned!

Later, he found another job that paid better than his previous one, and he felt that that job was exactly what he wanted. His friends congratulated him happily.

However, within a few months, he resigned again, feeling out of direction, not knowing what he really wanted, and thinking that he was a failure.

Later, one of his friends, who seemed to be very successful, complained to him that he was a failure!

His friend was frustrated, saying, "I was just too successful to realize that I could have had a better one!" As soon as I came out of graduate school, I stayed in a big company and worked until now. And the one who married me was also the first love at the beginning. I've been so successful in life that I haven't had a chance to try other better possibilities......"

After listening to his friend's complaints, he comforted him: "Be content and be happy." ”

Perhaps, being too successful is also a failure, after all, I don't know what else can be more suitable for me. While you are young, try and fail more, you will know what better you can have.

That's what that article says.

When I read that article at the time, I felt that the perspective of thinking was quite novel. However, it can also be used as a positive energy to motivate young people who have been defeated repeatedly.

After reading the book, Xiaohong and I walked around casually. There didn't seem to be much to visit, so I started waiting for the bus to return.

Actually, there is nothing in the vicinity of Guanlan that strongly attracts me to play, and this feeling has been there before I even go abroad. What's more, after going abroad and going on a big trip, my mentality of playing is already different.

The real reason why I went to Guanlan was not that I really wanted to go anywhere, but that I wanted to see how Xiao Hong, who was dressed naturally, could give me. Those places to play are just a place that makes me feel that Xiao Hong has provided me with feelings.

It felt like enough was enough, and naturally, I was going back. After all, I only slept for an hour......

While waiting for the bus, we had a few sporadic conversations. It's a simple mutual understanding.

One of the topics was about the use of energy in buses.

Xiao Hong prefers to ride gasoline buses because she thinks those that run on electric energy emit radiation and hates the smell.

I just smiled when I heard her reasoning.

The bus we were waiting for on the way back was gasoline, and it was one of the few buses in the city. Because many buses are starting to use electric energy.

She said a little unhappily: "Soon there will be no Golden Dragon bus to sit." ”

I wondered: "Isn't the bus that uses electric energy also a King Long bus?"

She smiled: "You can see clearly, the bus that uses gasoline is the King Long bus, and the bus that uses electric energy is the Wuzhou Dragon!"

I immediately took a closer look, and oh!

Woo, there are fewer and fewer King Long buses with my name...... Whew......

She had a great laugh!

When I got on the bus, I sat behind the middle of the bus, and Xiao Hong sat directly across from the middle of the bus, and I was sitting behind her.

Originally, I thought she would sit next to me, but she chose to sit in front of me, and sure enough, when she really faced me, she didn't have the courage to boldly confess to me on the button.

In the car, she smiled and said that we had a plan to finish our meal first and then decide where to play.

I replied weakly, "No, I'm going back after dinner." ”

At that moment, I could feel that she was lost all of a sudden. It's like a bird that was flying happily in the sky, but suddenly someone shot its wing with an arrow and fell off in pain......

After that, there was a somewhat long silence......

Before taking the bus back, she asked me if I slept at night, and I said yes, of course, otherwise how could I have the energy? I didn't say how long I slept.

I was really tired and needed to go back to catch up on sleep.

After getting off the bus, she took me to eat pork knuckle rice near her shop. She said it tasted good, even though she didn't seem to have eaten much......

I found a place to sit down, and she smiled and said help me scoop the soup, and I just sat down.

Looking at the back of her scooping soup, well, she has lost a little weight. Still, as she said, it's a bit fleshy.

She's thin, not thin. When I mean thin, I mean the thinness of her face. If there was more flesh on her face, the whole person would definitely feel completely different. Perhaps, the pressure of work makes her lose weight......

Okay, it's time for dinner.

I ordered pork knuckle rice, and she ordered double duck rice. As soon as she moved her chopsticks, she put the meat on my plate, indicating that she couldn't eat that much.

I was depressed: "I can't eat so much, why still order Shuangpin?"

She smiled.

After lunch, she graciously brought me a bag of bread from her shop, in fact, there really was no need to be so polite.

After a short goodbye, I rode back on the Little Perfect.

Along the way, I was a "big sweet potato" roasted by the sky. Well, the "sweet potato" of the ride!

It took another hour and a half, and finally I got back to the "heart world" safely, picked up my phone, and oh, she messaged me.

Message content: Jinlong, thank you for lunch, thank you for spending the morning with me, be careful on the road.

After reading the message, I smiled softly.

Then, all kinds of busy, all kinds of tired......

Originally, after taking a shower and washing clothes, and then drying my hair until I was almost exhausted, I was ready to catch up on sleep, but my aunt suddenly called me to go home and help. All right......

After hurrying home, after finishing my work in the fields, I was so tired that I didn't even have an appetite for dinner, so I went back to the "heart world" to cleanse myself, and then fell asleep.

When I woke up, it was already the next day.

Xiao Hong continued to chat with me on the buckle again......

Among them, she asked me a question: "If I want to play, if I already have a colleague or family member with me, but I still want to invite you along, will you go to the appointment, or will you decline?"

I thought for a moment and replied: "This question actually depends on how close I am to you, and when my intimacy with you does not reach the corresponding value, then I will decline politely." If the value has been reached, then I will gladly accept it. ”

She made an embarrassed expression: "That's it, what if it's now?"

I still replied honestly: "Yes, because I don't have enough intimacy with you, and I have to deal with other people who are strangers to me, I feel very embarrassed and unnatural at all." If it's now...... Call...... Although sometimes I am a little unhappy to tell the truth, I don't want to lie to you, I can't meet your relatives and friends naturally......"

She replied with a smiling expression: "It's okay, I see." ”

After that, she posted a shy expression: "Actually, it's like this, my cousin really wants to experience the psychedelic light festival in person, but I'm also curious and want to go." So, maybe we will go to experience the beautiful scenery together, but I thought of you again, the golden dragon, and wanted to ask you to come out with me to experience this wonderful time. ”

Sure enough, she is so courageous in the buckles. However, I was also curious about where the festival of lights was.

I replied suspiciously, "Guangzhou?"

She said: "No, it's Longfeng Villa in Fenggang. ”

Forehead...... It means that I have not heard of it. So, quickly check it on Baidu. Wow, it's a paradise for wedding photography. It feels pretty beautiful, and it's good to have a chance to see it.

During the time I was on Baidu, she probably thought that my silence meant a polite refusal, so she replied to me: "It's okay, I believe that next time I will have the opportunity to meet you and me to enjoy the beautiful scenery of nature." ”

Well, maybe it's better to take your time.

Then, she posted another shy expression: "I also believe that this good time may be in the near future." ”

I sent two sun emojis.

In a later chat, I said that I had only slept for an hour on the day of the trip, and she said, "You lied to me." ”

At that moment, there was a special feeling of suffocation grabbing my throat. It seems that I don't want to hear her say that......

But I didn't lie to her, I said I slept, and I did, but I only slept for an hour.

She, chatting and chatting, didn't care about any of this anymore.

After another day, she asked me what I had planned for the next day.

I said that I stayed up late, and it was more likely that I would sleep in broad daylight.

However, what I didn't expect was that the next morning, she sent a location on the buckle, which was near where I lived.

Luckily I hadn't slept yet, otherwise I probably wouldn't have noticed the button so quickly. By the time I noticed it, it was probably already afternoon......

Unexpectedly, she came to me out of the blue! Whew! It's messy!

I'm going to clean up the internal environment of the "Heart World" immediately, even if it's not tidy, it can't be too sloppy!

Phew, after a quick cleaning, I'll go look for her.

When I got to the location she sent me, I got through to her and asked where she was.

Oh, and I'm ready for breakfast at the new Wallace next to the market. Whew, okay, I'm not going in, waiting on the side of the road outside.

Waiting, always so philosophical. I don't like to wait, but I'm always waiting.

I didn't know how long I waited, and suddenly someone tapped me on the left shoulder, and I unconsciously turned my head to the left to look, but there was no one. Well, she should have taken it.

I turned my head to the right again, and there was her smiling face. This time, she wore a light blue tulle dress. Feel, it's not bad, because I like light blue the most......

I asked her, "Why did you suddenly come to me today?"

She smiled and said, "Originally, I wanted to come to you on the day you played with me, but since you went to me, then I will let you find me." ”

I was shocked: "Didn't you say it earlier?"

She just kept laughing.

I asked her again, "Aren't you afraid of getting lost? You haven't been here before." ”

She said confidently: "It's okay, there is a mobile phone map." ”

The most incomprehensible thing was that she came to me anyway knowing that I might have to sleep during the day and that I might not have seen the messages she sent me in the morning.

I asked, "What if I fall asleep and don't see the message?"

She smiled and replied, "It's okay, I know you usually wake up at one or two o'clock in the afternoon." ”

I laughed, "Not necessarily, what if I don't wake up until four or five o'clock in the afternoon?"

She said that she would take the car back.

I'm dizzy......

And then there's a question to be asked, where are we going? She suddenly appeared near me, and I didn't have time to plan where to go, and there was no place to play in the neighborhood.

I asked her, "Where do you want to go?"

She said she didn't know.

I smiled: "You don't want to know where to go, so you come to play with me? Well, either I will see my uncle and aunt, or I will not go to the 'March Wind', or I will go to my 'heart world'." ”

After a while, I still chose to go to my "heart world".

Well, in addition to my three sisters, she was the first girl to sit in my "heart world".

When she first walked into my "heart world", I could feel that she was a little embarrassed.

Whew, she herself had clearly told me on the buckle that she wanted to come to see my "heart world", and said that she might not dare to open the door and let her in when she arrived.

Well, it seems, the truth is a bit the opposite.

After that, there is a very awkward scene: I am sitting on the edge of the bed playing a game, and she is sitting on a stool opposite me watching TV.

Hmmm, this kid came all the way to me just to watch TV......? Well......

During this period, she took a look at the flowers and vegetables on my balcony, and also looked at my small study.

Finally, I couldn't help but ask her a little wickedly: "Why do you dare to come in my 'heart world' alone? Aren't you afraid that I will eat you?"

She didn't speak, she just covered her mouth and smiled......

Call...... If I were a brave pervert, she would be miserable......

After sitting for a long time, she said she wanted to get up and walk. Well, let's take a walk.

When she reached the doorway near the balcony, the skirt was not only light-colored, but also tulle, because it was backlit, and the light transmission rate reached 40 percent. Well, the legs are so thin! Hmmm, is that the point? Oh my God, this is the rhythm that is going to make me explode in the beast!

It's okay, I can bear it. Turn your head and continue playing backgammon.

Finally, it's time for lunch. After I changed my clothes, I took her to lunch at the restaurant where I usually eat pork knuckle rice.

I still ordered a pork knuckle rice, and she wanted to order it herself, and ordered a pork offal soup powder that didn't need pork liver, pork lungs, and green onions. Well, I'm pretty good at eating.

During lunch, she said that the soup was a little salty.

However, she ate the big bowl of soup noodles head-on. It seems that he wants to make a good impression on me.

After lunch, we hopped on the bus and headed to the nearby Honghuashan Park.

Honghuashan Park is nothing special, except for one tower that stands out.

During the ride, I vaguely remembered what she had said to me that she was happy because we were seeing each other for longer and longer periods.

Well, yes. The first time I went to Guanlan, I only met her in a hurry. The second time I went to Guanlan and chatted with her for several hours. The third time I went to Guanlan, played with her for a morning, and had lunch together. Indeed, the time of meeting is getting longer and longer.

After getting off the bus, she and I walked slowly in Honghuashan Park and chatted.

At that time, I didn't know if my body was affected by the cold, and I always felt a little uncomfortable and wanted to go back early. However, Xiao Hong really wants to chat, so let's talk with her for a while.

I think that if she gives me the feeling that I like very much, the only way to do it is to have a long-term relationship.

Because, habit is more terrible than deep love.

When you get used to the existence of a person, then one day you will find that you can't live without that person in your life.

Although my feelings for her are still faint, I do not reject her feelings for me. After all, there's nothing wrong with liking someone.

When I was passing by a path with her, she suddenly told me that she was afraid of the man behind her, and always looked at her with a very different look. Maybe it's because her clothes are a little revealing.

I asked, "Is there any? Where is it exposed?"

Call...... Why didn't she realize that I was the most dangerous being around her? Or did she like me as a danger?

When I got to the resting place, I thought about buying her a bottle of water, but I didn't do it. Instead, she asked, "What water do you want to drink?"

Well, I immediately went to buy water. Sure enough, I was sluggish. It should be said that the mind is advanced and the behavior is slow.

Holding the cold mineral water, I drank a few sips, and felt a little more uncomfortable.

She asked me, "Why don't you buy Pepsi? Aren't all boys like to drink Pepsi?"

I laughed. Call...... Because I'm not a normal boy.

chatted and chatted, and talked about her future brother-in-law, who was the same year as me and had won the approval of her parents. Well, it's really efficient.

She laughed and said, "Maybe her sister got married before her." ”

I smile. What would it be like to get married?

We talked again about her going home and changing her name. Well, she felt that she didn't get a good name and needed to get a new one.

Thinking back to that night when I helped her choose her name, well, it was really an unforgettable night. It must not only conform to the number of strokes and attributes of Tiange, Dige and personality, but also read and sound smooth in Chinese and Cantonese, and have a good score. Call...... Come to think of it, it's horrible to come up with a name!

In the end, though, she was going to take a name that I had chosen for her. When she successfully changes her name, maybe I'll change my nickname to her. I think that after changing her name, she may have a fatal attraction to me. Haha, just kidding.

After we had talked, I took her to the car. The conversation was okay that afternoon, but I was a little uncomfortable and couldn't be too involved in the conversation.

It wasn't until I saw her get on the bus that I was relieved to leave the bus stop. Although she is an adult, she is also afraid of losing her.

The remaining question is how do I get back.

At that time, my stomach began to have a feeling of wanting to vomit, which should have been a chill, and I drank cold mineral water, which was undoubtedly worse.

While waiting for the bus, the bus hadn't arrived yet, but I felt like I couldn't wait. Whew, don't think crooked, I just can't stand the cold smell in the bus. Because of that unpleasant smell, it was very easy to encourage the "flame soup" churning in my stomach to erupt.

Well, then choose to go back by electric car.

I knew it would be more expensive if I took an electric car back near that station. So, I chose to take a walk.

At least one less walk counts as a part, and I thought that as the distance decreased, the price might drop to what I wanted.

However, no matter how much I walked, the price offered by the driver of the electric car was relatively expensive, maybe even more expensive than if I took the electric car near the bus stop.

In response, I smiled and shook my head and said, forget it, I'll walk back.

If it is in a normal state of physical condition, it is not a painful thing to walk back, after all, in the past, small trips were often climbing mountains or something, and walking is nothing. However, when the stomach is uncomfortable, and there is even a feeling that you are about to vomit and the body is tormented, walking becomes a very painful thing.

Every step I took, it felt like I was about to fall down and throw up. Sometimes when I was about to throw up, I had to grit my teeth desperately to endure it so that the terrible stuff in my stomach didn't vomit.

When I walked to what seemed to be a factory off work, there was a girl who was walking in front of her, and when she saw my shadow appear next to her shadow, she looked back curiously.

So, I casually looked at her for a moment.

After she turned her head, she brushed her hair from time to time.

Well, it seems that even though I am extremely tired and weak, I still retain my handsome features. Well, not bad, not bad. Wowhaha......

Walking and walking, it took about an hour and a half. In an hour and a half, I can ride the "Little Perfect" to Guanlan. However, I walked for an hour and a half on that stretch, and I still had a quarter of the way to go.

Suddenly, I remembered the question that Xiaohong asked me why I didn't buy Pepsi.

yes, maybe I just need to get that breath out of my stomach by burping. So, dragging a tired and thirsty body, but not wanting to drink water, I walked into a small shop on the side of the road and bought a bottle of Pepsi.

As soon as I walked out of the store, I immediately poured a few sips of Pepsi into my throat......

It's all the stomach to blame.

Well, I remembered another song: I admit that it's all the fault of the stomach, but it seems to vomit but not vomit, which is the most hurtful...... In that instant, I just want to vomit with you......

Walking and walking, hiccup......

It seems that my speculation was correct, and sure enough, there was a turbid qi tumbling in the stomach that needed to be excreted from the body to be rescued.

Well, I didn't expect that after a few more steps, it wouldn't work!

A powerful feeling of vomiting was like Naruto in Naruto who was first burst out of his body by the power of the nine-tailed fox at the beginning, and I had to walk to the side of the road to prepare for vomiting.

Well, it was indeed spit, a few mouthfuls of simple saliva. Call...... It's so evil...... Even a cold wind is going to ravage my body like that......

Whew, keep walking, and when I got to the entrance to my short fifth job, I was exhausted! I put my face-loving mind behind me again, and sat down on the side of the road and drank Coke......

Quietly, sitting on the side of the road watching the vehicles and pedestrians coming and going, well, worth the coke!

When you've had enough rest, keep walking back.

As I walked for about 10 minutes, the "power to vomit" finally exploded! Maybe it had something to do with the few sips of Coke I drank. The more you drink, the more powerful your burp will be!

Caught off guard, I slammed into a mouthful of "Coke-colored" stuff on the side of the road.

After spitting up, I pressed my stomach with one hand and continued walking, not wanting to make any stops.

However, after taking a few steps, another powerful "vomiting force" was about to erupt! I gritted my teeth desperately and tried to endure it! It was so fast, it didn't take long to return to the "heart world"! Endure it again......

As soon as I endured it, I immediately crouched down and vomited uncontrollably!

After vomiting, he quickly stood up and continued walking as if nothing had happened.

I think the pedestrian walking behind me will react like this:

When I suddenly threw up on the side of the road for the first time, my reaction was that I was sudden!

When I saw the second time I suddenly crouched down and vomited, my reaction was that I was going to go!

Well, I've taken it all.

In the end, I returned safely to the "Heart World", checked the map, well, walked about seven kilometers. It took two hours.

Well, I walked seven kilometers in such a physically uncomfortable state. Well, it's an alternative physical and willpower breakthrough.

After washing it, I didn't care about anything, I fell down and went to sleep. The discomfort of my stomach no longer allowed me to do anything but sleep.

When I woke up, it was more than an hour later. The body no longer feels uncomfortable, and everything seems to have returned to its normal state. It turned out that I was just missing a break.

On the second day, chatting with Xiaohong, she asked me another question: "Actually, there is one thing I don't know whether to ask or not, that is, the beautiful cutie I saw on the wall of your study yesterday is Arou?"

I wondered, "Why do you feel that?"

She replied, "No, I guess, she should be a girl with a lot of weight in your heart." ”

I thought about it for a moment.

She then added: "I asked casually, if there is any offense, please forgive me." It was not intentionally offended. ”

Call...... She was always like that, as if she was afraid of making me unhappy.

I replied: "The person in that portrait is indeed her, but that painting was painted when I was abroad before I completely broke up with her, and that can only represent my mood at that time." The weight in my heart is more appropriate if it is not heavy or light. I put it on the wall, not because I couldn't forget her, but because the wall was dirty and needed something to block it, so I put the painting on the wall. Once I put it up, it will be scrapped sooner or later, and from time to time, I will write some information next to it, in other words, it is already an ordinary piece of paper to decorate the room. I don't really cherish a painting on the wall. Call...... Are you so afraid of me? (Offended) are so unfamiliar......"

She made a cold sweat expression: "I'm afraid that my question will remind you of an unpleasant past." ”

I replied lightly: "I've seen it through, what can be unpleasant?"

She replied: "I see, in fact, she is quite beautiful." Just let it go. ”

I sent two suns: "People, each has its own beauty." ”

Actually, I can feel that she has been trying very hard to like me, very hard, very hard...... Even though I'm sometimes perverse.

I'm a weird person, and I almost always dig holes for her to jump. For example, I'm not a person who walks the talk, I'm not a person who has a plan for the future, I'm not a quality person......

All the weirdness comes from the fact that I have never been able to achieve emotional self-confidence. I don't think I'm capable of giving happiness to a person. However, she often thinks I'm good, even though I often have nothing to do, even staying up late, etc., she says as long as I'm happy. Like, she knew I'd take care of this stuff......

I once asked her why she likes me so much, isn't she afraid that she likes me wrong?

She replied: I am destined to love you.

What more can I say?

This kid is so stupid! He likes me like this......

No wonder, my heart is starting to look less like mine......

Rather, there is a heart for her existence.

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