"I'm Sick" -

That's right, I just went to the doctor. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Indeed, the doctor also prescribed medicine to me.

So, I'm really sick......

So, what's the disease? I'm embarrassed to say.

It's just that when I told the doctor about my condition, he laughed. Is that funny? I asked him how I ended up like this. He smiled and replied to me with three words: "Poisoned." ”

I'm dumbfounded! What?!Why did God do this to me? Isn't it just that I was kissed by a small mountain mosquito, and as for poisoning me?

Yes, I was poisoned, and the source of the poison was that little mountain mosquito.

Yesterday at lunchtime, my keen eyes caught a tiny mountain mosquito that left me with a proof of love on my wrist. But I don't like it, so I'm going to let it travel to heaven.

I called out to my left hand to give my right hand a slap, smack!

Huh?

Perhaps, it hung up and fell to the ground. Perhaps, it is the black angel of the world, because I don't love it, and it has returned to the black heaven. No matter how good, I can't deny it, it's the itchy mark of love it left on my wrist! Forget it, I ignore this unworthy encounter.

But in the middle of the night last night, the mark was red and swollen, and there was a pain of vascular paralysis.

I was amazed! I have been kissed by countless mosquitoes for so many years, but I have never been kissed so much! So, I was itched to toss and turn, dreamed a lot at night, and had insomnia repeatedly......

By noon today, it doesn't seem to be so itchy. Looks like my resistance is pretty good.

But I found that the imprint had become bigger! It was like the feeling of Napoleon in France expanding his territory and dominating Europe. I thought, it's okay, it should be fine soon......

Who knows, when I came back from shopping in the afternoon, the mark was even greater! I had no choice but to seek medical treatment.

But I was told that I was poisoned!

The summer in my hometown is not safe anymore!

Now, I'm suffering from mosquito phobia again. No, I don't want them to kiss me!oh.my God! Bring those black angels back!

Hallelujah!

"Sweet Words and Sweet Words for My Future Wife"——

Time is rushing, where are you?

Do you know how much your future husband and I miss you? Although I don't know who you are or whether you already know you. But, I just want to!

I'm sure you're looking forward to your future as well......

Your future husband and I have been very patient waiting for you to pursue your dreams! However, your future father-in-law and mother-in-law have issued a marriage order to me! I can't resist your future husband! You should show up quickly!

Don't be afraid of your future husband, I'm very good-tempered, I will never murder you, it's too late to love you! However, I will achieve the combination of talent, beautiful boy and brave man for the sake of my future wife!

People who are generally familiar with me don't believe me, including myself. But I'm sure you'll believe me, why? because you're my significant other. You will give me confidence, give me courage! So, I don't need to believe in myself, it is enough to have your faith.

Future wife, don't worry!

Your future husband and I won't mind your appearance, height, fat and thin. As long as you have an inner beauty heart and love your future husband, I'll be fine. Actually, I will secretly tell you a secret, your future husband and I, when I was a child, I only liked girls who were beautiful, with good figures, long hair, and temperament.

Look at how much your future husband has changed now! Just for the arrival of your future wife!

Yes, everything my future husband and I have done before is for you. Even if I'm fun-loving, sometimes lazy, sometimes decadent, that's another price to pay for maturity in my life.

I've been slowly getting stronger, just for your arrival. Everything I've been through in the past has not been in vain, and they have made me who I am today. I'm cool about your future husband, right?!haha!Also, my future husband and I...... Gray narcissism!

Future wife, maybe you haven't met your future husband before I have met you, and you have talked about love. It doesn't matter, after all, I also talked about your future husband once. Rest assured, your future husband and I, the first kiss is still there, it's like a jade! You see, how ...... your future husband and I are Many...... Many...... After you marry me, I'll ask you again. Hee-hee!

My future wife, my future husband and I didn't hold other girls in my arms, and you shouldn't give your heart to other men casually. Because, your future husband and I will be jealous! Of course, jealousy is good for health! Haha!

My future wife, your future husband, I still have a lot to say to you! Writing, it's hard to express my inner feelings, so show up quickly!

Your future husband and I say sweet words to you, I hope you are happy and happy! That's not the coat of flowers, the coat of flowers is usually worn on the body of flowers. Your future husband I love you of my future wife, don't bother.

Waiting for you!My future, beloved wife!

"Behind the "Sullenness"——

I only came across the word "sullen" when I was in college. Why do I know this word? The reason is simple, my roommate says I'm sullen!

On first contact, my first nerve told me that it was a derogatory term. Later, I have always been nostalgic for this word. Because it caused invisible trauma to my psyche......

To this day, I'm curious.

What is the true meaning of "sullenness"? Why is it so popular? I think I can't follow the crowd and know what is behind the truth. So, I'm Baidu.

Sullenness is a kind of roundabout subconscious psychology, which rises to a realm level because of implicitness, and is a kind of presumptuous inner quality of false seriousness and false low-key. It lies dormant in the human body, implicitly, accumulating, implicit, not revealing, wanting to say goodbye, and once the time is ripe, it will immediately wake up, and then shock the world, and so on. All in all, it is the inner manifestation of a very scheming type of people. So there will be such a sentence: "The worst evaluation of people by the post-90s generation is boring, and the best evaluation is sullen." The meaning is also expressed that "the heart is extremely longing, but it is very restrained on the surface", wanting to pretend to be deep, and not wanting to easily reveal the entanglement of his feelings. It is also implicitly understood to be - forbearance without losing elegant sexiness.

After reading this explanation, I think that this term is less of a derogatory term and more of a positive one. Or, it may be both positive and negative, depending on the situation.

However, I think "sullen" is really good. Because the explanation also said that compared with "coquettish", "sullen" requires more background and self-confidence. Sullen people are kind on the surface and reasonable in dealing with others, but they inadvertently reveal their inner wildness and sensibility.

Sullen people have a high IQ, because it is much more difficult to hide one point than to reveal all of them.

Sullen people are more egoistic, because they understand that the so-called individuality is first and foremost preserved for themselves, not to be used to perform or compete for favor in front of others.

Sullen is the embodiment of the spirit of oriental aesthetics, looming, wanting to talk about it, pursuing the image outside the image, the scene outside the scene.

Whether you admit it or not, sullenness is a realm that represents the common progress of spiritual civilization and material civilization. The "sullen people" refer to the group of people who are decent and serious and introverted on the outside, but full of passion and desire on the inside. This is the result of the conflict between human sexual instincts and social ethics.

The reason why some people reluctantly choose "sullen" is that in the current society, there is still such an unspoken rule: to be respected, you must stay away from the image of "sassy". The "stuffiness" of "sullen" is just a helpless disguise, a mask. When you are out of the social sight of "supervision" and in a small private world that confirms safety, you can put aside the fake toy of "stuffiness" and let the instinct of "Sao" be released. Moreover, when a person who is "sullen" gets "commotioned," he tends to be more intense than ordinary people! The reason is very simple: A philosopher in the West once said: The more instinctive something is, the greater the oppression on it, and the greater the strength of its rebound. Classmates say that a person is good and say "sullen", and when they say that a person is not good, they say "boring".

Indeed, I was completely impressed by the meaning of "sullen"! I even longed for "sullen"!

Because, many figures in history are sullen, such as Leonardo da Vinci, Kant, Jin Yuelin, Qian Zhongshu and so on. There are also sullen pop stars now, such as Jay Chou and Li Yapeng, and even Kunimitsu and Sanada Junichiro in the anime "The Prince of Tennis" are sullen talents! You say, how can my heart not be moved by "sullen"?

Finally, I tested the topic about "sullenness". It turns out that I am really a complete "sullen man"! The sullen index is 99%! Oh, it seems to be expected.

Indeed, from childhood to now, people who meet me for the first time generally think that I am quiet, gentle, and quiet. However, anyone who has actually played with me knows that I am a very "two", stupid, crazy, and not pure child. It also reflects my inner vulnerability, because I am afraid of being hurt by strangers, so I only reveal my true nature in front of people I know very well.

The greater the nature revealed, the more unwary I am of this person, and the more I believe that I will not be broken.

Sullenness, sometimes just to protect one's fragile heart, not necessarily deception and concealment. I only like to show my truest self in front of the people I care about, which shows that the people I care about have a high status in my heart. Because, not everyone can see their true side.

"Your serious appearance can't hide your sullen heart!" I laughed after reading this sentence.