It's mine, and it will be mine.

My spiritual world, even if it stops rotating for a while, it will not be destroyed, because I am here, it is there.

On January 13, 2019, Xiao Shi took Ziyu to her mother's house to play, while I stayed in my "new home" and waited for a few days to return to my hometown. After all, the New Year is approaching, and it's time for the birds that go out to their nests.

Although it was waiting, I was actually quite busy, cleaning and washing the quilt to dry. The feeling of being in a hurry is so tiring. I really don't know when I will be able to be myself freely again.

Perhaps, for a long, long time.

Or maybe it's just a phone call.

That day, the three sisters called me and chatted with me, saying that she was on vacation and asked me to ride a bicycle to Dalang, Dongguan to play with her.

There is motivation, but what about motivation?

Since I got sick, I haven't ridden a bicycle to Dalang, Dongguan for more than half a year, and I'm like a bird trapped in a cage, and suddenly one day I return to the blue sky.

Well, when the motivation and motivation are there, I am already on the way to Dalang, Dongguan......

Cycling from Guangming in Shenzhen to Dalang in Dongguan generally takes less than an hour and a half, after all, there is experience and passion.

Near noon, I rode around dozens of kilometers and came to the vicinity of her rented house.

Well, I haven't been to her rental, I found it through the location she sent me. So, once I wasn't sure enough, I would fall into a dilemma that many people would encounter - getting lost.

The last hesitation was when I appeared in two alleys 100 meters apart, and when I entered the first alley, the positioning showed that I was still some distance from my destination. Okay, I'll get out of the second alley, but the location shows that I'm a long way past my destination.

There's no reason for that! There's no road between the two alleys.

Confused, I returned to the first alley, and the positioning showed that I was still some distance from my destination. So, I turned back to the second alley......

Well, I never expected that I would go back and forth between these two alleys no less than five times, and it took me more than half an hour......

Well, I'm really drunk......

Later, the three sisters took the initiative to call me and asked me if I was lost.

Well, so, the positioning method was changed.

Under the WeChat positioning, I went to the first alley, well, it turned out that the location I arrived at for the first time was correct. It's just that I'm not confident enough.

Although it was noon, my three sisters had just woken up, and she didn't sleep until more than four o'clock in the morning that day, which was a serious reversal of day and night. It feels like this is completely consistent with her self-styled personality.

After waiting for a few minutes, I finally met my good sister!

Then, she took me to her rented room to get a feel for the surroundings.

The rental location is a little remote, and there is no place to put a bicycle in the stairwell on the first floor, well, looking at the dozens of steps from the first floor to the second floor, I admit it, and the "little perfection" that is not light on the weight is hard to walk up.

Most of the tenants who rent on each floor bring their own goods, well, textiles.

Fortunately, the three sisters live on the third floor, if it is a little higher, I am afraid that I will not be able to hold it. After riding dozens of kilometers, it was already tiring enough.

After entering her rented apartment, the first feeling was, wow! The space is very large! The two-bedroom apartment is at least three times larger than the one-bedroom apartment in my "new home"! Moreover, the light is good! If you really want to find fault, it may be that the sound of weaving in the neighborhood is a little loud at night, but if you get used to it, it is nothing.

If Shenzhen Guangming has such a spacious rental house, I will rent it without saying a word, of course, provided that the rent is not too high.

I parked my little perfect next to her bike, and although it was second-hand, it was still very new and performant, after all, it was my favorite XDS brand.

She also showed me the books she bought, well, several layers, dozens of copies. However, she hasn't seen a lot of it yet. She hasn't torn off the plastic packaging of many books. It's like, just bought a new book.

I'm also a person who likes to read, but I try to read the books I buy. Because they are stacked there, there is always the illusion that they are being neglected. So, if I can read it, I will try to finish it as much as I can.

As for the content, it doesn't matter to me whether I forget it after reading it. The important thing is that when I look at it, the impact it has had on me, and that's where its value lies.

By accident, I found out that she had a PS book.

I asked her curiously if she wanted to learn PS.

She said that she couldn't understand the book at all, after all, there was no software.

It just so happened that I brought a USB flash drive, and this USB flash drive also happened to be the one with the PS installation package.

So, I helped her install PS on her computer. I know that she loves photography, so naturally she has an idea about the beauty of her photos. I hope that after helping her install PS, she can learn how to use it on her own and make her world richer.

Almost, we'll go to lunch and then go play.

Yes, every time I went to Dalang before, she took me to play. As for what to play, it's all up to her. Actually, it doesn't matter what you play, the important thing is to have fun.

At lunch, Xiaoshi sent a message to ask me what I was doing, and I said that I would go to Dalang to play with my three sisters for two days.

After chatting and chatting, it became her reply to me, you and your three sisters are so happy, you don't have anything to talk to me, okay, don't bother you......

What scares me the most is that she always says those sour things, even though I don't mean that.

After lunch, the three sisters took me to sing K first, and then took me to buy clothes after singing K.

Sing K time, four hours.

She said that every time she went to sing K recently, she always ordered Jay Chou's song first, because she watched a Jay Chou concert last year and was infected by the atmosphere of the concert.

At that time, she was sitting very back, and when the fans next to her screamed and shouted when they saw Jay Chou appear, she felt that it was nothing, and she still sat very calmly.

But it wasn't until later when Jay Chou sang that the atmosphere became more and more high, and she couldn't help screaming and shouting!

Therefore, she prefers to order Jay Chou's songs to sing.

Singing K was a bit of a challenge for me. Because, I have low self-esteem in my heart, and I don't dare to sing when there are strangers.

At that time, only the three sisters sang with me, well, the psychological shadow was much lighter. When I sing, I can also sing, but my throat is still not open enough.

It wasn't until later that I ordered a song "You Love Her So Much" to sing, and I regained a little bit of confidence. I think this is the only song I feel OK to sing K at the moment.

Because of this song, I have a better feeling when I sing it in the national K song, so it can make me regain that little bit of confidence.

Before the end of the singing K time, I sang Nicholas Tse's "Alive", I didn't expect that this time I let go of my throat and naturally shouted out all the depression in my heart, and I felt quite comfortable!

I have never talked to anyone much about the depression in my heart, and even if I do, I am still depressed. This time, the K song is really like a timely rain, giving me hope to get rid of depression.

Although my throat hurt after singing K, at least I regained some confidence and am looking forward to the next K song.

Well, after singing, the third lady took me to buy clothes.

The three sisters' favorite thing is to help me buy clothes and design my style.

She thought I didn't look good in skinny jeans and looked like a woman. I was advised to wear casual clothes, more sunny, like a boy.

Therefore, when she helped me pick out clothes, I didn't dare to talk to her, she was like a bully in a clothing store, she felt that I had to accept this dress, and if I put forward some opinions, I might be strongly refuted. Seriously, it's kind of scary.

But after all, it's all out of her love for my brother, and I accept it. These clothes add up to hundreds of dollars, and every time she buys clothes for me, she doesn't care about the hard-earned money she earns, she just wants me to look better in the eyes of others.

After buying clothes, she took me to steak again.

The last time I ate steak, I took Xiaoshi to eat. However, it's been a long time since I ate steak that time.

I didn't expect that what I liked, the three sisters could give it to me in time.

While eating the steak, she asked me what I wanted for my birthday present. I said that I didn't lack anything, but the watch was broken and I was going to replace it with a new one.

Then, she asked a friend of hers who specializes in selling watches to inquire about it.

Later, she gave me a watch of exactly the type I liked.

She seems to be always helping me make my wishes come true.

That night, I slept on the big sofa in the living room and fell asleep early.

The next morning, the three sisters took me to breakfast.

Well, cheong fun. It's not a cheong fun with a childhood taste, but it tastes good.

After breakfast, we went on a bike ride to find memories.

I love having people ride with me because cycling is my favorite sport. It's a pity that Xiaoshi doesn't know much about riding a bicycle and doesn't like to ride it very much.

My three sisters and I rode to the place where my uncle and aunt had planted vegetables before, and the environment was a little familiar, but more unfamiliar.

The destination was Daling Mountain, Dongguan, she rode with me, and I took her to experience the road she had never ridden. After all, I've ridden these roads many times.

In Daling Mountain, there are my deepest childhood memories, and the beauty of those years is stuck in the past. I can only stand on this end of time, to look back at the other end of time.

I went to see the site of the former Kumquat Elementary School, and although it has become a kindergarten, some familiar outlines can still stir the strings of my memories and play a touching melody of memories.

The three sisters also helped me take photos in front of the school site and posted a talk to commemorate those good memories at the beginning.

We also saw the place that used to be a vegetable field, which is already a gymnasium, but the memories are still so clear. Although the river water is still as dirty as before, and the smell is so bad, the bad smell can make my memories more real, and I close my eyes as if I have become a first-grade student again. It's like, Uncle will call my name behind me......

All this, to me, is wonderful!

It's just that that's all I can recall......

We took pictures of each other and remembered those memories together.

We went to the park and the square, and we didn't have the vitality of the year, as if we had lost our vitality, and these environments lacked the charm of the original.

Just like memories, they can only be beautiful in the past......

It was noon.

It's time for the memory trip to end.

Before the end, the three sisters invited me to eat hamburgers and chicken fillets, both of which I liked!

Although I am sick and these are not supposed to be eaten, I allow myself to eat because it is rare to relax my soul. Happiness is sometimes better for the body than good medicine!

While eating hamburgers, the three sisters asked me curiously, "Actually, do you like your wife?"

I put down my hamburger, took a sip of kumquat lemon tea, and naturally replied, "To be honest, I don't like it." ”

The third sister was surprised: "Huh?"

I smiled back and said, "I don't like her, but I love her." I don't like her dominance, and she doesn't like a lot of hobbies that I like, and I have very little in common with her. However, whenever she is fragile and sad, I feel very sorry for her and am reluctant to let her cry alone......"

The three sisters smiled and sipped their drinks.

She also talked to me about her life, in fact, I am very similar to my three sisters, we both prefer freedom. It's just that, with a family, I gave up my freedom. And she didn't give up.

This is all a way of life, there is no right or wrong, just suit yourself.

After lunch, we rode back, and at the Songshan Lake section, we went our separate ways according to our own routes.

Looking at her back, my heart was sour, because she was very good to me! When I was a child, I always hoped that my sisters would be by my side when I grew up, how good it would be! When I grew up, I realized that it was impossible...... We all have our lives to move on......

Thank you for her company for that day and a half, which made me feel very fulfilled and happy!

Look in the direction I'm going, continue, on the way......