Chapter 1189: Terrible Desire to Control
When he first read the post, Yi Xin also felt that although the young master's suspicion was also very serious, at least he would not directly invade his privacy.
But the more she saw the reply to the post, the more frightened she became.
Most of those replies recounted similar behaviors of their boyfriends. Those crazy and even violent actions are shocking to watch.
The latest message made Yi Xin's eyes widen in horror.
"Girl, for your own good, please break up with him as quickly as possible!
His desire to control will continue to escalate, deleting your male friend is the beginning, and later he will start beating you until you can't bear to break up, and if he confirms that he can't keep you, he will kill you!
He will constantly suspect your betrayal, subconsciously distrust you, and even if there is no evidence, he will conjure up evidence to convict you!
Do you think that he does not hesitate to hurt himself in order to keep you is a sign of love for you? This only proves that he is an unscrupulous person, and if you provoke him in the future, what do you think he will do to you?
A sister of mine who is the same boyfriend as yours has been through what you're going through. ”
Next, she devotes a lot of space to describing what happened to the sister. The horror and misery that words cannot describe, not even the darkest of which is a tenth of it. It's unbelievable to the viewer that this is actually happening, and there is a corner in reality where someone has been bearing all this truth......
Under the reply post on that floor, there are a lot of replies in the building. In addition to emotion, most of them asked how the sister was doing.
After a long time, the layer master only replied:
"Now my sister is cold. ”
Seeing this sentence, Yi Xin was also cold.
In the story, people are accustomed to the triumph of good over evil, and even if the protagonist falls into a miserable situation, the reader believes that she will one day come out and meet her own light again. But in reality, dark encounters often lead to dark endings. There will be no more tragedy of turning around, like a heavy shackle that overwhelms people.
There is nothing that can be a consolation for oneself anymore.
What you fear, may one day be real.
Unconsciously, a thin layer of cold sweat appeared on Yi Xin's forehead.
She did see a lot of love murders in the news, but her former self was focused on studying, she was a love insulator, in addition to feeling sorry for those innocent girls, she also took it for granted that these things had nothing to do with her.
At that time, she never thought that her first love would face such a terrible thing. Maybe one day in the future, his name will also appear as a victim in a corner of social news.
……
On the other side, after Rong Huang ended the video communication, the tenderness in his eyes disappeared without a trace.
In his eyes, a deep coldness diffused. It seems that the sins of the whole world have been precipitated in that narrow shadow.
During this time, he hired a professional detective company to investigate Yi Xin, and naturally learned that there was no learning class at all in the place she said, and she deceived herself again.
There are several photos on the table of her walking intimately with another boy. He recognized it as the boy she had met on the street that night, and she insisted on taking him home.
Rong Huang had a gloomy face, and slowly put the photos he had been holding tightly in his hand on the table, just pressing on top of those few candid photos.
This is a photo retrieved from the college's student registration file, and it is also Dai Hang's ID photo.
In the photo, Dai Hang smiled brightly, like a carefree little boy, and his facial features could be seen clearly.
Rong Huang looked at him indifferently, and took out an apple from the fruit basket on the corner of the table, and peeled it very slowly.
Circle after circle, the skin of the apple was completely peeled off, and the knife work was done in one go, without the slightest fault.
Rong Huang pinched the apple in one hand, flipped the fruit knife with the other, and after a while, he pointed the tip of the knife towards Dai Hang's photo on the table and inserted it fiercely!
Dai Hang's eyes were in the middle, and a clear hole immediately appeared. But in the photo, he is still smiling without knowing anything.
Looking at such a smiling face, Rong Huang suddenly felt an eyesore.
Xin Xin ...... Do you like that smiley face?
Is he gentler than me, closer to your ideal than I am?
The viciousness in Rong Huang's eyes deepened and deepened, and his hand rose and fell, one knife after another, wantonly destroying on that smiling face, but in a moment, the photo was cut to pieces.
It seems that the face that he hates is also cut into flesh and blood.
……
Because of that post last night, Yi Xin didn't sleep well, and he had nightmares all night.
At noon, Rong Huang still came to pick her up for dinner. Although Yi Xin tried her best to pretend to be fine, only she knew that she was becoming more and more afraid of this uncertain "double-faced boyfriend".
And Rong Huang probably knew that he was too much last night, and today he once again showed full gentleness and care, from words to actions, he was trying to heal Yi Xin's scars.
Such a tender and affectionate young master made Yi Xin seem to see him again who cared for him during the period of love. This finally diluted her fear a little, and following the young master, her body was no longer passively stiff, and she began to find a little sweetness between lovers.
Perhaps, he will really change. Yi Xin tried hard to persuade himself, after all, those vicious cases were only very rare, and they would not happen to him......
After finding a seat, Rong Huang took the initiative to take her bag and help her put it on the table. Yi Xin smiled gratefully at him, and went to wash his hands first.
Facing the mirror, she washed her face seriously, looked at herself who was constantly dripping water from the corners of her forehead and the bridge of her nose, and took a deep breath.
She wants to rectify her mood, put aside the unhappiness of last night, and exchange her sincerity for the young master's sincerity.
I hope they can be together well, and there will be no more misunderstandings and conflicts.
This is the promise she has just made to herself.
However, the moment she walked out of the bathroom, this belief also collapsed in an instant.
Rong Huang leaned lazily on the seat, holding his own jade slip in his hand, looking at it attentively, and he could vaguely see the chat interface of micro-time and space.
He's actually peeking at his chat history!
All of last night's posts were replayed in my mind, and the embarrassment of being humiliated was overwhelmingly poured towards her.
Yi Xin was shocked and angry, and he didn't care that there were still many customers in the store, so he was so anxious that he rushed forward.
"Young Master, what are you doing? Why are you looking at my jade slip?"
She has always been weak and soft-spoken. But now he was really angered by Rong Huang's behavior, and even his voice was filled with unprecedented indignation.
Rong Huang sneered and turned his head, but there was no apology in his eyes, but he brought his usual questioning.
"If you don't have a ghost in your heart, what's wrong with showing your chat history to your man?"
He mockingly lifted Yu Jian at her: "Instead of asking me what I saw, why don't you ask yourself first, what did you do behind my back?"
The arrogant sense of oppression came to his face, Yi Xin's momentum suddenly fell, and he habitually bit his lip, as if he had really become the one who had done something wrong.
"I ...... I haven't done anything to be sorry for you, but I think it's disrespectful to me that you did. ”
"Respect?" Rong Huang sneered, stood up and strode in front of her, "Respect is for those who deserve it, do you deserve to be respected?"
In front of her, he arrogantly flipped through her jade slip interface.
"When did you have so many more people on your friends list?
"I was so slow to reply to messages last night because I was chatting with them, and the conversation was so hot that I couldn't take care of my real boyfriend, right?"
"Okay, Xin Xin, I really underestimated you," although Rong Huang's tone was ridiculous, his words revealed the deepest malice, "I usually look silent, and it turns out that the means of hanging men are no worse than other girls." Say, if I don't watch it today, how many more cuckolds are you going to put on me?"
Yi Xin wanted to explain, she wanted to say that since you have seen the chat history, you should know that we are just talking about work. But Rong Huang's next action made her voice hoarse in her throat.
He called up her browsing history, including the pages she had searched for last night and the posts she had seen. Those that most intuitively reflect her fears, but they are also the ones that make her the most ashamed to speak-
"And these, are you just studying these things behind my back?Discuss with a group of strangers, how terrible your boyfriend is, and how to get rid of me?!"
"Those are my private ......" Yi Xin bit his lip and finally retorted weakly.
"Privacy?" Rong Huang was even more hysterical, "Privacy is evidence that you deceived me!"
"I can be completely open to you without any reservations," he said, spreading his hands to his side, "but what about me? Can you do it? All you talk about all day is your privacy, privacy!"
"Privacy is more important than me, isn't it?"
Yi Xin had nothing to say. It was indeed only at this time that she realized that she had so much privacy in front of the young master, and there were so many secrets that she didn't want to, or that it was inconvenient for him to see.
But...... It was because he knew that he would be suspicious and angry when he saw it, so he could only choose to hide it...... If he can give himself enough security, he will not go further and further in his heart...... At this point, who is wrong among them?
Seeing that she was silent, Rong Huang took the initiative to press forward and pinched her small jaw.
"Rong Xiao's new song, is it good?"
Yi Xin's eyes widened subconsciously, and before she had time to think about the deep meaning behind this sentence, Rong Huang approached her again with a smile.
"You've heard it many times, right? Sing it to me? Anyway, you've already heard all his songs, haven't you?"
"Sing," he accentuated, "and I'll forgive you when you sing to my satisfaction!"
He held his face so frivolously, as if he were instructing a cheap singer to sing a third-rate song for himself.
"What did I do wrong...... needs to be forgiven...... "Self-esteem was played with by him like this, and Yi Xin couldn't help but shed tears.
She only felt that she was wronged and wronged, and all the sadness and forbearance poured out, and she couldn't stop crying for a while.
He always accuses himself of concealment, but even in front of Rong Xiao, he still has the privacy he wants to hide.
Those feelings that secretly love him, those days and nights of studying hard for him, she will never want him to know...... However, can it be said that this is a betrayal?
If it was Rong Xiao, he would know how to respect himself, and he would never force himself to question himself in front of the public like the young master......
Rong Huang saw her crying, not only did she not stop, but the negative emotions in her heart rose even higher.
He lifted a finger and picked up the tears that had slid from the corner of her eye, showing her cruelly.
"Is this your trick? Crying at men? How many men have you shed tears for?"
"So you have neither a face nor a figure, do you rely on this pitiful appearance to play with men in the palm of your hand?"
Yi Xin endured his humiliation, perhaps because she was pressed too deeply and tortured too hard, but in the first fierce conflict between the two, she finally mustered up the courage to say the words that had been pressed in her heart.
"Young Master...... Did you know that you're not the only one in this relationship who is insecure...... I'm scared too, every day ......"
"What are you afraid of?" Rong Huang sneered, "Afraid that I will find evidence of your betrayal?"
Yi Xin shook his head bitterly, his chin was already pinched by him: "I really don't understand...... It's clear that you're the strong party, why don't you have more confidence now...... But you?"
"If you have enough confidence in yourself, you really have ...... You should believe that no one can take away the people who belong to you...... You won't always have to worry that I'm going to leave you, and you won't ...... I always have to compare myself with Rong Xiao in my heart......"
Yi Xin said this sentence intermittently with a lot of effort.
Young master, whether you believe it or not, I did want to convince myself to let go of Rong Xiao, let him become a distant hug, and then love you wholeheartedly......
However, your suspicions and injuries again and again really put a lot of pressure on me. Every time I see your badness, I can't help but remember his goodness, and then, I miss him more and more......
The people around me are getting farther and farther away from me, and the hugs from afar are becoming more and more real.
It's not that I want to betray you, it's just that your possessiveness that makes me breathless is pushing me towards him......
Sure enough, when Rong Huang heard this, his face became even more hideous, and he suddenly raised his hand and pinched Yi Xin's neck.
In the first moment, maybe he really had the heart to kill her.
Fortunately, it was only a moment before he calmed down again.
"I really want to strangle you......" he muttered hatefully, letting go of his palm, "or turn you into an inch-tall little man and put it in my pocket...... Maybe that's the only way you'll be a little more obedient?"
(End of chapter)