Chapter 1188: Out of Control

When they returned from work that day, Dai Hang and Yi Xin said goodbye to their seniors and walked on the way back to the academy together.

Seeing all her progress, he praised seriously:

"Classmate Yi Xin, your performance today is really great, if the young master knows, he will definitely be happy for you!"

Yi Xin's mood was suddenly a little low: "He...... Didn't know I was coming to work part-time. What I told him was that I used my days off to take an improvement class, so ...... It may be a while when you can't be with him. ”

Dai Hang was stunned, from her simple words, it was not difficult to hear a trace of strangeness, after thinking about it again, he still took the initiative to persuade and said:

"Yi Xin, don't blame me for being too talkative, I think you and the young master are ...... Isn't there a bit of a lack of communication, like doing a part-time job, or would it be better to be honest with him?"

Yi Xin sighed: "If you say it clearly, it will cause disputes again...... So be it. ”

In her heart, she also convinced herself in the same way.

Perhaps, after this period of time, it will be fine.

After this month, I don't have to work part-time anymore, and I can buy a music box for the young master. At that time, he will understand why he has worked hard during this time, so ...... He shouldn't have doubted his feelings for him.

yes, bear with me...... It's good to put up with it a little longer.

Dai Hang pushed his glasses in confusion: "I don't know what to say, but I always feel that between couples, it shouldn't be like this." ”

"A good couple should be able to support each other, make progress together, share the joys, sorrows and sorrows in life, and rejoice in each other's growth. You've only been together for a long time, and if you have to keep your relationship in secret...... Will this relationship last long?"

Yi Xin didn't answer again, and in her eyes, there was still a thick cloud of sorrow that couldn't be dissolved.

Yes, it's obviously dating, and it's obviously a model couple that everyone envies......

But why, now every time I think of him and mention him, I no longer feel sweetness, but pressure......?

The two walked side by side in silence, completely unaware that around the corner, there was an impenetrable figure following them.

"Click, clickβ€”"

The seemingly "intimate" state of the two is frozen by the camera at various special angles and solidified into still photos.

……

In the evening, Yi Xin's micro-time and space became particularly lively for the first time.

There are constantly new chat windows popping up, which are all newly added friends when they are working part-time during the day.

They really came to ask for information about buying a house, Yi Xin was surprised and delighted, no matter what, their willingness to choose themselves represents their trust in themselves. In order to be worthy of them and this first job, she will definitely answer patiently!

Real estate-related information, Yi Xin is still relatively weak. Fortunately, the Internet is very developed now, and if there is something she doesn't understand, she will search for it in time. has the foundation of a scholar, whether it is logic or the organization of words, she is quite good, and she is indeed well explained.

There are too many customers looking for her at the same time, and after replying to this one, she has to go back to the next one immediately, and she is so busy that she can't even bother to chat with the young master.

And her abnormality was quickly noticed by Rong Huang.

Phoenix: What are you doing? Why are you so slow?

Yi Xin's heart tightened when he saw this news. The things that are chatting with other people can't be told to him anyway, otherwise with his jealous nature, I don't know where I think of it.

Yi Xin: I have a little more homework today

Yi Xin: I'll look for you when I'm done, okay?

Phoenix: So you're at home?

At this time, Yi Xin had already rushed to reply to customers again. Rong Huang's last inquiry was temporarily forgotten by her.

These customers are very patient and enthusiastic, in addition to consulting some professional questions about the house, they also chatted with themselves about some life topics. For example, at her age, she should still be a student, so why did she come out early to work part-time, and for example, she usually likes to do something. There are also people who praise her bluntly, you look very cute, I just filled out the survey form for the sake of your face.

For a long time, Yi Xin, who has never been praised in other fields except for his academic performance, is still a little flattered that he has suddenly received the attention of so many strangers. Although she always humbly replied "no" in the face of compliments, in her heart, she knew that she loved to listen to these words. That means that her efforts have finally been recognized.

When she faces life with confidence, she is also appreciated by customers. The more she is appreciated by her clients, the more confident she becomes. It's like a virtuous circle, allowing her to see the shining point in herself little by little. And she can honestly say that she likes this state of life and likes this different self!

Finally, after she and the customers exchanged goodnight and agreed to consult at any time if they had any questions, the chat messages on the micro-space gradually calmed down, and it was only then that she remembered Rong Huang's message.

Yi Xin: Uh-huh

Rong Huang seemed to have been waiting opposite Yu Jian, and as soon as these two words were issued, he suddenly sent a request for a video call.

Yi Xin was startled and hurriedly pressed the "reject" button.

Yi Xin: Young master?

Yi Xin: I'm sorry, I'm not used to video calls

Phoenix: I suddenly want to see you

Phoenix: Take a picture and show me

Yi Xin: Is this really the case [Little Tangle]

Even if her emotional intelligence is not so high, it can be seen at this time that he asks for videos, asks for photos, etc., just to confirm whether he is really at home.

It's so late and I'm not home...... Where can it be?

This feeling of being suspicious is really bad. Yi Xin bit her lip, she is not a criminal suspect, and it seems that there is no need to prove her whereabouts at any time?

Phoenix: Otherwise?

Phoenix: Shoot

Yi Xin: Don't do it, I just took a shower, my hair is still wet, and I'm going to sleep now, it's not too convenient to take photos [Little Tangle]

Phoenix: Where the hell are you?

Phoenix: Why are you so weak-hearted?

The strong and suspicious tone stung Yi Xin even more.

There is no answer to your needs...... What kind of girl am I in your eyes, and why do you always think I'm going to betray you?

With a bit of anger, she simply picked up the alarm clock at the bedside and took a photo of the current time.

[Yi Xin: Send pictures]

Yi Xin: I see it now

Yi Xin: Are you satisfied [crying]

is not only this crying expression, but in reality, her eyes are also full of tears.

Being asked by her boyfriend to prove himself like this...... She felt no self-esteem. An unprecedented grievance eroded her pervasively.

Phoenix: Take another one

Phoenix: I want to see you appear on camera

Phoenix: Yourself

Phoenix: You use one hand to make a V shape next to your right eye, so that the alarm clock will enter the mirror together

Staring at the messages that kept popping up, Yi Xin couldn't believe what he was seeing.

Does he think that even this photo is fake?

His attitude was so taken for granted, telling himself how to take pictures...... He is like a puppet, he poses at will, and he can pose whatever he wants......

Such a strong humiliation made Yi Xin unable to bear it anymore, and she couldn't care about face, so she took the initiative to send an invitation to a video call.

When Rong Huang's face appeared on the screen, Yi Xin cried aggrievedly almost immediately.

"Did you see that? I'm really at home, you should believe it now, right?"

It was like finding an outlet, and the suppressed emotions broke down in an all-round way, and Yi Xin broke down and cried bitterly.

"You should know that I'm not the kind of girl who likes clubbing and nightclubbing, why do you doubt me like that......"

Over there, Rong Huang saw her crying miserably, and hurriedly comforted her.

"Xin Xin, I'm sorry, it's all my fault...... Don't cry. ”

"I haven't been able to see you all day today, and I'm going to be cranky...... And I care about you too. You're too innocent, I'm afraid you'll be deceived by those boys with bad intentions, I'm worried about your safety!"

Worried about me...... Can you trample on my personality, my self-esteem? Yi Xin choked up, and she suddenly felt unprecedented sadness.

The young master always has a reason to explain what he did...... Spying on me and doubting me, he could say because he was worried about me...... In the end, it's still mine, but what about the hurt I suffered?

Maybe Yi Xin was crying too sadly, and the crying also alarmed Yi's mother, she hurriedly pushed the door in, and was startled when she saw her daughter who was guarding the video and crying into tears.

"Xin Xin, what's wrong, why are you crying like this?"

Before Yi Xin could answer, Rong Huang on the other end of the video spoke first.

"Auntie, it's okay, Xin Xin was telling me just now about a love movie she watched recently. Because Xin Xin is more sentimental, she can't help but cry when she talks about the plot of the movie. ”

The perfect explanation, the reason is pushed to himself, not mentioning the harm he has caused to himself......

When Yi's mother heard this, she really put her heart at ease, and patted Yi Xin's shoulder with a smile: "Ouch, my stupid girl, how can I watch a movie and cry like this, I am not a child anymore...... Young master, our family Xin Xin is really causing you trouble!"

Rong Huang showed a gentle princely smile: "No trouble." Since Xin Xin chose me, her joys, sorrows, and sorrows will be experienced by me with her. She likes to watch movies, so I accompany her to watch them, and when she is touched by the plot, my shoulder can be lent to her at any time. ”

Yi's mother really sighed again and again: "My stupid girl has been cultivating for several lifetimes, and she has found such a good boyfriend as the young master", and then sang and harmonized with Rong Huang, persuading her daughter to cherish the young master.

This time, Yi Xin didn't even dare to cry loudly anymore.

Mother was convinced of the young master, and even if she said anything more, it all became unreasonable.

Father, mother, Wenwen, they have all sided with the young master, and they have been isolated to the opposite side of them......

The young master has already subdued everyone around him, no one will believe in him, no one will help him.

Such a deep sense of loneliness made Yi Xin even more desperate than Rong Huang's aggressive oppression.

She couldn't cry anymore, only strings of tears kept slipping down, and her ears were full of laughter from her mother and the young master.

Yes, she got herself into such a situation, she is indeed a stupid girl.

When chatting with customers before, she used to be bright and confident, but once she faced the young master, she became a caged bird again, a canary imprisoned and played with by him......

After Yi's mother left the room, Rong Huang took the initiative to explain what had just happened:

"I'm sorry Xin Xin, I said that just to reassure my aunt. The matter between the two of us, can we settle it between us?"

Yi Xin wiped the tears on her face, and there was still an intermittent whimper in her throat, which made it a little difficult for her to even speak:

"Tonight's events can be passed like this...... I just beg you, don't have another ......"

"Since we've chosen each other, let's give each other a little more trust and don't let unwarranted suspicion ruin our relationship, okay......?"

Over there, Rong Huang naturally nodded again and again, promising that he would never hurt her again. But the wound caused by suspicion has been left in Yi Xin's heart, and it still needs time to heal.

Before ending the communication, Rong Huang also gently said good night to her. Obviously, the tone is the same as in the past, but Yi Xin can feel that the mustard in his heart is still there.

She has no way to trust the young master without reservation as before.

So she didn't go to bed right away, but searched on the Internet again: "What should I do if my boyfriend is too controlling".

The few web pages I found one after another just said: "He is too controlling because he is insecure, you just need to tell him seriously that you love him and you will not leave him." This kind of chicken soup essay doesn't make much sense, and then it's their own sales of emotional lessons.

It's useless...... Yi Xin sighed and closed the webpage. The problems between them cannot be solved through simple communication. The young master's suspicion of himself...... It's not just insecurity, either.

After flipping through a few more pages, Yi Xin found a similar post, which was published on the Micro Time and Space forum.

The landlord confided in the forum that her boyfriend was perfect in all aspects, and at first she thought she had found the right person. But after getting along for a long time, her boyfriend's desire to control began to be exposed, he didn't trust himself, and he would take advantage of his absence to delete all his male friends in his jade slip. He had a big fight with him about it, but he didn't think he was at fault.

Although they continued to date, her boyfriend's desire to control has been tormenting her, and she also thought about breaking up, but every time she brought it up, her boyfriend would kneel down and beg her, and even use a knife to harm herself, so that she couldn't leave with the heart to leave.

"That's the way it is, except for being too controlling, he's usually nice to me. I love him too, but his approach often makes me feel tired. I would like to ask my friends to help me counsel, should I continue to associate with him, and how can we improve our relationship?"

(End of chapter)