Chaos doesn't need to be killed?

Chaos just makes it impossible for the mind to sort it all out, for the mind to predict the next step, but the slash itself doesn't require thinking. Or, I've had enough of my thinking, do I need to think about anything?

Either kill the false, or not, what to do with the mind?

Think about it, think about it, think about it, think about the past, but you don't kill it.

Is this world real? Is the character of Yuan Changwen real?

If it's not true, why not kill it, and let these things wander around in your head?

That's right, it's all a direct representation of the elements of the picture, and there is not a single me, and not a single one of them is slashing. But are these false? Right, if they are false, they should be fucked out.

I'm not in that position of awareness, I'm still just false, so I'm going to keep killing. My mother is not qualified to be arrogant in school, my family is not qualified to be arrogant, the so-called beautiful bonds are all nonsense, and the so-called fear is even more rubbish.

The person who raised the butcher knife and killed it was not me, it was just the character of Yuan Changwen. Without me, there is no me here. Think about it, what does the word "I" really mean?

It's all a presentation of picture elements, where am I?

Watching the character of Yuan Changwen think, speak, and do things, but not me. Not even one of them came to me, and that awareness was everything.

It's black and real, there is no existence of characters, and there is no existence of time. It's there, it's always been there, it's not scientific at all, it's not logical.

How can there be something outside of time?

How could there be a characterless thing?

There is nothing in the way of all this, because nothing can stand in the way of the truth. And the obstacle I feel at the moment is just that the character of Yuan Changwen is in a false position, but he wants to touch the truth.

It's all the presentation of the elements of the picture, what is blocked? There is no obstruction at all, because that awareness has always been there, and these picture elements have always been false, just presented.

Seems to be missing something?

Yuan Changwen felt that all this was very reasonable, but it didn't seem to be reasonable, as if there was something he hadn't seen. However, once you see that thing, you will definitely feel super idiot, and you will not see such a simple thing.

What's missing?

There is no obstacle, no matter whether I finish the slaughter or not, whether I am successful or not, that awareness will not make the slightest difference, nor will it change in the slightest. The so-called blocking is only an illusion, and that awareness has always been free.

As for the character, it is itself false, itself is the presentation of the elements of the picture. So, when does a movie screen directly tear the screen apart?

The characters are just representations of the elements of the picture, and they can never touch the reality. When the character touches the real thing, the character naturally ceases to exist, just like the eraser uses itself clean.

It's that I've always believed that I'm the character of Yuan Changwen, but the weird thing is that the thing after waking up is not me. It's not that the current mind can be on some great level, it's that there is no thinking at all.

Taking a step back, seeing that all thoughts and memories do not belong to you, those cherished things suddenly become full of estrangement. It's like a sensational movie, I don't want to hack another character to death for the sake of one character.

And, none of me was watching a movie at all. That awareness doesn't have to think, it doesn't think like the character, because the thought itself thinks that time is outside of that awareness.

Just being aware, just being there.

Yuan Changwen felt that he was in a certain position, the truth was the opposite side, but he couldn't get over. The black truth is there, the unbelievable truth, it's there.

It's a pity that I can't get by. It's really funny, it's obviously not blocked, so why can't you get by?

Yuan Changwen really wanted to find that feeling again and face the real sense of panic. However, no matter how hard I tried, it seemed that I could never get that feeling back.

All of this is unreal and should be thrown away. No matter how good, no matter how evil, no matter what parental and family responsibilities, they are all just distortions in the mind.

Even if it is a distortion of the direct presentation of the elements of the picture, it is false after all.

It's not where I exist, and as beautiful and wonderful as it is, what isn't real is what isn't real. It seems like there's nothing I can do about it, it looks like these thoughts are completely chaotic, except for one thing that is clear, none of this is true.

Is the thinking coming to an end? Is the next step to kill the mind?

I don't know how the elements are presented, or why they are presented the way they are. I don't understand why I want to present a piece of thinking that says, "This thought isn't real." ”

There is no reason to continue to maintain a false role and continue to grasp self-definition. Entire picture elements can be discarded, regardless of the content. Since I have not touched the truth now, or since the truth has not yet come, then everything I have now is no longer important.

Abandon all this, there is no humanity, no cognitive upgrading, and no scientific theories. Of course, there is no slashing, no thinking, no time, etc.

What is family? It's not bullshit, it's just that it's so important to be propagandized by the empire, and it's just that people who agree with the importance of their family have a numerical advantage, and they're just afraid that they will be old and unfilial when they get old.

And all of this is the presentation of picture elements. Whether it is to value the family or kill the family, it is just the presentation of the elements of the picture. Theoretically, that awareness has never changed, let alone been affected.

But why is it that you can touch the truth by killing, and why do you gradually change from panic to peace of mind when you are in a state of uncertainty that you don't believe?

Or is it a kind of slashing to think of everything as a presentation of pictorial elements?

I don't know, and there's no need to dig into it. It is nothing more than to make your words more coherent and your theories more convincing. However, I shouldn't have any theories at all, everything is just speculation.

Throw away, throw away, these false things have nothing to remember and cry.

The smile of the family, the vanity of the family, the family holding their heads high in the older generation, the tears of the family, the regret of giving birth to me?

What the hell is this?

No matter what the elements of the picture present, it is only false after all. Even if I take this as real, the whole picture element is false.

What happens when you listen to the heartbeat? The judgment made by the distortion of the mind has no credibility. I don't understand why I always believe in the distortion of my mind, obviously I am making choices and trade-offs in limited knowledge, what is there to believe?

Since it is not omniscient, then it is speculation, prejudice, and nonsense.