Chapter 1048: Confession

readx(); Qin Fangge drove to the Conservatory of Music and lived a two-person world with Lin Baoqing, but the location was not very romantic, and she ate stir-fry on the third floor of the canteen together, or she went to order food first to occupy a place.

Lin Baoqing will not shy away from talking to him about last night's incident, and she is not afraid to uncover the scars or pain, she said, "I think we need to communicate more, we didn't do well enough before, and we should pay more attention in the future." ”

Qin Fangge nodded in agreement, but also said, "Actually, it's really nothing, I just want to try!"

"What kind of attempt, the effect is quite good, the whole bar is made to cry by you!" Lin Baoqing sat across from him, staring into his eyes.

Of course, Qin Fangge didn't want to mention Li Xianglan and Teresa Teng or something, so he only took out the set that he talked about with Xi Wanqing and Xue Min, "Didn't we mention the composer You Jinghuan before? He warned us to pay attention to the common destiny of mankind, and not to be masters in art and dwarfs in thought. I think his ups and downs are very representative, but I can't do it now, and write my own personal experience into music, especially large-scale music. Last night, I only felt it, and I thought about a lot, including his experience and suffering, personal insignificance and helplessness. I haven't been able to do it to the same extent as just music, but I have been able to reflect the depth and depth of history with music, and when I add the vocal music that I am good at, it really has an unexpected effect......

Lin Baoqing was a little moved when she heard this, Qin Fangge could feel it, she could still accept it, and he also gave her time to organize the language. She thought for a while and said, "Actually, you don't need to be in a hurry, slow down. He is so old, and those symphonies are also the result of his ten years of sharpening his sword, carefully pondering according to his own experience, and finally coming out. ”

Qin Fangge nodded, "Yes, time and experience are the most valuable treasures, and I just tried a little bit to give full play to my imagination, but it seems to be a little too much." ”

Lin Baoqing said calmly, "That's not true, your talent is even higher than his, if you have the same experience as him, I believe you will definitely not give up and create greater works." But I hope that our future will not have such turbulence and ups and downs, although the experience of suffering and suffering is particularly beneficial to art, not only You Jinghuan, but also those great composers and musicians in the history of music have also made profound interpretations for us. But for these individual composers, such an experience is very unfortunate, and it is not necessarily a happy one. ”

Qin Fangge could only say, "Wishes are beautiful, but fate is impermanent, no one can say for sure what will happen in the future, it's not that I'm pessimistic, but it's true." Most of the time, I am still very positive and optimistic, and Baoqing knows this. ”

Lin Baoqing nodded, but also said, "There is still a need to find a balance between art and life, and if the relationship between the two is not handled well, it is easy to cause tragedy." ”

Inevitably talking about the common character flaws of artists again, Qin Fangge believes, "I think people who engage in art are usually more sensitive than ordinary people, perceptual, and inner feelings are often deeper than ordinary people, which results in the fact that on the one hand, they can express things that are difficult for ordinary people to express, so they are artists; But on the other hand, because it is particularly sensitive, it is also more susceptible to emotional harm, so it is more likely to be more susceptible to some mental distress. ”

Lin Baoqing said, "This is only one of the aspects, ordinary people don't have character flaws, but no one cares! Artists and musicians are observed by everyone with a magnifying glass, and it is easy to come to such a conclusion." Let's take another example, they all say that the fate of many ordinary women in their contemporaries is actually more tragic, but everyone obviously won't pay attention to it. ”

Qin Fangge smiled, "It is indeed easy to become the focus of attention if you are good-looking and beautiful, and it has been like this throughout the ages. ”

Lin Baoqing also had a new idea about the short life of those talented musicians in the past, "At that time, the medical conditions were generally not very good, the average life expectancy of people was also short, diseases like the Black Death almost destroyed Europe, and their dark cuisine, food such as tea and even poisoning caused by various heavy metals in tap water, as well as lack of hygiene, are all important reasons for the short lifespan." ”

"And he died by himself, and he was dyed with plum everywhere. Toxic composers, writers, painters also abound. Lin Baoqing also added an extra point. dudu1();

Qin Fangge nodded and said yes, two or three hundred years ago in Europe, syphilis/poison was also particularly rampant, it is said that a quarter of the people have it, and syphilis is basically declared incurable. At that time, artists were also keen to visit brothels, which were the hardest hit by syphilis/poison. In another time, Mozart, Schubert, Schumann, Beethoven, Maupassant, Nietzsche, Van Gogh and a large number of geniuses were infected with syphilis, Mozart was even more serious, and he was ecstatic that he had syphilis, not to mention his heavy life. Mozart lived to be thirty-five years old, and Schubert lived even shorter, hanging at the age of thirty-one.

is similar to Qin Fangge's situation, these artists are particularly strong, and Liszt is also amorous, but it may be because he didn't go to prostitution like the others, but he didn't get hit, and he didn't die until he was seventy-five years old. Liszt owes romantic debts everywhere, but his daughter falls in love with her friend Wagner, who is also a merry talent, and she is also unhappy.

And the bloody story between Brahms, Schumann and Clara was made into a movie.

In this world, Fred, Strong, Goethe, Christopher, Clayderman and a series of well-known musicians in music history almost all have such and such personality defects, and many have died.

Lin Baoqing didn't worry about Qin Fangge going out to find Miss or something, if he was really so lo, there would be nothing to be nostalgic for. But the relationship between him and Xi Wanqing is still entangled, and she has to add a group of good sisters, such as Chen Tianhong, who hugged him on the stage last night and wanted to comfort him, was also mentioned by her again.

Now that the two of them are here, Lin Baoqing doesn't have to worry about being heard by other sisters like last night and affecting everyone's feelings, she also suddenly said to Qin Fangge, "Tianhong really cares about you, you can tell from the way she looks at you, she also did it subconsciously last night, I'm right!"

Qin Fangge was suddenly a little confused, although he was thick-skinned, he would also feel embarrassed, and silence was not the solution to the problem, he could only say, "I think so!"

"I remember that we had an agreement before, there are some things you can't hide from me, if I don't ask, is your relationship with her going to never tell me?" Lin Baoqing asked as she stared into his eyes, leaving him with nowhere to escape.

"I'm sorry Baoqing, I don't know how to talk about it, maybe there is still a bit of luck in my heart, and I don't want you to be sad. Qin Fangge indirectly admitted his ambiguity with her.

"I wonder when you started, is it her birthday?" Lin Baoqing continued to ask.

Qin Fangge nodded, and also took the initiative to take responsibility, "It's me who is not good, if Baoqing wants to break up with me, I have nothing to say and I deserve it." I just hope Baoqing doesn't blame her, I don't want to see your orchestra fall apart because of me, and put everyone's efforts to work for a long time. ”

Lin Baoqing laughed suddenly, but his smile was a little desolate, "If you want to break up, you won't just fulfill your wish, you can be more unscrupulous in everything you do in the future, even if you are secretly with my good sister, oh no, you don't have to worry about me when the time comes." ”

Qin Fangge could only apologize, "I'm sorry Baoqing, it's me who doesn't deserve you." ”

"Let's not talk about this first, it was my own choice before, and you made it clear to me. I just want to know now, apart from Xi Wanqing and Tianhong, how many women do you have a relationship with?" Lin Baoqing asked him, "Although I know that I am stupid, I will make myself sad if I know." ”dudu2();

Qin Fangge said helplessly, "You won't want to know!"

But Lin Baoqing's attitude was very resolute, and asked, "I just want to hear the truth, don't worry, I won't talk nonsense, and I don't want the orchestra to disband." Is there still one of our sisters, Wang Zizi?"

Qin Fangge shook his head, her gaze kept falling on him, and after he hesitated, he still said, "And Han Wei." ”

"I'm not surprised by her! Although you have done a good job of secrecy, Wang Zizi is quite unexpected. The reluctant smile on Lin Baoqing's face disappeared, and he also asked him, "Are you ** endless?

"That's not going to be it, but because of myself, I still have the joy of seeing the hunter. Qin Fangge explained honestly, and after saying it, his cheekiness gave full play to his advantages, at least he didn't have to be afraid.

"Xi Wanqing's words, did a few of her girlfriends also suffer from your poison?" Lin Baoqing continued to ask him.

The cheeky Qin Fangge couldn't help but be a little embarrassed, "Uh! Actually, I didn't mean to hide it from you, but how to say these things well, it's really hard to say." ”

"Well, they all have guesses, and they say that they took advantage of you. Could it be that a Xi Wanqing can't satisfy you, and she is so willing to let you out?" Lin Baoqing still maintained a calm attitude on the surface.

"It's all the alcohol to blame!" Qin Fangge could only say.

"This kind of excuse is not very clever, are you and them only for a night or do you maintain a long-term relationship?" Lin Baoqing asked clearly.

Qin Fangge didn't give a positive answer, but he was very worried, "Soon our friends won't have to do it!"

Lin Baoqing understood what he meant, and if he didn't refute, he just acquiesced, and only said calmly, "That's not it, I'm just very strange, don't you feel tired of doing so many things?"

"I'm sick, I can't help it!" Qin Fangge replied.

Lin Baoqing was also very speechless to him, "You won!" dudu3();

Qin Fangge said cheekily, "Now Baoqing can really recognize what kind of person I am, I don't dare to ask too much, I just hope that the next time we meet, Baoqing can save me some face, just don't make a big deal about it." ”

Lin Baoqing asked him, "Then what do you want me to do?"

"If you can, I hope we can get together and disperse, Baoqing can live happily, and your orchestra can continue to move forward to realize our common dream. Qin Fangge looked into her eyes and said sincerely.

"Are you trying to drive me away?" Lin Baoqing asked him.

"I don't have that qualification, it's what I've done too much, no woman will accept her boyfriend's dedication and betrayal, and I was too wronged by you before!" Qin Fangge explained, "Baoqing, you are all good girls, but I am too attentive and scumbag to be worthy of you." Shu Ting is right, if you have a bad character, no matter how talented you are, it will be in vain. ”

"Are you trying to give up on yourself and then have no contact with us?" Lin Baoqing asked.

Qin Fangge said, "I'm thick-skinned enough to persevere until now, and thank you for always being tolerant and considerate of me." ”

"So, you're relieved now, right?" Lin Baoqing said coldly, "There's nothing to stop you anymore, I'm sorry, it's me who hinders your pursuit of freedom and happiness!"

"You know I don't mean that, the country is easy to change, my nature is difficult to change, I know that my character can't be changed, and I don't dare to expect Baoqing to continue to stay by my side. Qin Fangge forgot to eat.

Lin Baoqing looked at him directly, as if he wanted to see through him, "I really want to know how much love you have, how many women you can fit in your heart, and what are your sad and melancholy secrets that can't be told?" Could it be that there is really an old man living in your body?"

Qin Fangge was almost amused by her, "When did Baoqing learn to be so humorous?"

Lin Baoqing said seriously, "Wang Zizi and the others said that they are all written like this on the Internet now, and I also went to see it, and it is true." You are not even from our world at all? This explains the fact that you have so many excellent works at once, and many of them are not at all the works that you can write for your age and experience...... Could it be that you are the legendary hero, destined to set off a storm in this world, and then lay down a big world and a harem......"

Qin Fangge hurriedly stopped, "That's what the Internet is writing now?"

"Yes, haven't you seen it, there are reborn and crossed, and the final ending is similar to what I said, which is also the ...... Wang Zizi and Huang Jing summed up," Lin Baoqing explained.

Qin Fangge is really very nerve-wracking, the IQ of people in the parallel world is not low, and it is extremely difficult to fulfill a lie, and often a lie, you need to use more lies to round it, and your heart is tired! He simply broke the jar and broke it, and said directly, "Now that the matter is now, I can't admit it! That's right, I am the son of the plane who can travel through different time and space! Wonderful music works are plagiarized, when I come to this world, my goal is to point to the sea of stars, and the ideal is to plant the world!"