Chapter 1049: Let's Go
readx(); But after hearing this, Lin Baoqing was very puzzled, "Is it really fake?
Qin Fangge felt that he was so hit by a crit that he couldn't blow it up, and said in frustration, "I can't go back!"
"Are you really a time-traveler like written in the movie?" Lin Baoqing was interested.
"Which do you think is more credible, Huangliang Yimeng or the statement of crossing?" Qin Fangge judged for herself, "The food is almost cold, let's talk while eating!"
Lin Baoqing said that she was not easy to judge, crossing the rebirth stalk has long been rotten on the street, and there are themes of time and space in previous science fiction and movies, but she didn't expect it to appear in front of her alive. Although their sisters had discussed it before, and some people on the Internet gave examples of suspected traversers, and said that Qin Fangge was an alien, they didn't seem to really take this seriously. His angry admission made her a little confused.
He brought food to his mouth, giving her time to think carefully, and she quickly asked him again, "Why did you confess this to me?
"Didn't you find out?" Qin Fangge replied, "I also promised not to lie to you!"
Lin Baoqing thought about it, "Is that so? Then tell me what the world you have traveled through is like, and what is the difference between it and us?"
Qin Fangge continued to cook rice, "Actually, there is not much difference, it's just that the humanities and arts in the past three hundred years are different, and the other historical processes are similar! β
Lin Baoqing glanced at him strangely and said, "Since this is the case, you can still be so calm!"
"What can I do?" he said, "and it's not something I can call the shots, and after merging his memories and emotions, it's okay to be alone." If I tell the truth, people will definitely think that I am schizophrenic and sent to a psychiatric hospital. β
Lin Baoqing asked him, "Then you trust me so much?"
"I believe in Baoqing! Of course, this identity is not a big deal, except for copying music or something, I don't know anything else, the time before I crossed over is about the same time as I came here, and there is no ability to predict the unknown, and I can't be a guinea pig to do research or something. Besides, you don't want to see me locked up in a mental hospital!" He had thought a lot about this, but unfortunately he really couldn't do much, and if he hadn't crossed welfare, he didn't know how miserable it would be!
"Okay!" Lin Baoqing reluctantly accepted his statement, "Also, you said that your music works were copied?"
Qin Fangge admitted calmly, "Those who are not within my ability are copied, and there are pop songs or something, if I compose music now, it is okay for me to write lyrics, and it is not particularly nerve-wracking to write lyrics! So I often say that I am not a genius, but you don't believe it, and I can't say too much." Originally, I was just an ordinary music teacher, and I came here inexplicably as soon as I stepped into the air, and you said that I was not wronged!"
Lin Baoqing is still slowly digesting such shocking news, he said it quite lightly, seeing that he still has a feeling of relief, it must have been suppressed in his heart for too long, and there is no one to confide in.
She also slowly asked him for more details, and Qin Fangge told the truth, "Actually, just like I said at the beginning, it's just a dream to reality, of course, I don't really understand it now, everything in the past is a dream or not, and I can't tell clearly, those memories have become distant and unreal now, after all, it's been so long." β
Qin Fangge told her the story in his dream at the beginning, he had a loving wife and lovely children, and those thoughts were all real.
And now that he is saying this, Lin Baoqing is also a little unclear, whether this is his imagination or real experience, it seems that it can be explained. After all, one way or another, it's a very bizarre thing.
But there are some things she is sure of, such as the hour-long "Jin Se Hua Nian" that he composed after he asked his sisters to give them a theme, which was also named after their band. When she mentioned this, Qin Fangge also generously admitted, "This is really written by myself, and there is still a big gap with other classics like this symphony, just like this, I have to rely on welfare, so that I have such a strong body and musical talent like an arm, otherwise I really can't do it!" dudu1();
"These secrets of yours are an important factor in your melancholy, sad and contradictory hesitation!" Lin Baoqing asked.
Qin Fangge nodded, "Yes, when you are praised and complacent, you will also have unworthy fears. It's better now, and as the thickness of the skin increases, it becomes less and less effective!"
"Then what do you think of us!" Lin Baoqing continued to look at him, "I mean everyone in our world. β
Qin Fangge said calmly, "There has always been only one who follows the customs! I am almost the same, trying to integrate into this world, honoring my parents, respecting my elders, and cherishing my friends..."
"Could it be like Zhuang Sheng Mengdie, who thinks this world is not very real?" Lin Baoqing asked curiously.
"Many times it does feel like a dream, but this dream is too real, and there will be no beautiful and smart girl like Baoqing in your dream. Because of this, many times there will be gains and losses, for fear that the world will change when you wake up, and you want to desperately seize the present, live up to anyone who is good to you, and leave more footprints in this world, rather than just being a passer-by who comes and goes. These are also Qin Fangge's true thoughts in his heart, "It's also the reason why I don't want to go to sleep for a long time, this body is too energetic, and it is also the most suitable for me." Also, I'm not sure if I'd ever die. β
"There's really no need to deliberately die!" Lin Baoqing frowned, resisting his somewhat crazy idea.
"But sometimes I just can't help but think about it, maybe after I die, I will go back to the past, and it will be good to be gone, so I don't have to worry about it anymore. Qin Fangge's expression was still calm, and he didn't have any expression when he said this.
But Lin Baoqing is really worried that he will do this, geniuses and madmen are already separated by a thin line, and there are not too many geniuses who commit suicide. If he really had such a bizarre experience, it would not be easy for him to be optimistic and positive until now.
"Do you feel that it will feel a lot better in your heart when you say it?" Lin Baoqing is a gentle, kind, and empathetic character, "Don't have such negative thoughts in the future, life is the greatest miracle, and we have to live a more wonderful life." β
Qin Fangge nodded, "I'm a lot more relaxed, but isn't this time transferring the pressure to Baoqing again?"
"You didn't tell anyone about this crossing, did you?" Lin Baoqing asked him.
Qin Fangge laughed, "I'm not that stupid, okay!
Lin Baoqing stared at him and said, "That's okay, the previous statement of Huangliang Yimeng is also very credible, and I hope this is the truth of the facts." But it doesn't matter, the important thing is that we have to live the present life well, and we can't have the idea of committing suicide, you can guarantee that!"
"Don't worry, Baoqing, I'm actually very afraid of death, okay! What's more, there are so many things in this world that are worth my nostalgia...... And being able to meet and love Baoqing is my greatest blessing. Really, it's a pleasure to meet you!" Qin Fangge nodded, also stopped his chopsticks and stood up and stretched out his hand to her.
"I'm glad to meet you too!" Lin Baoqing also stood up and shook hands with him generously, but it didn't last long before he let go of his hand and sat down, lest others look at the two of them like fools.
"I want us to be friends even if we can't be lovers. Of course, the premise is that Baoqing doesn't spurn me for plagiarism, although it's difficult!" Qin Fangge sat down and said.
"If I were you, I would also bring out the excellent music works I know. Lin Baoqing was able to put himself in his shoes, and said with a chuckle, "This may also be the reason why you are not like a genius in some aspects, especially in all the paranoia and stubbornness that geniuses usually have, you are easier to get close to." Of course, this is also a problem, and I don't say anything about gender attitudes......"
The more Lin Baoqing was like this, the more ashamed Qin Fangge felt, and he had the courage to admit it. dudu2();
She can talk eloquently, "You have so much experience and experience, it's no wonder that you can be like a fish in water in music and art, and you can switch between various styles freely! If Shu Ting knew, her prejudice against you should not be so deep, after all, it is not so genius as imagined!"
Qin Fangge said, "I regret this!"
I also hope that you will not be so demanding on yourself in the future, really relax, enjoy music, and the beauty of life. Lin Baoqing instructed him.
Qin Fangge could only say, "I do my best, but some habits are difficult to change!"
"Actually, you can be called a genius from any point of view, but as long as you don't treat yourself as such a genius, the situation should be much better. Lin Baoqing explained him, "You don't have to be like last night, you have to be happy with yourself, and you will cause everyone to cry with you." β
Qin Fangge laughed, "If you do it occasionally, you can also prove that you are a genius! People are vain, and I don't deny it myself." β
"Okay!" Lin Baoqing was a little helpless, "It's good if you like it!"
"If you don't order two dishes anymore, you haven't eaten anything!" Qin Fangge, this guy is really a rice bucket!
Lin Baoqing shook his head, "I don't have much appetite, so I should lose weight!"
Qin Fangge said no, "I'm as strong as an ox, but I hope to have an illness so that people can care about it." β
Lin Baoqing was amused by him, "Are you so naΓ―ve?
Soon, she said, "I'm sorry, I didn't hurt you!"
Qin Fangge continued to pick up the rice in his mouth, "You're right, my behavior is indeed very naΓ―ve and reckless many times, and the most sorry person is Baoqing!"
Lin Baoqing frowned and said displeasedly, "I really don't want to hear you say sorry to me!"
Qin Fangge could only lower his head and continue to eat, and when he finished eating, Lin Baoqing kept silent and looked at him, he felt a lot of pressure and couldn't help but speed up, making her angry and funny, "No one robs you!"
"Baoqing has put too much pressure on me, not to mention that you still have the handle in your hands now. Qin Fangge replied honestly.
"Then will you listen to me?" Lin Baoqing asked with a smile.
"It depends on something!" Qin Fangge still answered truthfully!
Lin Baoqingle, "That's no different from the past!" dudu3();
Qin Fangge was about to get up and go to check out and leave, but Lin Baoqing stopped him with his gaze, "Are you trying to escape?"
"What's the matter, it's only right to settle the bill after eating!" Qin Fangge replied.
Lin Baoqing asked him, "Wouldn't it be good to talk to me for a while?"
Qin Fangge said, "I'm still very self-aware. β
Lin Baoqing laughed at him, "Are you a little person with an inferiority complex?"
"I feel like a thief! I struggled and hesitated, but after all, I couldn't resist the temptation, and it was normal to feel like I couldn't lift my head. Qin Fangge replied.
"......" Lin Baoqing looked at him speechlessly.
Qin Fangge smiled self-deprecatingly, "I'm actually just a layman!"
Lin Baoqing asked him, "What about your insistence on your dreams! And your promise that as long as I don't leave you, you won't give up!"
Qin Fangge replied embarrassedly, "Wasn't it young and frivolous and complacent at that time, thinking that the world was waiting for me to conquer at my feet!"
Lin Baoqing laughed, "Count me in too, didn't you refuse at that time?"
"If you want to get away with it, now you can finally see me clearly, right!" Qin Fangge vowed to break the broken jar to the end.
Lin Baoqing sighed, "Sure enough, you still think I'm hindering your good deeds, right? A tree is completely incomparable to the whole forest, isn't it? Not to mention that those beauties are as kind to you as a mountain." I just want to ask you one last question, have you ever really loved me!"
Qin Fangge could only feel that a woman's mind was difficult to understand, and at this time he replied without hesitation, "I really loved it, and I will always love it!"
Lin Baoqing stared into his eyes and asked, "But you also love other women, right! Or, what you love the most is actually your original wife?"
Qin Fangge didn't dare to look directly into her gaze, but he didn't know what to say, so he stayed silent after avoiding her gaze, because Lin Baoqing really said it to the bottom of his heart. He also said before that there will always be her place in his heart, and no one can replace her. Although she is ordinary, not beautiful and not so smart, in the most difficult and endless darkness that seems to never know the end, he misses her the most, but unfortunately everything can't go back!
Lin Baoqing said to him, "Let's go!"
Qin Fangge didn't want to stay here any longer, and when he heard the words, he stood up in despair, but he didn't forget to go to the checkout. But he didn't dare to look back, so he didn't see the crystal tears dripping from the corners of Lin Baoqing's eyes. (To be continued.) )